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My Life

 

I woke up this morning and realized just how much my life meant to me. I have been so busy working, taking care of a large family, trying to get settled into a new home, and maintain my sanity that I had not even stopped to think about my life, not that I had time to anyway. I spent a great deal of my life being controlled by the one person that I always tried to respect, and finally realized that she did not respect me for making any decisions on my own. I have done quite a bit of changing over the years since my mom passed away, but I feel that I have made my most complicated changes over the last year. 1 year ago my life started changing. I left my family under the wrong terms. I cheated on my wife, left my daughter confused, almost lost my best friend because of a lie, and hurt my entire family. I have since regained my structure and my friends and family, but I never stopped to think about how or why.

I finally know!!!

Heather, you will never know how much I truly love you. There is not one single thing in this entire world or in any neighboring planet that I could ever give you that would show you just how much you mean to me. My heart, mind, body, and soul truly do belong to you. We have been together for almost 8 years, and have been married almost 6 and I have found that I love you more each and every day that we are together. There is nothing I would not do for you, and there is nothing I would not do my best to give you. However, these material things will never show my true feelings.

I am madly in love with you, and I always will be. It is you that has made me strong. My realization has now showed me this:

My Life = My Wife

You are my life, Heather, I love you and I always will.

Your Pookie Bear,

Mike