Religion of One
by goddessblossom


If you are seeing this, it probably means one of a couple things..
1) you just stumbled in
2) you are a loved one
3) you are a pig (href- I used to think that only people who are doing something illegal, need fear the police.. but after more than just a few experiences with PIGS trampling on my God-given CIVIL RIGHTS has taught me the wiser) threatening a loved one.
(href-now I was in san diego during the rodney king riots, and I totally agree that we need law enforcement officers since human nature seems to be to "run amok" if they think they can get away with it..
(href- officer bought my tires) but anyhoo..)
if you ARE a law official and you are reading this, then odds are that you have threatened one of my loved ones with arrest and prosecution of possession of marijuana..
I was ordained on feb 16, 2008 as a reverand minister.
this is my religion.
I believe that God WANTS me to partake of the "happy plant".
there is a lot involved but I feel I need to state that I feel marijuana is a personal gift from God.
if I have time, I'll explain further.
when I had a supply for a short time, I lost 43 pounds and quit smoking cigarettes for 2 weeks.
as I said, THIS IS MY RELIGION.
just because it happens to have a membership of one person, doesn't mean that it is any less valid than the catholics, or baptists, or jehovah's witnesses, etc.


NOW HERE'S THE RUB:
right now, it is a religion of ONE.
my views are my own.
I am also an ACLU member (#xxxxx).
IF FORCED TO, I will be more than willing to call in the media brigade.. and my "religion of One" will be a "religion of ONE MILLION" by friday.
do you REALLY want to open up this particular can of worms ?
God has been preparing me for all of my life.
(I think He's breaking it to me slowly)
I've seen it coming for the last 30 years.
(href- manzanita mt. conception) "many are called, but few are chosen".. and God has PERSONALLY TOLD ME that I've been chosen.. (over and over again). He's just been gracious enough to give me a lot of pondering time.. :)
I've known for decades that someday I will have to go to the mat and have been preparing accordingly..
"it will come on you like a thief in the night"
so let me ask you again, "DO YOU _REALLY_ WANT TO OPEN UP THIS PARTICULAR CAN OF WORMS ?"

if you are a member of the 1st or 2nd categories (basically anyone who isn't ME), then I would suggest that you print this page and if your GOD-GIVEN CIVIL RIGHTS are ever threatened because of simple possesion of marijuana (which has been witheld from us unconstitutionally (href-woody dvd)), then whip it out at the opportune time and proclaim, "I CONVERT !"
at least that's what _I'D_ do if I wasn't me.


also, car insurance is against my religion (but I'm not exactly hard-line about it, as it's a bit of a grey area between that and "give to God what is God's and to caesar what is caeser's"). I trust God. to pay car insurance is to say that you don't trust God. people drive like jerks and say, "oh well, I have insurance" while endangering the rest of the humanity so that they can get somewhere 45 seconds sooner. if they didn't have insurance and ran the risk of destroying and losing their vehicle, I feel they would drive a lot safer. if I took out a loan to buy a car, that might be different, but I don't really feel that it's wise to borrow money that I don't have yet in order to buy another vehicle. I either fix the one(s) I have or buy a used one and fix it up, or a motorcycle, or ride the bus, or carpool, etc until I could afford a better car. I don't understand why people spend money they don't have to impress strangers. I suspect it's tied up with the 10th commandment.



REINCARNATION:
we keep on reincarnating until we ascend.
the born-again christians believe that all you have to do is say "sorry" and you're forgiven..
this is as may be, but you don't get into heaven until you've paid 100% of your karmic debt.
when jesus (the man) ascended (everyone seems to forget that little fact), he had paid off 100% of his karma. apparently, since then, the number of people ascending is but a trickle.. so we are allowed to transmute 51% on the physical plane and then given the choice of whether to do the rest of "our time" on the other side or not..
(personally, I vote for "the other side". there's not much pain (other than missing loved ones at first), you don't have to eat, sleep, pee, etc.)
the budhists believe that that if you kill even an insect, you may be killing what was your mother in another lifetime..
I don't believe this because the earth is a schoolroom.. high school graduates don't go back and repeat kindergarten.. they've already learned that particular lesson and have graduated to higher lessons
(like how to adjust the background colour)

