Yes, God has  chosen you and he's equipping you.  Don't be afraid.  For fear is an enemy of God.  They may laugh, they may doubt that God has called you, you may even doubt yourself but the Bible says; "In the day that you hear his voice, harden not your heart.  The Word of God  also says; You shall do expolits in his name!  Don't look at your situation but look to God who is the author and finisher of  your faith.  He will bring you to a perfect end.  Is there anything too hard for the Lord?  Go forth in the power of the Holy Spirit and God will give you the increase.  Jesus Christ loves you and he trusts you with his people.  Consult him in everything you do. 

God has not forgotten you. Sometimes you may feel forsaken but Jesus Christ has never left you.  You may try drugs, you may try other things to easy the pain; but Jesus Christ is the healer and mender of a broken heart.  What was done in the past, you may say you will never get over it, you feel your heart with bitterness, anger, and hate (I don't know who I'm speaking too right now) 

 Jesus says he has never left you.  He did no bad thing to you.  The thoughts God has for you is peace, you've been searching for peace- God is the only one who can give peace.  Jesus Christ said, Blessed are the peacemakers for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.  Don't give up my sister or brother, Jesus Christ will come and help you IF you allow him to.  There is peace in the midst of the storm.  God will work it out for you.

Step into the realm of the prophetic!  What is God saying?