Title: Age has nothing to do with Love
Dislaimer: I own the orginal characters!
Author: Amashandel
Rating: NC-17 For sex and adult content
Summary:What happens when age is an obstacle for love? especially when she is 16 and you are 26. Will love survive or break you apart.
Pairing: James/Sarah
Genre: Romance
Category: Original
Status: Work in Progress
Archieved: here, adultfanfiction, fiction press Under Amashandel

Author Note: I wouldn’t have been able to do this story without the help of an amazing beta Amelia. Thank You so Much for your help and your support. Chapter 1!

Well, let me tell you when my life became complicated. It was the day I realized I was attracted to my best friend's sister. You would think that is not a problem, but the thing is she was 16 and I was 26. She had the body of a woman and the most deep green eyes I had ever seen. She had full luscious lips made to be kissed and the maturity of a grown up. She loved reading and talking about art, politics and history. She wasn't like most girls her age and that made her the more attractive to me. She was nice and sweet with me and her innocence amazed me. But I was her brother's friend and that was it or so I thought.

One day I went in the study and found one of her notebooks open. Thinking it was something from school I picked it up and was about to close it when I read my name. I started reading and was shocked to find the words.

"I wish I was older, so I could tell James how I feel about him. I want him to see me as a woman not his friends little sister.

I dropped the book to the ground and cursed out loud. She liked me. I couldn't believe it and who the hell was Kyle.

Wow! I'm pathetic, I'm jealous of a 16-year-old kid. I came out of the study and saw her walking out of her room. She looked amazing, her hair falling around her shoulder and just a small amount of mascara and lip gloss covering her already beautiful features.

Her dress was black and fitted her body perfectly showing all of her curves. She was wearing heals and you could see she was having a hard time getting use to them. She saw me and blushed. I wanted to pull her close to my body and kiss her, never to stop again.

That was the day my life became very complicated.

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"How do I look James?" She asked softly as she shyly glanced up at him from under her lashes. He was speechless and couldn't find the words.

"Is the dress to much?" Sarah asked looking at him fully, her worry showing on her features. James bit back a frown over the fact that he had been the one to create that frown.

"No! You look fantastic. The most beautiful girl I know," James replied looking at her, smiling as he watched her face light up from the compliment. She grinned widely and gave him a small turn, giggling in delight as she finished she turned and walk off, just as her brother came into the room.

"You are not going with Kyle dressed like that," Rick said after taking a quick look at her. She smiled and walked towards him. She kissed him on the cheek and went down the stairs.

Kyle was already waiting for her. He was a little bit taller than her and had dark brown hair and blue eyes. His jaw dropped when he saw her.

"You look amazing Sarah." Kyle told her as he told her hand.

"Thank you Kyle, you look great also," Sarah replied she took his hand and they walked out of the house.

Rick waited awhile, and then told James to come with him. He didn't trust this guy and was going to make sure his sister was safe. James agreed and they left shortly after Kyle's car left the driveway.

Kyle and Sarah arrived at the theatre in record time; they slowly strolled up to the front desk and purchased their tickets as they slowly followed the crowd into the crowded theatre.

Rick and James broke every speed limit to make sure they could also arrive with plenty of time to waste. They followed the couple into the theatre and sat back a ways from them. James frowned at all of the attendance that Sarah was getting.

Kyle placed his arm around Sarah's shoulders and James tensed.

Rick was planning on how to break every bone of the kid's body.

Sarah was happy with the movie and didn't mind his arms around her. She was focused on the man in the screen he looked so much like James and that made it a great movie.

James kept watching how Kyle would touch her hair, her cheek and her arm. He wanted to rip the kid's arms and tell him to stay away from Sarah but, he had no right.

The movie was about to end when Rick and James moved to leave, hoping to avoid running into Sarah and her date. Sarah noticed that someone was getting up and leaving, she glanced back and gasped as she saw James and Rick both leaving the crowded theatre. She fumed, how dare them!

The two mean when back to the house and had a couple of beers. It was about an hour later when they heard the car pull up outside.

James had, had more beers than Rick, but he needed something to keep his mind of Sarah, and at that moment drinking was the only thing he could think of doing.

Sarah was nervous while they walked to the door. Kyle said a gentle good night, and without asking he kissed her. She felt weird and it just seemed like it was a horrible mistake. Everything that was happening seemed wrong. It wasn't like the perfect first kiss that she had always dreamt off. There weren’t fireworks, nor was there a sense of floating. All that happen was mashing of tongues and lips and some biting. After a few moments of this Sarah was getting more upset and pushed off his chest, she faked her breathing and looked him in the eyes.

"Thanks for the great night Kyle."

"My pleasure Sarah, maybe we can do it again sometime soon."

"Maybe," was her only reply as she smiled at him.

James was about to open the door and beat the guy up for daring to kiss her.

Kyle felt confused and quickly said his good night.

Sarah sighed and opened the door. 'Well that was a great first kiss' She thought sarcastically, she went inside and found them near the window. She laughed and went upstairs to her room.

Rick went to get something to eat and James went upstairs looking for Sarah. He found her sitting on the bed and thinking.

"Hey, is everything okay?" James asked sitting down on the bed by her side.

"Yeah, it's just--well I--I just expected more for my first kiss," Sarah said looking at him.

To this day he still doesn't know what made him do it, if it was the liquor in his system, or the look in her eyes. He pulled her close and brushed his lips on hers gently, and then he traced them with his tongue. He sucked on her lower lip until she parted them and he slid his tongue inside caressing hers with tenderness and passion.

Sarah couldn't believe what was happening, the man of her dreams was kissing her and she loved it. 'This is what a real kiss feels like' Sarah thought. She moaned into his mouth and he deepened the kiss.

He loved her taste, it was a mixture of strawberry and mint, and he couldn't get enough of it.

He tasted like vanilla and liquor, but she didn't mind this is what she would define as the best kiss. She wrapped her arms around his neck as he placed a hand on her back pressing her body against his.

He wanted to lower her to the bed and make love to her all night, but he knew that he couldn't, it was so wrong, so very, very wrong. 'It's so wrong but it fells so damn good.' He was losing control, she kept making delicious sounds and it was driving him crazy, he pulled away and she gasped, she was panting and trying to find support because the room was spinning.

She opened her eyes and looked at him, the moment she said his name he ran out of her room and down the stairs. Sarah figured she had done something wrong or that he didn't liked the way she kissed. She got up still feeling weak and closed the door; she got under the covers and cried herself to sleep.

James got to the living room and stopped to regain his breath. He looked down and found himself aroused. 'Damn it! I have to take care of this before Rick notices it' James thought, he went to the bathroom and got in. He unzipped his pants and grabbed his erection and began to stroke himself.

He started to imagine it was her hand moving up and down his shaft and that made his breathing ragged. He was losing control, once again and that thought only pushed him further. He knew he was close, he started to picture her again but instead of her hand it was her mouth. He started to stroke faster and the memory of her saying his name shattered his control. He came quietly moaning her name. He leant on the sink and looked at himself in the mirror.
He was sweating but the thing that bothered him was the shame he felt for thinking of Sarah like that. She was just a kid and he was imagining her doing sexual activities with him. He felt like a pervert. He splashed some water on his face, cleaned himself up and washed his hands. He got out and couldn't believe that just by kissing her he had gotten so aroused.

"I have to stay way from her, it is not right to take advantage of her innocence," James whispered to himself. He found Rick and told him that he didn't feel so good and that he was going to leave. His house was a few blocks away from Rick's so he decided to walk instead of drive. He wanted to think and plan what he was going to do next.

TBC

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Title: Age has nothing to do with Love
Dislaimer: I own the orginal characters!
Author: Amashandel
Rating: NC-17 For sex and adult content
Summary:What happens when age is an obstacle for love? especially when she is 16 and you are 26. Will love survive or break you apart.
Pairing: James/Sarah
Genre: Romance
Category: Original
Status: Work in Progress
Archieved: here, adultfanfiction, fiction press Under Amashandel

Author Note: I wouldn’t have been able to do this story without the help of an amazing friend and beta Amelia. Thank You so Much for your help and your support. Thank you so much for all of your reviews and support it means a lot to me, I’m glad you like this story. Chapter 2

Sarah cried all night, she felt horrible, she knew that she was a child but she didn't need something so stupid to prove that to her. He had kissed her, and then took off. Was she that horrible? That it sent the only man that she thought was attractive running from her. She couldn't believe how ridiculous she was, how could she be the one for him when she was nothing but a child.

"I have to get him out of my head and my heart." She said silently to herself. She sat up looking around her room. Then she collapsed back onto her bed, "God, this hurts so much, I'm not only loosing the man I love, but my best friend too..." Sarah cried to herself between sobs. Sarah cried herself to sleep, sometime around one o'clock that morning.