Jesus is NOT God !
(well, no more than you or I are, that is)
the short answer is, "the first commandment is "thou shalt have no other gods before me (href-which acknowleges that there ARE other gods, by the way, just don't exalt them higher than the I Am That I Am [href exodus])"
it is the first commandment, (href-from the Horse's Mouth itself, it has to be the most important.
the first 4 are, in fact, variations of this theme.)
this INCLUDES HIS SON.
born-again christians proclaim all that codswallop about how 'in the beginning was The Word (href-which is "AUM", by the way), and the word was with God and the word was blah, blah, blah..
but if they KEEP READING that same chapter.. there are at least 17 times where Jesus says "I am NOT the father !!"
there may be more but I lost count at 17.
it's funny how some people take parts of the bible out of context (which is hacked to bits to start with(href-council of nicea)), and other people parrot it off to other people pretending to know what they are talking about and NOBODY actually reads the thing. (href-aristophenes' clouds)

WE ARE ALL "GOD"
like a spider plant has an off-shoot.. we are ALL little shoots of the big plant.
if you aren't happy with your life... CHANGE IT !!
something is only a problem until you figure out a solution. once you figure out a solution, it is no longer a problem.. and you can go on to bigger and better problems.
if something keeps reoccuring, you haven't figured out the solution yet. if you don't do it in this lifetime, you will have to deal with it in the next, or the next one after that, or the one after that.. until you get it right.
I can't remember who, but somebody asked jesus if he was "elijah (or the other name that's really similar) COME AGAIN"
I think that's about the only shred of reincarnation left in the bible.
since the beginning of time, priests (and just about EVERYONE, actually), have always tried to monopolize and hoard information, etc so that they can manipulate and control everyone else (ok, it's not coming out right since I'm tired.. I'll change it later). if your eternal soul was in jeopardy, you'd be willing to do or pay anything to these creeps (I probably WAS one in another life, since I'm so against them now)
ok, let's start fresh...
let's say that in one lifetime, you persecute a leper, or a gay guy (href-gay marriage), or whatever..
you have to come back as a leper then, and be persecuted so that you know what it feels like.
then in the third lifetime, you no longer want to persecute them, in fact, you may champion them (or rather, "defend them") against other people who would persecute them... Get it ?
you have to go thru like experiences in order to feel what damage you caused to other people in other lives.
only THEN are you TRULY "forgiven" because you've forgiven YOURSELF. (your "higher self" (the part of you that's your God-presence) has balanced the karmic scale).
I believe that that is why Jesus said, "only the Father is GOOD".

THOU SHALL NOT STEAL
this is a good one..
actually, there's really no such thing as stealing.
you're just borrowing something that isn't yours and subjecting yourself to having something equally (if not more so) valuable ripped from you at the least opportune time (as far as you're concerned).
for example: when I was younger, I used to get drunk and steal stupid things from people's houses that I was visiting at the time.
years later, I had things stolen from me that had no value to anyone but me, but were of irreplaceable sentimental value. I now wish I hadn't stolen those things, not because I then had things stolen from me in turn.. but because I caused someone undeserved pain, especially after they had welcomed me into their house. I am SO SORRY..
I would gladly trade everything I own in order to return what I took.
in fact, I've gone thru all my stuff and combed out all that wasn't honourably gained and returned it (whenever possible) to its original owners, or tried to replace things with like or greater value.

