Mood:  rushed

This morning I had surgery and 2 cysts taken out of my pelvis (for lack of a better word). They were really painful and really affecting my ability to walk, and sleep and carry things, and sit for long times. So, I am glad that they are gone. Now they will send the cysts to be tested to see if they are cancer. I have worked so hard on my class here, but also would have liked to do more. My boss is pushing us relentlessly at work for end of the year sales. I really feel very stressed out that I had to take the day off work, but fortunately my attendance is good and from all the referrall sheets from my doctor I had my boss let me have one day off. I really enjoy this computer class, and definitely learned a lot, but  I am in a lot of dull pain right now and haven't eaten one thing today because they wouldn't let me eat or drink water from 12:00 last night aand I am at school trying to run around and pick up this e-mail for the test ommorow. So, I am hungry!!!!!!, and it took them two hours to get the medicine because I had left the prescription at the front desk at the doctor's office and found myself having to drive all the way back there at 3:pm and then I had to get a new prescription from my other doctor for my blood pressure which I haven' t been taking for a couple of days, and they took forever to process that at Pecole Ranch Primary Care.

I am looking forward to the final in this class, and am wishing Professor Albert Wu a good day,

Belinda Fleet

I wish I could delete this blog, and my web page, I wish I could go back to my happier and more eclectic pursuit of writing in my own handwritng in a journal. That I would enjoy.

I do not believe that I am doing this, having not eaten anything but cheese and crackers since 5:30 AM and we have only a 27 minute lunch every day I am here at 9PM after a really enjoyable and fun Math class which is the opposite of this class, as far as interesting and fun (even though I am not very good at all at math) I am sitting here writing in this blog because it is compulsory, when I should be trying to eat some dinner and enjoying a little tiny moment of serenity. and I get no enjoyement or serenity or anything from this compulsory exercise of writing an frigging blog entry. I guess it's supposed to be something theraputic or some kind of wierd American idea of being a productive human being. I think Americans are sick people and that blogs are an invasion of my peace and health, and I can't wait to delete this thing when this class is done, and go on to loftier more noble and peaceful pursuits. I really enjoy keeping a journal in a pretty book, and my own hand writing. Now, that would be healing anf theraputic.

Today I got up at 9 am to be at the computer lab, (I was there only 31/2 hours yesterday) when I discovered that my car had a broken axle, and I spent the next 6 hours at the Big O Tires, and $400 later I had not only 2 new axles but 2 new tires as well, and I had planned to spend 5 hours today on wading through this book.

I have found that there is only one computer lab person that is at all helpful, and she wasn't there yesterday. So, basically the book is my only source of learning. The reality is I don't even have time  to see a math tutor, and there definitely isn't time in the day to come in to schedule a computer tutor when I really need a math

Mood:  happy

I rather like my October 17th entry, so I don't want October 19th's entry (3x) to diminish my entry about Dozer Pannell teh cyber dog from October 17th.