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Today I love you more than yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow.

They say happiness is subjective. Today, in the eyes of almost everyone in this world, I should be a very happy person. But happiness is in fact, subjective. Ever since I've met you, I want to live near you, so that I can see you whenever I want, and this is something that I have always fought to obtain. As I look back on my life, I see myself fighting for this happiness. Because it is only this condition that allows me to be happy with no matter what life throws my way. If you are close by San, nothing in life seems impossible. Even the gloomiest days seem happier and as I've said before, an ordinary day becomes extraordinary, just by your presence. It is ironic that I've always tried to fight my destiny and somehow managed to see you and make myself happy. Five years ago, I wrote to you saying that I wait the whole week to see you, because I only get to see you for two days in the whole week. Then came the time when I would see you once every two months. Now is the time when I have to fight for even that (Its amazing how easily it is said in a sentence, but how hard it is to go through with in life). Did I know how lucky I was five years ago when I wrote that to you? Probably not. The people around you dont know how lucky they are, if only they would ask me, I would tell them, and they would know that they are the luckiest people on earth. This life really is a journey through a desert. But with you in life, even the desert becomes a paradise. Seeing you, even if it is every one or two month, is like finding an oasis in a desert. You tell me you are not worth all the love I give you, to me this statement is so unbelievable. Because to me, if you are not worthy of love then who is? I've come across so many people, and at the end of my 26 years if there is one truth I have realized, it is that you are the only person who is perfect. I know its a bold statement to make but beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, and so does perfection. In my eyes, you are the most beautiful, both inside and out and you are the only one who reaches perfection. Its hard to let go of perfection once you find it, so how can I ever let you go? I love you and you are always the exception to everything in my life. You are that one person without whom nothing seems right, life seems lifeless and the world sad. The best days of my life are the days I spend with you. I'll be honest, I do look forward, all year long, to the time when I'll see you. I do a secret coundown in my heart until the next time I see you. This is not because I'm crazy or a creep. Its because I love you, and while time away from you just seems to float by, the time with you fills me with so much happiness that before i have the opportunity to fully take it all in, the days are over. But nevertheless, I'm still greatful for those days and for you. San, the more people I meet, the more I love you. A lot has happened since I last wrote to you. In this five year gap, I've met lots of new people, I've even gotten married. But its amazing that I havent found anyone to be even close to you. I've also realized how dangerouse and how manipulative people are and how they use politics to get what they want. My life before all this was sheltered from this crudness of human nature, because someone like you was in my life. Today, I have to deal with it all, but I only find my strength from the simple fact that I have you in my life. Yes today you are far in distance, but you are closer to my heart than ever before. I love you more than before, and although life has become difficult, and I do complain a lot about it, the biggest truth of my life remains that that I have absolutely no complains with Allah. He has given you to me and by doing that he has given me the biggest treasure. But human nature is to be greedy and we tend to ask for more and more. So I ask Allah for more and more. But in the end of it all, I believe that 'is zindagi se kese koi shikva hum kaarein, jis zindagi ne aap se milwa diya hamein"

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Friends, you and me...

You brought another friend...

And then there were 3...

We started a group...

Our circle of friends...

And like that circle...

There is no beginning or end...

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A great friend looks out for you when you've forgotten how to look out for yourself and that's what you have been to me since I've known you. You have always looked out for me and stood by me whenever I needed you to. You are a friend that everyone wishes to have and I'm sooo lucky to have you in my life. I know life wouldn't be the same without you. You are my light that shines when there's darkness. For the past years life has taken us on a roller coaster ride but somehow we still manage to stay best friends. We've learned alot about each other throughout the years and we are still learning and our relationship just gets stronger. We have gone through so much over the past five years that I'm glad that it is you that I'm having these experiences with. You have showed me how to love, how to care, how to trust my own instinct, and how to believe in myself. I can never thank you enough for everything you have done for me. You are someone I know I trust more than myself. You have known that in my life I was never sure about anything but for once I know I'm sure about us. No matter what we went through in the past five years, you have stood by me and I'm lucky to have a best friend who means the world to me. I LOVE YOU!!!

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