bobby skank's older sister was severely disabled. deaf, mute, retarded, had to be pushed around in a wheelchair, etc.
she wanted to see something I had in my hand (an ornate piece of metal of some sort, maybe jewelery) and she kept it.
I figured, oh well, if she likes it that much (I definitely wanted it, but she had so little and might appreciate it more), she can have it.
then I started thinking about how blessed I was and how NOT she was, how she had so little and how it wasn't fair for me to have so much.
so I asked God to take one of my extra gifts, something that I wouldn't use anyway, and please give it to her.
some time later, maybe a month or two, maybe a week,
I got the feeling that some little piece was missing from me, but I couldn't put my finger on what exactly.
it wasn't anything that I was consciencely aware of, but something was definitely missing.
it was probably my sense of time. (joke)
I realized that He wasn't spoiling me, but had a reason for being SO GOOD to me.
I equate it to the proverb (?) about how those who have the most, get more, and from those who have nothing, all will be taken
(it was something about talents (silver) being buried.
and also, pearls before swine (bad joke).)
thank you God, my napkin is soaketh

I was so in love with bobby skank. [href- bet lori I'd love him forever.. which reminds me, I owe her fifty bucks]
I must have been about 15, socially inept.
he was a couple yrs older, a high school dropout, drove a 69 camaro, drank, did drugs, always in trouble, and at least one hit-and-run [href- hit and run] that I know for a fact.
in short, a total loser.. but man, was I in love with him.

{hit and run} that was before you had to have insurance.
he was driving out of the denny's parking lot and clipped another car.
I couldn't believe it, he took off instead of stopping.
he drove thru the graveyard, zig-zagged across town (even tho (looking back on it) it wasn't necessary), and headed for the hills.
he flew over a bridge and down a dirt road with bat out of hell on the 8-track, to some place that only had electricity in half the house.
creep

he really liked the eagles song witchy woman, so I looked into witchcraft.
did a spell
got a call out of the blue, from some girl that said he wanted her to beat me up.
I told her that if that was what he really wanted, I would be honoured to oblige.
she hung up the phone in disgust.

one of my foster sisters, elaine, claimed to be a witch.
I thought "yeah, right"
talked about family gatherings where they slaughtered goats, or something.
and liked that stones song, pleased to meet you, guess you know my name.
[href- tried to get me to guess, but I had no idea, had a hard time understanding the words]
anyhow, one night I felt uncomfortable.. almost frightened.
so I put a blue ring of flame [href-found out later that it's michael's blue flame of protection, still don't know how I knew to do that]
all around nona's property.
the next night, same thing, not as strong, so did it again.
the next day, we were walking to town [href- us girls used to walk up and down main street and dudes in cars would shout out "hey ! want to smoke a joint ?" or "what to drink a beer ?" or whatever..
and we would just walk up and down until someone offered what we felt like doing.
linda got the dudes, and I sucked down the booze while they were busy]

and elaine said "I've been feeling really constricted the last couple nights"
and then, "I sent some demons running thru the house the last couple nights and ever since, I can't seem to be able to feel right..
I just had to get out of the house"
and she shrugged like she was throwing off a yoke.
I didn't tell her, of course.
but it confirmed that she was (in some measure) what she claimed to be, and that I'm able to call on protection if I need it.
but more importantly, heaven trumps hell

a few days later, she moved out and went off camping with bobby skaggs.
apparently, he was evading the cops for something.
they got married not too long later.
broke my heart, of course.
but since they were married, I was able to get over it pretty quickly.

saw one of his plethera of sisters (maybe it was elaine) when I was visiting teri [href- teri jail] at the jail
she said she was visiting him, again.. like he'd been in jail several times,
and I remember thinking that I had dodged a bullet there.

years later (after I'd been in love a least a couple dozen times), we ran into each other.
he said he was divorced and we ended up in bed
(attitudes were different back then and I was curious as to what I had "missed")
what a waste of rubber, man !
elaine raw meat

{teri jail}
teri was in for something stupid, got drunk and broke into a restaurant and cooked food, got caught cus the cops followed the blood (from breaking the window) drips to his car that he was sleeping in. he told me not to visit him, so I didn't anymore. then a couple months later, I met his sister at the post office and she ragged on me, said it was really tight that I was supposed to be his girlfriend and I only visited once. I was so flabbergasted, I couldn't think to tell her that he told me not to

DATE:
I believe it's the last
sunday in sept o8. or will be
for the next 15 mins.