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Rick looked around the living room. Beer cans and bottles were lying everywhere. He laughed at the evening and quickly cleaned everything up. Then once he was finished with that he quietly crept upstairs to check on his baby sister. He slipped in her room and sat on the side of her bed. He noticed tears in her eyes and wiped them gently away with his fingers. He made sure her blankets were covering her so she would stay warm during the night and walked out of her room turning off the light and softly closing the door.

He was frustrated and upset, Kyle had done something to make his baby sister cry, and he wanted to know what. He went through the rest of the house making sure that everything was off, and then he went directly up to his room. He stripped out of his dirty clothes and crawled under the sheets. Tomorrow he would find Kyle and talk to him. Then if need be the boy would pay. But for the time being, sleep was what he needed. A few moments later he was asleep.

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James arrived at his house a few minutes after he left Rick and Sarah's. He unlocked the door, trying to look pass the fact that his hands were shaking. After a long minute passed the key worked and he slid in the front door. He closed his eyes as he closed the door behind him. Sighing he lent back against the door trying to calm his body's reaction to everything that had happen that night. After a few moments he felt better and pushed himself off the doorway and made his way upstairs.

He slowly stripped out of his clothes letting them fall to the floor pooling around him. He looked at himself in the mirror and frowned. His eyes had dark circles under them and he knew the look that was on his face. It was shame and worry.

He shook his head, trying to clear his thoughts as he climbed into the shower. He knew that tomorrow was going to be a long day and right now all he wanted was to be clean and hopefully get a full night sleep. He closed his eyes allowing the water to fall on his body. He couldn't forget her taste and how good it felt to have her in his arms, her eyes and the softness of her skin.

His body was reacting to just the memory of her, he growled his eyes opening wide as his hand jutted out slamming into the wall. He looked down at his hand as the water hit with the small cuts, the blood swirling down his arm, creating a whirlwind of red flowing down his arm. He shook his head and cleaned his arm. He didn't even bother using soap or shampoo. He just wanted to go to sleep. He stepped out of the shower, and quickly dried himself off, then made his way into his bedroom. Maybe a little bit of sleep would help him forget.

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James woke suddenly, at the sound of someone moving around in his room. He looked around and was shocked at the sight in front of him. Sarah was standing near the bathroom wearing only a shirt; one of his to be more specific.

"Sarah? What are you doing here," James asked confused, as he sat up in his bed, yawning and wiping his eyes clear.

"I want you to be my first," Sarah replied in her sweet voice. James froze all motions as she made that statement.

"What?" he squeaked, hissing at the volume which that came out of his mouth, he looked at her, meeting her eyes.

She started walking towards him and stopped when she was beside the bed. He couldn't believe it; she must have sneaked out of the house to come to his. But right now he didn't care; she was there to be with him. Damn the consequences James thought. If this was what she wanted then this was what he would give her.

He lifted the covers and made room for her. Sarah slipped in and snuggled closer to him. He wrapped his arms around her and breathed in her scent, she always smelled like lavender and he loved it. She looked up and he brushed his lips on her, then he sucked and nipped her lower lip coaxing her mouth open so he could get in. She parted her lips and he delved his tongue caressing every inch of her mouth taking his time to drown himself in her taste.

She was moaning quietly into his mouth and that alone was arousing him. He moved one of his hands down and cupped her breast through the shirt squeezing it hard enough to make her gasp, he continue to play with her nipple until it was hard under his hand. He moved his hand to give the other breast the same attention and she loved it.

He pulled away from her mouth and she mewled in protest, but soon moaned when he kissed her neck. He licked and kissed her skin making her moan and whispered his name. He was lost; he didn't care about her age or the fact that what he was doing was illegal. He wanted her and nothing was going to stop him from having her.

He pulled away only to remove his shirt from her body. He pulled it over her head and threw it to the ground. Her breasts were perfect, full, round and firm. Her skin was soft and smooth and her body was amazing. He knew she looked like a woman but this was so much better. He remembered the time he went into her room looking for her and found her in the shower. He didn't say anything just watch the silhouette of her figure through the glass door of her bathroom. At that moment he thought he was in heaven, but this was so much better.

He took a nipple into his mouth sucking it, then licking it and nipping it. She was moaning loud and moving her head from side to side. He took his time to stimulate her breast before he started a trail of kisses from her breast to her stomach, navel and just above her virgin core. He inhaled her scent and almost purred in delight. He loved it, the smell, the look; everything about it screamed woman and he had to hold himself back from devouring her right at that moment.

He kissed the inside of her leg moving slowly to her core. He licked her slit and she gasped and threw her head back. He explored her folds and slid his tongue inside caressing her insides. He couldn't believe how tight and perfect she was, he was in heaven and nothing would ever be the same again. He knew that this was something special and that he would treasure it forever. She kept saying his name and bucking her hips.

He was interrupted by the sound of a ringing, he pulled away to find the annoying sound and that's when he woke up covered in sweat and with a strong erection. He cursed out loud, grabbed the clock and threw it against the wall smashing it. Now more than ever he had to stay away from her, she was like an addiction and that dream was so fantastic and vivid that he could still taste her in his mouth and feel her scent on his body. It didn't matter that it wasn't real he came close to taking advantage of a 16 year old girl.

"What the hell is wrong with me?" James asked himself, as he looked in the mirror across from his bed, his reflection had no answer. He went into the bathroom and took care of his problem. But instead of doing the same thing he did that night, he opted for a different solution. He knew it would hurt but it was the right thing to do. He got into the shower turned it on and switched to cold.

When the water hit his heated skin he screamed and cursed. He cleaned himself up as fast as possible and got out. He quickly got dressed in a pair of jeans that would hopefully hide the fact that he had a crush on Rick's little sister, if it happen to reappear and a clean top. Then without a backwards glance he scooped up his cell phone and keys and took off over to Rick's house.

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Rick got up extremely early and got dressed. He was determined to find Kyle, before Sarah even woke up. Sarah's parents left early too, they had errands and work. Sarah woke up slowly, feeling more depressed and lonely than she had when she went to bed that night. She didn't want to go to school or for that matter even move from her bed. It was a day, where sleeping in and forgetting about how much she made a fool of herself last night would have been perfect, but she still rolled herself out of her warm bed, and made her way into her shower. She took a nice long, boiling hot shower, washing away the previous night. After she finished her shower she toweled herself down leaving her hair wet she got dressed and went to the study to write in her diary. She laid down on the floor, opening her dairy on top of a near by pillow, as she lost herself in thought as she wrote everything that had happen and everything she was feeling. It wasn't long before she was lost in thought.

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James was unbelievably nervous; he had been practicing what he was going to tell Rick as an excuse to not come to his house anymore, but he was still only coming up with ' Dude, your sister is too fucking hot for me to be around anymore'. And he knew that Rick wouldn't be able to see that as a reasonable excuse.

When he calmed down, he rang the bell, wondering if he still had enough time to take off without being seen. The maid opened the door and smiled at him. He asked about Rick and she said that he was probably in his room. He didn't bother asking about Sarah because he knew she was at school.

He went upstairs to Rick's room but he wasn't there, he noticed the study open and thought that maybe Rick was there, but instead he found Sarah laying on the ground with a sad expression in her face. He knew he was responsible for that, but it was better that she was mad at him. He was going to walk away when she turned around. She had felt someone coming into the study but imagined it was the maid, but when she turned around she found James instead.

"Hey, have you seen your brother?" James asked in a serious tone. Sarah felt broken when instead of his normal sweet tone she heard a hard voice. She shook her head and turned to look at her notebook. Tears were already in her eyes and all she wanted was for him to leave so she could cry.

"Could you tell him I came by?" James asked feeling really uncomfortable. Sarah didn't reply, she knew that if she did she was going to break down and start crying. And the last thing she wanted was to make him feel sorry for her. James was waiting for her reply, when he didn't get any; he crouched by her side and touched her shoulder. She didn't move, he sat down and turned her around to face him. What he saw broke his heart, her eyes were filled with tears and her expression was of deep pain and hurt. 'I caused this' James thought.

"Sarah, what's wrong?" James asked looking at her. Sarah pulled away and sat up. She was ready to get up and leave when he stopped her.

"I asked you a question girl," James said tenderly, holding her down to stop her from standing up. The tears started to roll down her face and James couldn't take it. He pulled her close and wrapped his arms around her. She cried harder and James felt like the biggest idiot in the world. He kept rubbing her back and whispering soothing words in her ear. But when she muttered something against his shoulder he felt like a knife had gone through his flesh.

"I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you." James pulled away and looked at her. He wiped her tears with his thumb and caressed her cheek gently.

