one i wrote a while back when  my now ex went out with a friend who i think is a bad person.

 couldnt discribe how upset i was...

It bothers me when u...

Your out drinkin once again,

ive asked you twice

you said never again.

If shes ask youll never say no,

If i ask its just plain no.

I see her as trouble,

ive tried to protect.

but once again

your gonna neglect

Maybe its you,

maybe its me.

but when you drink

it brings out all the worrys you see.

is it jsut you and her,

not me and you

or is it also

the guy you sit next to

are you accompanied

ill never kno.

is it just you and her

or are you not alone

it bothers me when you go out at night

walk around with out fright.

now youve had a drink

or two or three.

now theres noone to protect you,

not you, not me.

are you going to get in the car,

is she to drunk to drive

im sure she is,

im not supprized

your gona go home

drunk as hell

i hope you make it that far,

only time will tell

by car by train

desicions in vain

one is to many

its very plain

I hope you kno

im as upset as can be

will i ever tell,

i guess we'll see.

its all cuz you drink

with out me there

thinking of this night,

ill pull out my hair

its worries of another,

and not me and you

its another guy,

or some girls' effect on you.

i hope she doesnt crash,

or take you away.

her thoughts and actions

are not the way

ill try to sleep

i kno it wont happen

ill be up all night

wondering if there was attraction

its time now

i cry to sleep

it is now my heart

that sadly is weak