I've had PLENTy for several months now but haven't used it.

my desire to smoke cigarettes has outweighed my desire to partake.

today was different.

well, it's a learning curve, I guess.
the smoking of it isn't as good (for me)
it's like jumping into the air.
I might be aloft a little longer than regular,
but to become truly airborne, I'd have to eat or drink it.
who'd have thunk that I would have to FORCE myself to eat brownies ?
the quickest way to "not want to do something" is to HAVE TO do it.

I think the reason for the change of heart is because I don't want to roll cigarettes any more. [ie: I'm lazy]


and making a pot of tea is as intricate as macaroni and cheese, right now.
I made skeleton coffee [bare bones-blk coffee & cocoa] tho

I think God needs me for something.

THANK YOU for the warning God..
please give me the wisdom to heed it.

you can either "trust God", or "be scared"
but not both.

if you always do your best, then you can never have regrets.
for how can you do better than "your best" ?

be careful what you do in God's Name, cuz he'll hold you TO it.

I usually get a second opinion before doing anything, almost
always, my own.
that's why it takes me so long, I'm thinking for two.








beg/oct '08
we (me, myself & I) may be a religion of TWO, now. someone that I've known for a 1/4 of a century was saying how they hated their sister, wished her dead, etc.
I asked "do you really ? think about it for a bit."
those siamese twins that are joined at the head have been fighting for millenium. now they are STUCK TOGETHER and are being FORCED to work it out.
"if either of you die with this unresolved between you, you run the risk of her coming back as your mother or something"
that's what happened to ME.
in another life, I killed my mother (href egypt)
now I give until it hurts.
my brother felt I owed him a car.
I happened to have one available, so I gave it to him.
it doesn't matter that I disagree, he felt I owed him a car.
maybe I cheated him out of a horse in another life, it doesn't matter, as long as HE FEELS we are even.

but as always, I digress.
so anyway, I mentioned this website and they said, "I'll join !"
of course, I'm flattered that they would join, sight unseen, and we determined that they were our first disciple.
(if you knew this person, you'd know how appropriate it is that they are the FIRST :)
[only 11 spots left, people :)]
so I thought for a long time about changing the name to "religion of TWO" or something.. but I've come to a decision.
on the physical plane, there is a tenant of physics that no two items can occupy the same space.. and this is the same principle.
my beliefs draw from my experiences of all my lives, the genes in my dna, and the chemicals/enzymes that fill my cells.
it wouldn't be possible for someone to believe exactly the same as I do.. just as no two snowflakes are alike.
so it will have to remain "a religion of one" as it can't be any other way.
I almost feel lonely except that I've never felt lonely in my life.
I've always felt people around me, guiding me, watching me, keeping me honest.
as I've gotten older, I've learned some of their names. (I love you Michael).
Archangel Micheal: I have no idea why I am so priveleged to have Archangel Micheal as my personal friend. I know that since angels don't occupy time or space, that they can be with everyone, all the time, but still..
He's the one that bounced the devil (href- the whine)and all his followers from heaven.. he's that powerful.



people get panic-y (href-probly isn't a real word) when you threaten their money.
they make stupid, sometimes FATAL decisions.
tony blair made a fatal political decision when he trusted the antichrist [href-nostadamus definition].
not only has he severely hobbled THIS country by lining his (and his evil-doers') pockets with a fake war [href-pretty little rocks],
but THE WHOLE WORLD. COUNTRIES are FAILING.


nostradamus said that the antichrist would be wearing a blue beret,
which is exactly what he was wearing as he "led the troops" into fray.
there was a twinge in my gut when I saw it, but I passed it off as coincidence, at first,
but it nagged at me.
and something just didn't add up.
there was something in his demeanour, some gloating slickness, that told me that he was acting like he was getting away with something.