"You were more than enough for me, Sarah, you were perfect. But I'm older than you and is not right. What I did last night was wrong." James said brushing his thumb on her lips. Sarah felt relieved; it wasn't her, but worse at the same time. Age shouldn't have anything to do with love, and if age was the problem then love was something they didn't have.

"But...I want you, and only you. I don't like other boys; I only went out with Kyle so I could stop thinking about you!" Sarah cried softly, moving her hand and brushing his face. He felt her soft and warm hand on his face and the look of love in her face. That made him so weak. He grabbed her hand and kissed it. She smiled and he leaned over capturing her lips in a passionate kiss. Sarah lost her balance bringing him on top of her. He didn't stop. He grabbed her arms and placed them above her head. He continue to kiss her like it was the last thing he would do in his life.

He sucked her lower lip in to his mouth and nipped at it. She gasped and he delved in, tasting her and craving more from her. She didn't have much experience but the passion and desire she was putting into that kiss was enough to make his head spin. He wanted her and there was nothing he could do against it. She was like a drug and he was an addict. He kept deepening the kiss until he felt her moving. He pulled away and noticed she was out of air. She was panting and her lips were swollen from his kisses. She was about to say something when he placed a finger in her lips and whispered.

"No talking, just feel," he kissed her forehead, then her eyes and the tears on her cheeks, then her nose and finally her lips. He brushed them gently sucking first her upper lip and then the lower one. He traced their shape with his tongue but he didn't slid inside when she gasped and parted her lips instead he kissed her jaw moving down to her neck. She was lost in the sensations he was creating with his tongue. He moved one of his hands under her shirt and cupped her breast. He groaned when he found skin instead of cloth. She wasn't wearing a bra. She moaned and whispered his name. He squeezed and played with her nipple pinching it between his fingers. She closed her eyes. This was too much for her to handle.

He kept kissing, licking and biting her skin. He was aroused and knew that she could feel it. Sarah couldn't speak or do anything other than enjoy what James was doing. She could feel his erection pressed against her stomach. There was heat running through her body and ending between her legs. She was sweating and panting. James knew in the back of his head that at any moment that maid could come in and found them. But he didn't care what their maid would think, she was the only he wanted at the moment; but then he heard Rick's voice and that made him stop. He couldn't do this to his best friends little sister. He pulled away and looked up. What he saw almost made him go back.

She had her eyes closed, her mouth was partially open and she was whispering his name. Her lips were red and swollen and her face was flushed. At the loss of his lips and hands on her skin Sarah opened her eyes. James pulled her up with him. He leaned over and whispered in her ear that Rick was home. She was trying to regain her breathing and calm down her body.

"What just happened?" Sarah asked. James almost laughed at the sound of her voice.

"What I have wanted to do since the first moment I laid eyes on you, girl." James replied brushing her hair away from her face. Sarah heard her brother up the stairs. She got up but almost came back down. Her knees were weak and she felt a little dizzy. James was going to get up and help her but she shook her head. She walked towards the bathroom and closed the door. He licked his lips tasting the remains of her taste and smiled. He looked down and found the reaction she had provoked. He grabbed a pillow and placed it over his legs covering it. Rick came into the study knowing Sarah would be there. Instead he found James looking lost.

"Hey man, what are you doing here? Where is my sister?" Rick asked sternly. James looked up and tried to think of an excuse but his mind was blank.

Author Note: Let me know what you think of this chapter, your reviews and criticism mean a lot and will help me improve!

Title: Age has nothing to do with Love
Dislaimer: I own the orginal characters!
Author: Amashandel
Rating: NC-17 For sex and adult content
Summary:What happens when age is an obstacle for love? especially when she is 16 and you are 26. Will love survive or break you apart.
Pairing: James/Sarah
Genre: Romance
Category: Original
Status: Work in Progress
Archieved: here, adultfanfiction, fiction press Under Amashandel

Author Note: I wouldn’t have been able to do this story without the help of an amazing friend and beta Amelia. Thank You so Much for your help and your support. Thank you so much for all of your reviews and support it means a lot to me, I’m glad you like this story. Chapter 3.

True Feelings

Rick was waiting for an answer but James was lost, his mind was flying faster than he ever thought would be possible, but all the thoughts were not about how to get out of the problem he was in. They were all focused on how hot and sexy Sarah had looked while he had been moving over her. He shook his head slightly, looking to the side; he spotted a math book, and grabbed it. Both he and Rick knew how bad Sarah was in math, and it might just be able to save him from getting his ass handed to him.

"I'm helping your sister with math, so she doesn't fail the class," James replied looking calm. "Didn't she tell you? We have been doing it for a while now." he felt his throat close off, as he lied to his best friends face. He forced a grin onto his face.

"Ah, great! Thanks, you are a real friend," Rick replied as he looked around. He felt foolish thinking that James had upset Sarah; it had been dumb to assume that. She had probably just been upset about them spying on her. He would have to James felt like a bucket of ice was dropped on him. 'If you knew what I was doing you would probably kill me' James thought.

"So, where is she?" Rick asked.

"Bathroom," James simply replied.

"Hey, I'm getting something to drink, want anything?" Rick asked. James shook his head; Rick shrugged and left the room.

Sarah was sitting in the toilet trying to calm her breathing. She was burning; especially between her legs. She got up and leaned on the sink; she splashed some water and dried her self. She looked up into the mirror and saw how red her lips were. She touched them and smiled. She could still feel his lips on hers. She jumped when she heard a knock on the door. James had gotten up after Rick left to go and check on her.

"Girl, are you okay?" James asked with concern.

"Yeah, I'll be right out." Sarah replied. She opened the door and found him standing in front of her. He moved her hair away from her face and cupped her cheek. She leaned into his touch and smiled. He knew right there that there was no going back. He wanted to be with her, damn the consequences.

"I know you have questions but we can't talk here," James said looking at her.

"Maybe I can go to your house in the afternoon," Sarah said. James didn't know if that was a good idea but how could he say no. He nodded and they went downstairs. They were walking towards the living room when they heard Rick's voice.

"Sarah! Kyle is here," James turned to look at her and frowned. She didn't know what to do. She looked at him with confusion in her eyes. He leaned over and whispered in her ear.

"Go talk to him and tell him to leave, but please girl don’t let him kiss you because I won't be able to control myself!" She nodded and pulled away. She walked faster and went to greet Kyle. James came down a few moments later and found them talking. Sarah was keeping her distance and telling him she had a lot of homework but the kid wasn't understanding it. He kept trying to get closer and touch her. James was so close to loosing it and throwing the kid against the door. Rick came from the kitchen and noticed how uncomfortable Sarah was feeling.

"You heard my sister, she has homework so beat it" Rick said in a hard tone. The kid said good bye and ran out. Sarah sighed and smiled at Rick. Rick walked closer and kissed the top of her head.

"You okay baby girl?" Rick asked. Sarah smiled at her nickname. She nodded and hugged him.

Sarah said she had work and went upstairs. James told Rick he was tired and that he was heading home. Rick went to his room he wanted to sleep the rest of the day away.

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James slid into his house, looking around he took a deep breath. He climbed the stairs and went over to his bed, sitting down he looked at the clock. Rick had mentioned that his parents were going to be away for the day and that he was going to sleep all day. James grabbed his phone and sent a text message to Sarah.

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Sarah was reading some books and checking some of her notes when her phone biped. She flipped it open and read the text message.

Girl, Meet me at my house in 15 minutes. James. She smiled and got up. She went to Rick's room and knocked. Rick was ready to kill whoever had bothered him but when he heard Sarah's voice he got up and opened the door.

"What's wrong?" Rick asked.

"I'm going to the library and then to Marilyn's, But I don't want you to worry, so I came to tell you" Sarah said smiling.

"Okay, just call if you're going to be late and be careful!" Rick said kissing the top of her head and closing the door. Sarah went down the stairs and out of the house. She was nervous while she walked towards James' house. She got there and ringed the bell.

She waited for a little while, and was about to give up when James opened the door. She looked beautiful as always. He moved away to let her in. She noticed that there was Chinese food in the living room and turned to look at him.

"I thought you would be hungry," James said. She smiled and walked to the living room. She sat down and looked into the containers. He joined her and they started eating. They started talking about their day and other things, James loved the fact that she could make him laugh and feel so relaxed. She loved being with him and knowing that he felt something for her.

James told her to sit in front of him with her back against his chest. He grabbed the noodles with the chop sticks and placed them above her lips. She opened her mouth and he dropped them in. She ate them and smiled. He tilted his head and kissed her cheek. She leaned into him completely. He continued to feed her. He had some strawberries on the table he got up and grabbed them placing them by his side. He sat down by her and turned to look at her. He grabbed a strawberry and brushed it against her lips. She opened her lips to take it in but he pulled it away, after a bit, he allowed her to take a bite of the fruit, causing the juice to run from her mouth, to her chest.

