Mood:
a-okNow Playing: pepper-ashes
Im sitting here just constantly still thinking about you. But you know it doesnt hurt the way it use to hurt me anymore. I wonder if you still think of me?..Wonder if you would still remember me a few years down the road. Ill take it as a lesson learned. I never wanted us to end in such a negative way. And all those things that i said some I wish i never said. I still dont get it why until now even after or the lying the hurting, crying I still cant stop loving you. So I decided to just allow myself to love a little longer than I should without you next to me. Lets call it love from a distance. Ive already accepted it that I may never stop loving you. I cant lie and pretend that Im okay right now. But I WILL BE ALRIGHT..guess just takes time. I love you though....always have..always will...i miss you with all my heart...but this is for the best...i hope you still think of me..