I don't have sufficient data as to whether it's addictive, negative side effects, physical damage, etc.
but I'm sure, in due time, I should be able to provide it.
I've heard that it overstimulates the pineal (? ..surely, not the pituitary) gland
and I know from personal experience that coffee stimulates/overworks the adrenal glands and there is notice-able recovery involved, rebound effect.

washington- I'd say "I wasn't very impressed" but that's not quite accurate.
all up and down the west coast, coffeehuts every ten feet,
and NOBODY WASHED THEIR HANDS.
(coffee increases urination and/or defecation)
needless to say, I was a bit nausiated and am not particularly anxious to return.
granted, I was in reststop and public bathrooms at the time and they may have not wanted to get that close to me..
but STILL, man..
it still sends chills down my spine every time I think about it.


OH !
that's IT !
I needed the TRAINING of bachelour's of nursing and that was the only way I would get it.
mom was right
(she gave me a reading and said that I would use it, and I think I do, every day)
I have to say tho..
the way I was "surgically extracted" is still a bit impressive.
so it follows that similarities to the tucson house situation make it possibly God's Will also.
jury's still out on that one tho..
especially as this is the abslute FIRST TIME that I've even considered it thus..
tho, I imagine.. EVERYTHING pertaining to "me" is God's Will by default, eh ?
I still hope bobbi stone roasts in hell tho.
hmm.. being awfully "christian"..
it's like paul's "WANT to want"
I want to want to forgive her.
tho, the way that God beats up my persecutors, I definitely wouldn't be in her shoes for (literally) all the money in the world.
her karmic debt must rival the national one by now
(depending on how many times AIG's been bailed out AGAIN).
and I'm sure MY akashic record isn't exactly lily white.
(LOLOL.. the husband made a BEELINE to the akashic records to look us all up, the little shet)
LOLOLOLOL>.,, and when he called the FBI to tell them he WASN'T a serial killer..
that has GOT to be the funniest thing EVER.
but anyhow.. i WANT to want to forgive her..
that will have to do for now.


check the connection:
7)
beloved flame of resurrection
blaze thru me thy light always

beloved flame recessitation
make my heart to sing thy praise

oh blazing white Christ radiance
of God's own I AM fire
expand thy blessed purity
and free me from all wrong desire

beloved flame of resurrection
rise and rise to love's great height.
blessed flame regeneration, guide all men by thy great light

I AM, I AM, I AM thy chalice free
thru who's crystal substance clear
all can see the Christ flame lily
of eternity appear.

BLAZING BLAZING BLAZING, BLAZING BLAZING BLAZING, BLAZING BLAZING BLAZING


ask God anything [href- lori asking why rabbits have to get eaten] and if you're mature enough and there aren't other mitigating circumstances, He'll tell you. [href-tree of knowlege vs life {href-xtn doctrine (bible lookup) eternal/everlasting life}]
x loaves and x fishes:
he said "thank you"

walk on water:
increase vibratory rate (like a tuning fork)

water into wine:
(if you figure that one out, let me know, K?)
since it's obviously alchemical, st germain would be the one to ask

raising the dead:
not sure I should know that yet (href- psychic class and bending spoons)
gospel of thomas ?
said as a child killed and resurrected birds playing
and it's MENTIONED in the koran somewhere.
(which confirms the gospel of thomas)

healing:
in tibet, chanting.
reiki..(nail scratch healed almost instantly) believed what jesus used, got it in tibet during the missing yrs
ecp channeling jesus and did a reiki symbol.
so confirmed her, him, reiki in one swoop.



GAY MARRIAGES

I, personally, am A-sexual (not really interested) and at best, auto-sexual.

but this all is an attack on our RELIGIOUS FREEDOMS, and I am a fierce defender of religious freedom.
it is our GOD-GIVEN RIGHT to believe in whatever each person feels is right for them
(even if you believe that "God" is a kumquat, or no god at all)
and NO ONE has the right to take that away from you.
==============


so we fight fire with fire:

abominations: leviticus 11
pork (including sausage, hot dogs, etc),
rabbit,
lobster,
shrimp,
crab,
scallops,
(anything without fins AND scales)
any MACHINERY that was touched by any of these (used to process them),
or PEOPLE who have "touched" any part of the process..(basically everything)
all these are "abomination"

if you commit adultery, both people must be put to death (leviticus 20:10)
and YOU have to kill them.
if you get married in a church (or by any person of the cloth vs justice/peace), your "paper divorce" isn't valid..
and ANYONE you sleep with afterwards, is committing adultery with you and must be put to death too.