She was about to grab a napkin when he lowered his head and licked the juice of her skin slowly. She gasped his name. He laughed at her reaction. Then he brought the fruit back to her lips and rubbed it in, leaving juice and part of the fruit in her lips. He placed the half eaten strawberry in the plate and leaned over to lick her lips clean gently. She moved one of her hands to his shoulder and gripped hard. He was enjoying this, taking care of her, feeding her and pleasing her, it was something that made him feel good. He pulled away and moved his hands to remove her shirt. He looked at her as if asking for approval. She lifted her arms and allowed him to remove the material. He smiled when he noticed she hadn't put on a bra after he had left. She blushed and tried to cover her breasts with her hands thinking there was something wrong with them. He moved her hands away and looked up to her.

"You are perfect, every inch of you is amazing. And these were made to be kissed," James said brushing his palm on her nipples. She threw her head back and moaned. He grabbed the strawberry and rubbed it around her nipple, and then he licked it and sucked it eliciting low throaty moans from Sarah. He did the same with her other one and she arched her back. He loved her taste and couldn't get enough. He kept swirling his tongue over her sensitive nipple and sucking it. His hand was kneading and playing with the other. The juice that had escaped his lips formed a trail from between her breast to her navel. He followed that path with his tongue making her shiver and grip him harder..

"Oh God, James!" Sarah managed to whisper. He laughed and dipped his tongue in her navel making her arch her back and moan. He pulled away and was about to kiss her when the bell ringed. He wanted to ignore it and keep doing what he had planed until Sarah came screaming his name.

"James, are you there? It's me Karen; remember we got a date tonight." Karen said through the door. James cursed under his breath. Sarah felt uncomfortable and ashamed; she got up, grabbed her top and put it on. James got up and saw her walking.

"Hey, where are you going?" James asked.

"I don't want to intrude on your date," Sarah replied and ran, she found the back door and got out. She headed towards the park and hid behind the trees. James wasn't as far and took a moment to realize that he heard the backdoor opening. He took off after her, but was left with an empty backyard.

Author Note: Let me know what you think of this chapter, your reviews and criticism mean a lot and will help me improve

Title: Age has nothing to do with Love
Dislaimer: I own the orginal characters!
Author: Amashandel
Rating: NC-17 For sex and adult content
Summary:What happens when age is an obstacle for love? especially when she is 16 and you are 26. Will love survive or break you apart.
Pairing: James/Sarah
Genre: Romance
Category: Original
Status: Work in Progress
Archieved: here, adultfanfiction, fiction press Under Amashandel

Author Note: I wouldn’t have been able to do this story without the help of an amazing friend and beta Amelia. Thank You so Much for your help and your support. Thank you so much for all of your reviews and support it means a lot to me, I’m glad you like this story. Chapter 4.

Loosing You

James slowly went back inside his house, having given up on trying to coarse Sarah out of hiding. He frowned his eyes narrowing in on the door, the very evil door that had spoiled his evening and hurt Sarah, more than he cared to admit. He slowly opened the door, there stood Karen. She was a tall girl, with blonde hair and blue eyes. He had to admit that he still found her sexy. She was beautiful yet he found himself almost turning away, as his thoughts where filled with thoughts of a certain younger female.

"Hey handsome, are you ready?" Karen asked looking him over frowning as she looked everything over.

"No, I'm sorry Karen, but I don't feel so good, maybe some other time," James said smiling through his teeth as he looked back into the living room at the gathered food that they had left open and lying about.

"Well," she said grinning sultry as she walked into the front doorway. "I can take care of that, just give a chance and you'll feel better than ever," Karen said kissing him on the cheek and walking inside. James had no idea what to do so he just stood there. Karen saw the food and was pleased with the surprise wrapping her arms around him and pulling him inside, making sure that the door closed behind them.

Sarah was outside watching the whole thing, she felt her heart break when she saw them hugging and going inside. She sat on the ground and cried. She should have known better, what was she thinking. He was just playing her. Why had she thought that he would be any different than any other man? She sniffled and wiped her eyes. She wouldn't cry for him. She stood up and bit her lip. In her mind there was no reason only hurt and need for revenge, she got up and started heading towards a place where she knew she would find a way to get back at James.

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She stood in front of a big white house, with a brown door, she ringed the bell and Kyle answered. She smiled and greeted him; she kissed him without thinking and asked if she could come inside. Kyle looked overjoyed by that fact and moved to let her in, closing the door with a big smile on his face.

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The next morning James got up early, he had decided to go look for Sarah at her school. He took a quick shower, got dressed and left. Sarah arrived at school with Kyle, she said good bye and headed to her class. She had trouble paying attention to her teachers and with Marilyn her best friend talking to her it was becoming impossible. As soon as the class was over, they headed to the cafeteria and sat down to eat. Marilyn wanted to know why Sarah hadn't called her all week. Sarah and Marilyn had a lot in common and that made them great friends. Marilyn had an older brother that was very overprotective just like Rick was of Sarah. His name was Jason and he was 4 years older than Marilyn and Sarah. Marilyn kept telling Sarah about her week and how her brother was always checking up on her. Sarah wasn't paying much attention until a deep male voice caught her attention.

"Stop complaining about me to Sarah, Marilyn, she doesn't need to know all of that, see you have her bored," Jason exclaimed. Jason was tall, had dark brown hair and deep blue eyes, he always wore jeans a shirt and a jacket it was his favorite outfit. Sarah liked Jason he was really sweet and they had the same taste in music and movies. James found Sarah attractive and had been infatuated with her since she had helped him with some exams last year. He knew how protective Rick was of her, how her family was really strict and very insistent on Sarah having a good education. To everyone Sarah was perfect and very quiet, but Jason knew different, she was funny and liked jokes, she had told him once that sometimes she wanted to forget about her responsibilities and live a little but her parents would not approve. He had been there the first time she had a beer and then the next one and so on until she was so drunk that she couldn't even walk. He liked both of her sides, the gentle, intelligent girl and the one who wasn't scared of looking like a goof. Sarah laughed at his comment.

"It's okay, I'm just a little tired, I didn't get any sleep last night," Sarah explained to her friends.

"Hey! What do you guys say, we skip the last two periods and go home, watch movies and listen to some music" Jason asked them looking around the slowly emptying cafeteria.

"Sounds like a great plan," Sarah replied, as they got up and left.

James arrived at the school and got out of his car. He walked in and looked for Sarah, he saw Kyle talking to some of his friends, he was going to ignore him when he heard Sarah's name.

"So, Kyle, what's up between you and Sarah?" A short guy asked Kyle.

"I think things are great! She came to my house last night," Kyle replied smiling. James felt like beating this kid to death. He took a deep breath and left. He got into his car and closed the door.

"It can't be, there is no way she did it with him, she is not like this, why didn't I cancel the date with Karen? She has some explaining to do, I'm not going to leave this like that, she has to tell me why after she said she loved me, she went and slept with that idiot," James rapidly thought to himself, he turned the engine on and drove off.

Sarah was having a good time and that was helping her forget what had happened with James, they had ordered pizza and watched some movies. Some were funny and some were of action, they laughed and joked for hours. Marilyn said she needed to make a call and left them alone. She stood at the door and winked at her brother; Jason laughed and got the hint. He told Sarah he had some new cds. He asked her is she wanted to listen to them and Sarah agreed. They went to his room and listen to various cds, describing them and giving their opinion about the music and lyrics. Jason was thinking of the best way to ask her out.

"Hey, there is this new action movie that is supposed to be really good. You wanna go with me to see it tonight?" Jason asked.

"Just you and me?" Sarah asked.

"Yeah, what do you say?" Jason asked, smiling.

"Sure, sounds like fun," Sarah replied. Jason smiled and they continue to listen to the music. Sarah left around four, because she had to get ready for the movies tonight.

James arrived at Sarah's house noticing that Rick's car wasn't there and got out. He ringed the bell and the maid answered. He told her that he was going to get something from Rick's room and she nodded. He went upstairs and into Sarah's room but she wasn't there.

"Where the hell is she?" James asked out loud. He sat on a chair near her bathroom and waited.

Sarah finally arrived and unlocked the door, she was too distracted to notice James car. She went upstairs and into her room. The moment she closed the door she was surprised by the sound of a very familiar voice.

"Where have you been?" James asked. Sarah jumped at the sound of his voice.

"Jesus! James, you scared the hell out of me!" Sarah declared. James got up and walked close to her.

