Mood:
crushed out
it was nvr my choice not to escape and leave the past..i've always trying my very best to get myself out of it and learn to live a new life...but when i feel like i'm over it, things suddenly appear which seemed to be telling me to hold on and nvr let go.
i had this memory of the rain. it was really really heavy..out of the cold, he st0od nxt to me, and offered me his jacket.i said no, but he insisted. i focused on my phone. but then i just felt the warmth of the embrace of his jacket.. my feelings for him had grown deeper and deeper as the rain had gone heavier...
the rest is history. i told him what i was going through but he doesn't seemed to care. i think i was just paranoid about wat i said, that's wat i think.. but that's not i feel..
i don't know how to get this off my system, but evn though clock's running forward, i still walk backward...