Mood:  incredulous

Okay so as of now I will try to keep logging in fluently and keep you up to date.

Currently I am trying to keep up with everything and I need a little help solving an issue on my mind rite now.

Okay so there are these two boys that I really like and they both adore me so much.  One of them is Ryan and I really like him and I dated him not to long ago. He was really sweet and I broke it off all due to a confusion before, which I will explain later. He's super sweet and would do anything to keep me by his side. And then there's Andi. I am currently dating Andi and I have been for about a week or two now. I have never seen what he looks like though. I only know what he looks like from what he tells me. He is also very sweet and into me.  Both of them txt me everyday and all nite.  I never spend time away from them on my phone.

So I am caught in between who to go with. I broke up with Ryan becasue I thought that he didn't want to be with me anymore. It turned out that it was just a mix up and now he wants me more than ever. I don't know what to do.I want to be with him, but I also want to be with Andi. He is trying to make me choose who I want to be with and I am so confused.  Andi wants a long relationship with me, but so does Ryan. Ryan wants me to commit to him and stay with him forever. He wants me to marry him and even have kids with him.  Andi even wants the same. He even said he would wait for me and we could have kids if that was what I wanted to do. I didn't tell Ryan that I was going out with Andi because it would only upset him, because Andi is kind of his friend. I had to tell Ryan that it was some other guy. I am so confused  and they both want me to choose and I don't know what to do. They both want long relationships and committments. I am not that old and I don't even know or that's what I want.  I don't want to hurt someones feelings. I'm just to nice!  HELP!!