"I asked you a question Sarah, where have you been?" James repeated.

"None of your damn business, you are not my brother, you don't have the right to be asking me that kind of question, please leave my room," replied Sarah curtly. As she looked enviously at how comfortable he was sprawled across her chair.

"So I guess is safe to say that you have moved along in your relationship with Kyle,” James declared angrily as he pushed himself forcefully from his seat.

"What's that supposed to mean?" Sarah asked with her hand on her hips, looking annoyed.

"Please, I know everything, the moment we had a disagreement, you ran to his open and waiting arms. That just happened, to lead you to his bed." James told her in a frightening tone. Sarah was pissed, and spoke without thinking.

"Yeah, well I wanted you to be my first, but I guess you were too busy with Karen. You're not the only one with a second choice incase the first one doesn't work!" Sarah replied, seriously pissed.

"Miss? Jason is here, he said you are going to the movies," The maid shouted from downstairs.

"Who the hell is Jason?" James asked. Sarah didn't reply, she grabbed her jacket, fixed her hair and started walking to the door.

"What so you sleep with Kyle one day and then move onto Jason the next?" James asked in sarcastic tone. Sarah turned around and slapped him on the face.

"Believe whatever the hell you want to believe, but understand one thing, I don't ever want to see you again," Sarah told him opening the door and slamming it close. She wanted to cry so badly but she wasn't going to give him that satisfaction. She dried her eyes of the tears that were threatening to come and walked down the stairs to meet Jason.

Title: Age has nothing to do with Love
Dislaimer: I own the orginal characters!
Author: Amashandel
Rating: NC-17 For sex and adult content
Summary:What happens when age is an obstacle for love? especially when she is 16 and you are 26. Will love survive or break you apart.
Pairing: James/Sarah
Genre: Romance
Category: Original
Status: Work in Progress
Archieved: here, adultfanfiction, fiction press Under Amashandel

Author Note: I wouldn’t have been able to do this story without the help of an amazing friend and beta Amelia. Thank You so Much for your help and your support. Thank you so much for all of your reviews and support it means a lot to me, I’m glad you like this story. Chapter 5.


Letting you go

Sarah wiped her tears away, forcing a smile on her face. Jason was waiting for her, when she walked up to him; he noticed that she had been crying. He wanted to ask her what was wrong, but decided to wait until she was calmed.

“Are you sure about going out, Sarah?” Jason asked, brushing her hair away from her face.

“Yeah, I want to get out of here. The sooner, the better.” Sarah replied, he could see how her eyes were pleading for him to get her away from whatever had hurt her. There was no way that he could tell her no. He placed his arm around her shoulder and guided her outside. They walked to the car in silence, the feeling of Jason next to her made Sarah feel safe, she leaned closer and Jason smiled at her action. He kissed her forehead and held her tight. They got into the car unaware of someone watching them.

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James was upset, no that was an understatement; he was pissed. That little boy wasn't suppose to be holding Sarah, he was. Why was she doing this to him, he knew that she had the power to make him loose his mind, that’s why he had stayed away. But now it was impossible to avoid his feelings towards her. He started to remember their conversation, the way she had talked about having other choices and how hurt she looked when he mentioned her night with Kyle. Was he wrong about that, could he have mixed things up?

James was so confused and angry, he hated not being able to talk to her. He wanted to say just how sorry he truly was and kiss her until everything was right again.. He wrote her a note and placed it inside her diary and got out of her room. He went downstairs, the maid was not worried, she knew that James was like family and he could be in the house as long as he wanted. James thanked Martha and left silently.

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Jason and Sarah were on their way to the movies. Jason sensed that it was not the place that she really wanted to be at this moment, and he didn't blame her. Whenever he was in a bad mood the last place he wanted to be at was some little cramped building.

“Hey, I’m not sure we should go to the movies, how about we get some ice cream. Maybe even head to the park and talk?” Jason asked Sarah, she smiled and nodded. They got the ice cream, went to the park, after locking the car up they took a short walk to the closest bench. Jason couldn't help but notice how quiet and distant Sarah was being.

“Who hurt you, Sarah?” Jason asked, taking Sarah by surprise.

“No one,” Sarah replied, quickly trying to sound convincing. She looked at her ice cream as it melted.

“You suck at lying Sarah, tell me who hurt you.” Jason pleaded with her as he finished his ice cream and tossed the garbage into the can beside the bench.

“Someone I thought was a great person and cared for me, but apparently he thinks I’m a whore.” Sarah replied, her voice breaking with the last words. Jason pulled her close and held her tight.

“If someone insults you, they don't respect you and you don’t own them anything. He doesn’t deserve your tears, ignore him and realize that there are people in this world who truly care for you.” Jason whispered against her hair. Sarah looked up at his face and smiled; he bent his head and kissed her teary eyes. He didn’t let her go; he held her while she ate the last of her ice cream. Jason was happy to have her in his arms but at the same time a strong anger was rising inside of him towards the guy who had hurt Sarah. She was a sweet girl that didn’t deserve to be called that word, and the fact that it was from someone that she had trusted and thought so much of was making him see red.

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The week passed extremely fast, Jason would pick Sarah up in the morning, take her to school, spend as much time as possible with her, and then they would go to his house and watch movies, listen to music and have a good time. The fact that Kyle had given Jason his blessing had made the week even better; and the fact that Sarah know knew that she and Kyle were only friends had removed a great strain from her.

James made it a point to show up at Rick’s house every day with some excuse, in order to see Sarah, but she was never there. After a week of not seeing Sarah at all James finally asked Rick about Sarah 's whereabouts. Rick laughed and informed him that she was at the same place she had been all week, at Jason’s house spending time together. James felt his blood run cold, he was furious, he couldn’t believe any of this, Rick told him that she got back pretty late at night, but if he wanted he could wait around. And with that he left to get some beers, leaving James alone with his thoughts.

“What the hell is she doing with that guy all day?” He asked himself. The phone rang and he picked it up, he realized Rick did the same thing, but instead of hanging up he decided to listen in case it was Sarah calling.

“Hello,” Rick grunted into the phone. James could see him trying to balance the beer and the phone all at once.

“Hey, Rick is me Jason, listen Sarah is going to stay for dinner, we already talked to your parents and I will drop her off later.” Jason explained.

“Fine, but bring her at a decent hour, wait Jason what is your deal with my sister?” Rick asked.

“All you need to know is that I care for your sister and I will never hurt her,” Jason replied.

“Is Sarah your girlfriend?” Rick asked, getting to his point.

“As far as I’m concerned, yes she is,” Jason replied stiffly. James couldn’t listen anymore; he placed the phone back into the receiver and sat down.

He was jealous beyond reason, her boyfriend, that couldn’t be, Sarah didn’t want anyone but him, he had to talk to her soon, or he was going to loose it.

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Sarah had a great day, Jason was sweet and nice to her, they had fun and the family loved to have her there. Dinner was good, the food, the company everything was so nice, and she felt loved and safe. Especially with Jason by her side., She knew she had to forget James; it wasn’t easy because she still loved him, too much for her own good, but Jason was helping her with that and she was willing to give him a chance. Jason realized it was late and he had to get Sarah home, she agreed and left with him. The ride home was pleasant with great music and a good conversation.

James was tired and ready to go home. He got into his car ready to drive home, but he noticed Jason’s car parking in front of the house, he turned off his light and waited. Jason and Sarah came out of the car laughing; they headed to the front door together. Jason brushed Sarah’s hair away from her face and tucked it behind her ears. He lightly caressed her cheek and then run his thumb over her lips making Sarah shiver. He leaned closer and brushed his lips on hers slowly.

“Allow me to help you forget about him,” Jason whispered against her lips. He sucked on her lower lip coaxing her to let him in. He ran his tongue over her lips slightly tasting her. She parted her lips allowing him entrance and a chance to be a part of her life. He delved inside trying to reach every inch of her mouth. He kissed her hard and long with all the passion he had inside of him. She kissed him back trying to let herself go and open a door for love. He pulled her body closer and held her tight; his hand went into her hair tilting her head to get a better access to her mouth. She wrapped her arms around his neck surrendering to him completely. James felt like a knife had gone through his skin; it was all happening in slow motion. His girl, his Sarah was kissing a guy right in front of him. He had to do something before it was too late and he lost her

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Title: Age has nothing to do with Love
Dislaimer: I own the orginal characters!
Author: Amashandel
Rating: NC-17 For sex and adult content
Summary:What happens when age is an obstacle for love? especially when she is 16 and you are 26. Will love survive or break you apart.
Pairing: James/Sarah
Genre: Romance
Category: Original
Status: Work in Progress
Archieved: here, adultfanfiction, fiction press Under Amashandel

Author Note: I wouldn’t have been able to do this story without the help of an amazing friend and beta Amelia. Thank You so Much for your help and your support. Thank you so much for all of your reviews and support it means a lot to me, I’m glad you like this story. Chapter 6.