and if someone invites you to worship another god
(which includes everyone except jewish people, apparently),
you have to kill him (by hitting him with rocks,
tho it doesn't specify what size..
so I think that means you can sandblast them to death if you wish),
interrogate the whole city that they lived in,
KILL everyone that lived in that city
(with a sword.. again, it's possible that a nailfile or scissors would suffice),
burn the city to the ground,
and never rebuild there.

and only then will god show mercy on you
Deuteronomy 13 a set of measuring spoons, (?)
apparently deuteronomy 25:14 (?)

and when they brought the adulteress to jesus and said "we have to kill her",
what did jesus do ?
he said sure, go ahead..
whoever is without sin gets to throw the first stone.
it's like persecuting someone for being blonde (ok, bad example :)
can't just choose the parts of the bible that you can fit into your busy schedule.
deuteronomy 27:26 (?)
----------------

so to recap:

so unless you have:

never eaten solid food since birth,

never sinned
(eg: gone to church EVERY SUNDAY of your life,
never swore,
told a lie,
disobeyed or backtalked your parents, ever,
never stolen anything (even a paperclip or stickpin from work),
or been envious of anyone's car, or clothes, or lawn, etc),

observed every religious holiday (like lent, hanakah, etc),

TITHED ALWAYS..
(this includes everything you have ever received)

...you really are not qualified to judge someone else for the sexual orientation that your God gave them, are you ?

now, all that aside..
I, personally, have never been attracted to other women
(even tho it seems to be ok since it isn't on the extensive "list of no-nos")
it seems to me that to deny someone "access to God" for something that isn't alterable,
just isn't right.
especially when they might need Him (or Her) more than others.

tithing and sacrafices proverbs 6 16These six things doth the LORD hate: yea, seven are an abomination unto him: 17A proud look, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood, 18An heart that deviseth wicked imaginations, feet that be swift in running to mischief, 19A false witness that speaketh lies, and he that soweth discord among brethren (which is a pretty broad paintbrush, if you ask me).

I apologize for the unfinished nature of all this, as this is all what I researced in one night and have forgotten what I made notes of part of it, I would have to go back and remember what my point was and if I have time, I'll finish it.

ps:
one of the last things that jesus allegedly said is, "forgive them Father, for they know not what they do"
these people are doing what they think they have to do in order to show their god that they honour Him,
and they honestly believe in what they are shoving down other people's throats.
unfortunately, most people have to live several lifetimes before they realize the damage that they are doing now,
and by then, it's too late to apologize to you.
so we must forgive them, while we stand our ground.
(it's a very fine line which I often zigzag over myself)-
(forgive me Father, for I knew not what I did)

and I am so proud of you for not rolling over on this
it is so time for change
and I believe that if we stand firm, with the spirit of love, then eventually they will come to understand that "different" isn't anything to be afraid of.


for my whole life, I've felt the need to "keep my nose clean"
because when lightning strikes[href-foreigner] and the spotlight turns onto you,
you sure-as-hell [href-temporary hell] don't want to be caught with your pants down.
...and it's coming.
I can feel it.

odds are that there will be a lot of publicity involved and personally, I'd rather not have to deal with all that.
ok, let me explain:
every one you meet looks at you and makes an instant assesment ("oh, they're 'bad'", more often than not.. it's human nature)
when you start to get famous, you have people that like you, love you, etc but you also have people who don't like you, for their own reasons.
and I'm not really up to being crucified, thank you..
this would probably be a good time to say, "under NO CIRCUMSTANCES is anyone to 'worship' me... EVER !
Jesus tried to tell people that, but they refuse to listen, or even read the rest of the chapter.
he said "I AM NOT THE FATHER !!!"
SEVERAL TIMES !!!
and yet, most of the people who call themselves "christians" refuse to acknowlege this.
so, am I a "christian" ?
don't know, don't really care.
all that matters is the relationship between me and my higher Godself/God.













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