Meri Zindagi Ruth Gai Mujse

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 Hi dosto mera naam DANISH h me UP ke shaher moradabad me rehta hu aur meri zindagi jisse me be inteha pyar kata hu uska naam NIKKI h wo bhi moradabad me hi rehti h hum dono ka afair 2007 me shuru hua wo mere ghar k samne rehne aayi thi me use roz dekhta tha me par mere dil me uske liye pyar nhi tha par me use roz dekkhta rehta par ek din muje aisa feel hua k muje is ladki se pyar ho gaya h par mere andar itni himmat nhi ho payi ke usse izhaar kar dun mera ek dost tha ARISH jisne mera bohot sath diya wo nikki se baat karta tha wo bhi usse baat karti thi arish ne nikki ko sister bana rakha tha to muje bi koi tention nhi hoti thi ke ye nikki se baat kyu karta h ek din mene arish se kaha ke me nikki se bohot pyar karta hu par meri himmat nhi ho pa rhi nkki ko prapos karne ki to arish ne kaha me baat karta hu nikki se mene kaha thik h tu baat karle usne baat ki to nkki ne inkar kar diya par mere paas nikki ka ke ghar ka phone no. Mil gaya mene nkki se baat ki usse kaha me tumse bohot pyar karta hu to wo maan gai dosto story to meri kafi lambi h par me short cut me bta rha hu wo mujse aur me usse bohot pyar karne lage dhire dhire nikki ko mujse zyada pyar ho gaya wo bohut pyar karne lagi itna pyar karti thi wo ke jab tak ghar nhi aa jata tha wo naahi to khana khati aur so ti bi nhi thi mera intezar karti thi jab tak me aa nhi jata tha par ek din kya hua wo ghar chod ke dusri jagah chale gaye rehne ke liye par hamara pyar barkarar tha aur ek din me. 20/3/2013 ko me mumbai chala gaya kaam ke silsile me waha se me phone p baat karta tha shuru me to wo thik se baat karti thi par dhire dhire uske baat karne ka tarika badala gya me anjaan tha sochta tha ke koi tention hogi use aur ek din mera uske sath jhagda hogaya usne mere sab no. Callwaiting pe daal diye me to ye sochkar mumbai chala gaya tha k dur rehkar to pyar aur badta h par me galat tha aisa nhi hua jab me ghar aya to me suna uska kisi aur ladke ke saath afair chal raha h me pata lagaya ye sab kabse chal raha h to pata laga mere mumbai jane ka intezar kar rahi thi nikki mere mumbai jate hi ho gya tha dosto usne muje cheet kiya mene uske sath un 7 saalon me aisa kuch nhi kiya tha jo usne us ladke ke saath kuch mahino me kar liya mene to ye socha tha ke hum kuchh karenge to shadi p hi par usne muje dhoka diya par me aaj bhi usse utna hi pyar karta hu jitna kal karta tha. Bohut tut gaya hu dosto main..