Misunderstandings

Sarah felt like she was floating, Jason kept pulling her closer and closer, she thought that she would melt into his skin if they got any closer.

Jason wanted to feel every inch of her; he knew if he didn’t stop, things would get out of control. There was no way that he could let that happens to her. He knew that he had to stop himself before it was too late. He pulled away slowly but without breaking the kiss completely, he kept brushing his lips on her. Sarah had her eyes closed and her breathing was hard. Jason finally opened his eyes and loved the sight in front of him. She was flushed and her lips were swollen. She opened her eyes and smiled at him. Jason said good night and allowed Sarah to get into her house closing the door.

She leaned on it and brought her finger to touch her lips, she could still feel the warmth of his mouth on hers, and her knees were weak and about to give away. She thought that no man was ever going to be able to make her feel the way James had, but Jason had proven her wrong. Jason was walking to his car; he got in and closed the door. He touched his lips and could still taste her there, he was happy; she had given him a chance to be a part of her life. He had wanted to kiss Sarah for so long and now it was finally happening. He was determined to make her forget about this other guy and have something great with her.

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Two weeks had passed and James hadn’t been able to speak with Sarah, she was always with that damn kid. He arrived at Rick’s house early, he had been so pissed and jealous the night before, when Rick told them that Sarah had accepted that she was Jason’s girlfriend that he ended up calling Karen and spending the night with her. He saw Rick talking to his mother Lillian, Rick looked worried and finished his conversation pretty quick. He approached James and told him that his father was coming and they needed to go get Sarah from Jason’s house. James thought that would be a great opportunity to talk to Sarah. The ride was quick; they got out of the car and into Jason’s house. Marilyn greeted them and told them Sarah was on the back painting with Jason.

Sarah was wearing a pair of tight shorts and one of Jason’s shirts. She was trying to finish her part of the wall, but Jason kept distracting her with his kissing and tickling. He was watching her move to the rhythm of the music and couldn’t take it anymore; he grabbed her from behind, turning her to face him. He lifted her up and she wrapped her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist. He laughed and pinned her to the wall. He brushed his lips on hers slowly, nipping her lower one making her part her lips; he dipped his tongue inside teasing her making her moan and bread faster. She sucked his lips sucking on them making Jason groan, they both devoured each other’s lips with all the passion and desire they were feeling. Jason kept running his hand on her sides and making her shiver. Neither of them noticed the two men watching them. James wanted to kill that kid so bad; his hands were all over Sarah. Why was she doing this to him, couldn’t she see how much he loved her. He would give anything to be the one holding Sarah in his arms and kissing her. Rick was impressed and a little upset, he still consider Sarah a little girl, but he had to realize that she was growing up and having a real relationship with Jason. Jason was starting to lift Sarah’s shirt when Rick spoke interrupting them.

“Since when does painting include making out?” Rick growled softly. Jason and Sarah pulled apart and he lowered her to the ground, turning to face Rick. Rick smiled at her sister and shook his head at the look of embarrassment on Sarah’s face. Jason focused his attention on James, he looked pissed and jealousy was evident on his face. He kept looking at Sarah and she would avoid his eyes. It all made sense now, James was the guy that had hurt Sarah. Sarah looked uncomfortable and sad. He decided to show James that Sarah wasn’t alone. He pulled her to his body kissing the top of her head.

“Hey what happend, is everything okay?” Sarah asked, concerned.

“Yeah everything is fine, don’t worry, is just that dad is coming and he wants the whole family to have lunch together” Rick replied smiling. Sarah looked relieved she turned to look at Jason.

“Okay, but only if Jason, can have lunch with us at the house.” Sarah said lightly, smiling at him. Rick nodded his head.

"Fine, come on."

"You will come right?" she asked him as she walked across the paint splattered room.

“Won't miss if for the world, just let me change and I’ll meet you there,” Jason promised her.

Jason waited until Sarah and Rick were far away, then he turned and looked straight at James.

“You could at least pretend and not be so damn obvious,” Jason exclaimed in an accusatory tone.

“What the hell is that supposed to mean?” James asked looking at Jason.

“You maybe able to fool Rick, because he considers you his friend, but I’m not buying your act. The way you look at her and the way you react when I’m with her gives you away.” Jason explained in an angry tone. James didn’t reply, all he did was stare at Jason with a look of pure hate in his eyes.

“I know that right now you want to kill me, but let me tell you a few things first. I truly care for Sarah and if it is up to me I’ll make her my wife and the mother of my children. I’m not going anywhere, so stay the hell away from my girlfriend,” Jason told James as he stormed out of the room.

“Hey kid!” James shouted making Jason stop and turned to look at him.

“If you want Sarah, you better be ready to fight for her. Because I know that she has loved me her entire life and that the only man she really wants is me. And that is a very good thing for me, but not so good for you,” James told Jason as he brushed past him.

“When she is with me, you are not on her mind and when I kiss her is not you she is kissing back. You lost her, face it and leave us the hell alone!” Jason shouted, turning around and walking into his house. Jason was cursing James name on his way to his room, he wasn’t into violence, but if this ass hole came near Sarah he would kill him, he was ten years older than her, what the hell was he thinking.

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Sarah and Rick were waiting in the car for James, he got in and they left without saying a word. James kept watching Sarah through the mirror, at some point their eyes met. James didn’t lower his eyes, Sarah could see the anger in his eyes, and she felt vulnerable. Her eyes were filled with pain and sadness.

Rick was thirsty so they stopped at a gas station, Rick got out leaving them alone. Once the door of the car was closed James spoke.

“We need to talk Sarah.”

“There is nothing to talk about James.” Sarah replied, looking out the window.

“Seems like your love for me wasn’t that strong, since Jason made you get over me so fast, I mean one day you tell me you love me and then you have a boyfriend?” James questioned, his hurt finally shinning through the layers they were hidden under.

"My relationship with Jason is none of your business,” Sarah replied in a serious tone.

“Oh really, and what does Jason think of you sleeping with Kyle?” James asked in a mocking tone. Sarah turned to look at him, her eyes were getting teary.

“He thinks nothing of it, because it didn’t happen, but that doesn’t matter anymore since you have made it clear that you think I’m a whore.” Sarah replied. James felt like an idiot, he was wrong; she hadn’t slept with Kyle that was why she felt so hurt when they talked that night. He was about to apologize when Rick got into the car, the conversation was over. He slowly pulled the car out of the lot and drove off. James looked in the mirror and saw how she wiped her tears away; a pang of guilt rushed his system and didn't leave. He didn't think it ever would.

Title: Age has nothing to do with Love
Dislaimer: I own the orginal characters!
Author: Amashandel
Rating: NC-17 For sex and adult content
Summary:What happens when age is an obstacle for love? especially when she is 16 and you are 26. Will love survive or break you apart.
Pairing: James/Sarah
Genre: Romance
Category: Original
Status: Work in Progress
Archieved: here, adultfanfiction, fiction press Under Amashandel

Author Note: I wouldn’t have been able to do this story without the help of an amazing friend and beta Amelia. Thank You so Much for your help and your support. Thank you so much for all of your reviews and support it means a lot to me, I’m glad you like this story. Chapter 7. Especially for meguli for reviewing and asking me to post another., hope you enjoy it!

They arrived at the house and Sarah went straight to her room, she got into the shower, so no one would hear her cry. Now more than ever she was sure about forgetting James and giving Jason a chance. James didn’t love her, if he did, he wouldn’t have believed she had slept with Kyle. She finished her shower, got out and got dressed.

James was downstairs thinking of a way to apologize to Sarah, when his phone rang, he answered it and it was Karen, he wasn’t paying much attention to what she was saying so in between a few words he ended up telling her it was okay if she came to have lunch with him. As soon as the call was over, he regretted every word.

“Damn it, what have I done” James whispered running his hand through his hair. John Rick and Sarah’s father arrived, they all greeted him, but his first request was to see Sarah. At that moment Sarah came down the stair and straight into her father’s arms. John hugged her tight and kissed the top of her head. He loved his little girl to death and hated to be away from her but he trusted Rick to take care of her. They sat down to talk for a while, about work, school and all the things he had done in his trip. After a while Jason arrived with 2 dozens of roses, one for Lillian and the other one for Sarah.

Lillian was happy and flattered. The way Jason and James were looking at each other was deadly; Sarah and her father came out to see what was going on. Jason looked at Sarah and smiled, he handed her the roses and she smiled in return breathing in the scent. John was looking at Jason trying to figure out what was going on. Jason introduced himself and john remembered who he was, Jason asked to speak to john in private and he agreed. Sarah was nervous and Rick approached her.

“Calm down baby girl, if something breaks in there I’ll save your boyfriend” Rick told her smiling. Srah smiled in return and leaned into Rick. They finally came out and they were both smiling, which calmed Sarah down. Jason winked at Sarah and took a hold of her hand kissing her cheek. They all sat down at the table and when they were about to start eating, Karen showed up. Sarah couldn’t believe that James would do this to her, Karen sat down beside James and they all started to eat. John wanted to know everything about Sarah and Rick and how they were doing in school. James kept glaring at Jason and trying to get Sarah’s attention, but Jason was making it impossible by distracting her, he would hold her hand, whisper words in her ear or caress her hair. At some point the conversation was about love and the obstacles this one has to overcome.

“I think age is a big obstacle, I mean you can’t ignore the fact that you’re older than the other one and that it won’t work” Jason stated, Sarah turned to look at him, expecting a reaction but all Jason did was smile at her.

“Age has nothing to do with love, if you really love someone age doesn’t matter and it will certainly not change the way you feel” James exclaimed, making Sarah look straight at him.

“I agree with you James” John said, while he kept on enjoying his lunch. They finished eating and headed for the garden. Jason and Sarah went for a walk until dessert was ready. They sat down near a tree and Sarah looked at him.

“You know, don’t you?” Sarah asked, looking to the ground. Jason lifted her chin and kissed her lips.

“You have nothing to be ashamed of, you thought he loved you, when all he wanted was to use you” Jason whispered, against her lips.

“I feel so stupid, I actually believed when he told me he cared about me and that I was the only one he wanted. Then minutes later Karen shows up and they spend the night together. I went to Kyle’s for comfort, we talked and he confessed that he liked one of my friends. Once James found out, he thought I had slept with him” Sarah explained her voice breaking.

“If he didn’t love me, then why did he kiss me?” Sarah asked, crying.

Because he is a jerk, who doesn’t deserve your love or your tears, He was only taking advantage of your innocence. Give me a chance to show you what love really is Sarah” Jason pleaded, kissing her tears away.

“I already did Jason” Sarah replied kissing him quickly on his lips. He pulled her to him making the kiss, longer and sweet. This made Sarah feel better, Jason pulled back and kissed her nose.

“I told your dad that you were my girlfriend, was I wrong?” Jason asked

“No you weren’t” Sarah replied, smiling. They stayed there for a while and then realized it was time to get back to the others. Sarah was cold so Jason took of his shirt leaving him only in his undershirt. When they approached the house, James noticed the state of Jason’s clothes and jealousy took over.

“Well I guess you guys were too busy” James exclaimed, looking pissed.

“Are you implying we had sex?” Sarah asked looking hurt.

“Well I’m not blind sweetheart” James replied, looking furious. Sarah was about to speak when Jason’s fist connected with James face.

“She is not a whore” Jason shouted.

“I didn’t say that” James replied, spitting the blood in his mouth. He got up and puched Jason back and the fight begun. You could hardly understand what they were saying, Sarah was yelling at them to stop, but why weren’t paying attention. Rick came out to break up the fight. The last thing he heard was Jason shouting.

“Me and Sarah making love, is none of your damn business, so keep your mouth shut from now on or I swear I’ll make you regret it”

“That’s enough, James can I talk to you inside” Rick shouted. James got up and followed Rick to the house. Once they were inside Rick turned to look at James and spoke.

“How could I be so blind and not notice” James felt like he had been dropped in cold water, this was it, he was dead.

“You hate Jason, because you see Sarah as your little sister” Rick told him. James was relieved and thankful that his friend was that naïve.

“Listen man, I get it, but Sarah is not a kid anymore and we have to accept the fact that she is in a serious relationship with Jason. Now clean yourself up, you look like shit” Rick told him, walking away.

“If you knew how I really feel about Sarah, you would kill me Rick. My love for her has nothing to do with brotherly feelings” James whispered, touching his split lip. He washed his face and went outside. He saw sarh with Jason in the kitchen, she was cleaning his wounds with so much care, and she even placed a kiss on his split lip.

“Is my fault, you’re hurt” Sarah told, Jason.

“If I have to beat the hell out of him, every time he speaks bad about you, I will” Jason replied, kissing her lips. Srah wrapped her arms around his neck burring her face on his shoulder. Jason looked up and saw James; he smiled and mouthed the words “She is mine”. James was so close to killing this guy that he decided to leave instead.

Title: Age has nothing to do with Love
Dislaimer: I own the orginal characters!
Author: Amashandel
Rating: NC-17 For sex and adult content
Summary:What happens when age is an obstacle for love? especially when she is 16 and you are 26. Will love survive or break you apart.
Pairing: James/Sarah
Genre: Romance
Category: Original
Status: Work in Progress
Archieved: here, adultfanfiction, fiction press Under Amashandel

Author Note: I wouldn’t have been able to do this story without the help of an amazing friend and beta Amelia. Thank You so Much for your help and your support. Thank you so much for all of your reviews and support it means a lot to me, I’m glad you like this story. Chapter 8. Especially for meguli for reviewing.

Taking care of You

A few weeks had passed and James hadn’t been able to speak to Sarah. Jason was always with her, he had avoided going to Rick’s house these days because the last time he was there he had seen Sarah and Jason making out in her room. Jason had his hand under her shirt and she was kissing him like he was the most important thing in her life. He had felt so angry, he wanted to rip that kid apart but he had screwed up and now he was praying the prize. He had judged her wrong and believed things that weren’t real. He wanted to apologize, kiss her and promise her that he would never hurt her again, but she wasn’t giving him a chance. He heard from Rick that Jason was going to visit his uncle and that meant Sarah would be alone. This was the perfect opportunity for him to fix this mess. Sarah was sad she had gone to dinner with Jason and afterwards he took her home. They kissed on the car and she said good bye. He told her he was going to miss her but that he would be back really soon. Sarah told him she would call everyday; Jason told her he loved her and that if it was up to him he would spend all the time with her. She got out of the car and into her house.

Rick saw how sad she was and told her that he would make sure she had some fun. Maybe they could play some video games and go out to the movies or something. Sarah smiled and agreed, she went back to her room. Her stomach was hurting but she thought it was probably just sadness. She went to bed and tried to sleep. The next morning she was feeling worst than ever, she thought that maybe if she ate something, the pain would go away, She went to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator, suddenly her vision went blurry and she tried to hold on to the door but her body went straight to the ground and she passed out.

James arrived at Rick’s house and opened the door, he was waiting for Rick to come back when he saw someone on the kitchen’s floor, he ran to the kitchen, When he realized it was Sarah, he fell to his knees and picked up her body bringing it close to his.

“Sarah, can you hear me, common girl wake up, open your eyes, please Sarah” James kept repeating this, each time his voice was turning more worried. She wasn’t waking up. He yelled for the maid and she showed up, James gathered Sarah in his arms and ran to his car, he placed her on the seat and got in. told the maid to call Rick and tell him he was taking Sarah to the nearest hospital. He turned the engine on and left. He kept looking at Sarah, expecting her to wake up; he felt numb and was starting to freak out. He didn’t care if he broke the speed limit all he wanted was to get Sarah some help. He arrived at the hospital and didn’t even care where he parked. He entered the hospital with Sarah in his arms, screaming that he needed a doctor. A nurse came to him and helped him carry Sarah to a gurney. They were asking him so many questions and he wasn’t able to answer them. The doctor asked him if she was pregnant, he hesitated for a moment and then told him that it wasn’t possible. The doctor took Sarah into a room to examine her. James was pacing the hallway like crazy, he wanted answers, after a while the doctor came out and told him and in fact Sarah wasn’t pregnant but that she had food poisoning, it was quite serious because she was allergic to the food she had consumed. They needed to inject her with an antibiotic and she was probably going to be in a lot of pain. James went into the room and noticed that Sarah was slightly conscious. He lay on the bed next to her and grabbed her hand. The nurse started to find the vein so she could inject the girl. Sarah whimpered and cried out in pain. James hugged her and whispered soothing words in her ear, telling her that everything was going to be okay, that it was going to be over soon. Sarah felt some comfort with his words and relaxed. James felt her body go limp and got scared.

“What happen?” he asked the nurse.

“Her body shut down is okay, is normal she’ll wake up when the antibiotics take effect. Maybe you should go home and we’ll call you when she gets better. James refused to leave and pulled a chair in front of Sarah’s bed and held her hand. The nurse smiled. ‘He must really love her’ she thought. James was watching the IV and how pale she looked, for a moment he thought he had lost her and that nearly killed him. He wasn’t going to leave her side until he was sure she was okay. His phone rang and he answered, he couldn’t understand a thing, because Rick was freaking out, he explained Sarah’s condition and that she was asleep. He told her he wasn’t going to leave her alone and that he should go find his parents because they should know what was happening. Rick told him that he was also going to call Jason, the name made James frown but he told him that it was probably the right thing to do. He hung up and kept on watching her. The hours passed and he didn’t move from that chair. At some point during midnight Sarah moved and opened her eyes for a moment. James got up and told her to go back to sleep, he placed a soft kiss on her lips and gently caressed her face. Sarah kept on sleeping and James kept on watching over her. The nurse came in to check her vital and told James she was getting better. James smiled and took a deep breath feeling so much relief.

Rick arrived at her parents’ farm and told them what had happened; they were both so worried and told Rick to take them there immediately. They got into the car, knowing the ride was going to be long. Lillian kept praying for her daughter to be okay. Rick called Jason and the moment he mentioned Sarah and the name of the hospital Jason hung up. He told his uncle what had happened and drove to the airport.

“God I shouldn’t have left her alone, please be okay Sarah” Jason kept saying on his way to the airport, he got in the first flight back home.

In the morning, the doctor checked on Sarah and told James the antibiotics were working and she would wake up soon. James was glad, but he looked like hell, all night he hadn’t been able to sleep for more that a few hours. Rick called and told him they would arrive at noon and that Jason knew and he was probably on his way there. James felt bad with the last part, he knew the moment Jason arrived he had to leave or risk causing a scene in the hospital. He got up and brushed Sarah’s hair away from her face, noticing how fragile and young she looked.

“I know you can’t hear me but I need to tell you this, I’m so sorry I caused you so much pain, I know it was wrong for me to believe that. Please Sarah don’t ever doubt that I love you, I have been fighting this feelings for so long, trying to do what was right but I can’t do that anymore. I need you in my life, I want to be with you and I know you want that too. I hope I get to tell you this when you’re awake, I love you girl more than anything in my life” James told her, he kissed her lips and left the room. Once the door closed, Sarah opened her eyes and the tears rolled down her face. She had heard every word and realized that he did love her, but she was with Jason now and she couldn’t hurt him when James could go and break her heart again. James returned to the room and found her awake.

“Welcome back, how are you feeling?” James told her.

“Better, thanks” Sarah replied.

“Good, listen Sarah I wanted to tell you…” James was attempting to say when he heard Jason’s vice asking the doctors where Sarah was.

“Well your boyfriend is here, so I’m going to go, see ya girl” James told her and left. Sarah felt bad, she wanted to talk to him, in that moment the door opened revealing a very worried Jason. He ran to her bed and hugged her.

“I’m sorry it took me so long, the flight got delayed, are you okay, how are you feeling, do you need something” Jason was babbling. Sarah placed her finger on his lips and he calmed down.

“I’m fine, glad that you’re here with me” Jason kissed her and the nurse came in. She looked surprised and confused. Jason realized that the nurse needed to check on Sarah, so he told her he was going to be outside and that he would come back really fast. Sarah nodded and watched him leave.

The nurse was smiling and Sarah got intrigued.

“What is it?” Sarah asked.

“Nothing I just thought the other young man was your boyfriend” The nurse replied an a little ashamed.

“What made you think that?” Sarah asked.

“Well he brought you here, looked like he was about to faint, held you so you wouldn’t feel pain when we injected you and spend the night watching over you” the nurse replied smiling.

“I wish I had someone who cared that much for me” The nurse added. Sarah was speechless; James had done all of that. God she was alive and well because of him. As soon as she was out of the hospital she was going to thank him in person. In that moment everything went crazy, her parents came in looking worried and talking non stop. Rick kept hugging her and making sure she was fine. Jason wouldn’t let go of her hand, but somehow the comfort she had felt when James was holding her hand was gone now. Finally everyone left her alone and the doctor said that she could be released the next day. She was alone in her room and grabbed her cell phone. she dialed the very familiar number and waited. A sleepy voice came on the other end.

“Hello”

“James is me Sarah” Sarah told him, In that moment all tiredness went away and he sat up on his bed.

“Hey girl are you okay, is something wrong?” James asked, getting ready to leave if she needed him.

“No I’m fine, I just wanted to thank you for everything you did for me and wondering if I could stop by your house tomorrow so we can talk” Sarah explained, feeling a little nervous.

“You have nothing to thank me and of course you can come to my place, I really want to talk to you” James told her, excited.

“Okay then I’ll see you tomorrow, night James” Sarah said feeling vulnerable.

“Sweet dreams girl, I’ll see you tomorrow” James told her hanging up. He lay back on his bed and smiled. If she gave him a chance he was going to make sure he didn’t blew it this time, even if that meant facing the consequences of his decision. Sarah took a deep breath feeling the tears on her eyes. Why was it that no matter what Jason did, he could never make her feel the things James did, even if it was just by talking to her?

Title: Age has nothing to do with Love
Dislaimer: I own the orginal characters!
Author: Amashandel
Rating: NC-17 For sex and adult content
Summary:What happens when age is an obstacle for love? especially when she is 16 and you are 26. Will love survive or break you apart.
Pairing: James/Sarah
Genre: Romance
Category: Original
Status: Work in Progress
Archieved: here, adultfanfiction, fiction press Under Amashandel

Author Note: I wouldn’t have been able to do this story without the help of an amazing friend and beta Amelia. Thank You so Much for your help and your support. Thank you so much for all of your reviews and support it means a lot to me, I’m glad you like this story. Chapter 9. Especially for meguli for reviewing. So don't kill me for this chapter, just wait and things will get better for these two!

I'm Sorry

Sarah was released from the hospital the next day, she went home and spend some time with Jason, he told her he had to go and talk to his dad about him staying there instead of going to his uncle’s. Sarah agreed and told him she would see him tonight. Once he was gone, she went outside and headed for James’ house. She knocked twice and he opened the door, smiling. He let her inside and closed the door. James waited for her to talk, she looked nervous and James didn’t want to make her more uncomfortable.

“I wanted to thank you for what you did” Sarah told him in a soft voice.

“You already did that. Is there something else you wanted to tell me?” James asked.

“Yeah I heard everything you said” Sarah replied, lowering her eyes to the ground.

“What are you talking about?” James asked concerned.

“I was awake and I heard every word you said” Sarah replied looking into his eyes.

“How could you think that after I told you I loved you, I would go and sleep with some guy?” Sarah asked with hurt in her voice.

“Jealousy is a bad adviser and it makes you do the stupidest things” James replied.

“But you did sleep with Karen” Saran told him.

“Not that night, she came inside and after a while I told her I had work and she left. I kept on calling you but you weren’t answering so I went to bed alone” James replied.

“Not that night, that means you did slept with her” Sarah exclaimed, turning her back to him.

“Yeah the day I found out you were officially Jason’s girlfriend, I got pissed, drunk, ran into her and ended up sleeping with her” James explained.

“That’s probably why people my age shouldn’t date people your age. I mean, you are men with needs and Karen is someone who can provide you with what you need. I’m just a kid with a crush on you” Sarah told him, without turning back to look at him. James approached her and turned her body around so she was facing him.

“Karen can’t give me what I want and what makes you think you are not a woman?” James asked, looking into her eyes.

“You have your life settled James, you have a job and everything is real and serious with you. Your friends are older; you live on your own, go to parties and talk about things that I don’t understand. Face it we are not meant to be together. I’m a kid, who likes sitcoms and soap operas, stupid movies, crazy music and her biggest event is prom. What would you want with me? Can you imagine taking me to dinner with your friends, what would they think? Not to mention you could get arrested and my parents would ship me off to another country and my brother would kill you” Sarah explained moving away from him

“Yes I have my life settled, but I fell in love with you, my job is always there but I’ll always come home to you, my friends are different than yours but I like to be with you. And the things I talk about that you don’t understand I could explain them to you. You like sitcoms, stupid movies and crazy music, so what we all like different things. I want you in my life and my friends would probably be jealous and I won’t get arrested. If your parents ship you off somewhere I’ll go and find you and I’ll take the beating your brother gives me” James explained walking towards her.

“You keep telling me that you’re a kid but the reasons you’re giving me are real and serious, how can you think you’re immature when you are worried about legal aspects and your parent’s opinions. We can make this work Sarah, if you really want this as much as I do” James told her, cupping her face.

“We don’t belong together” Sarah exclaimed, looking at him.

“And I suppose you belong with Jason” James told her in a hurt tone.

“We like the same things and we are almost the same age, he doesn’t see me as a kid and treats me like an equal. He has been amazing, sweet and caring and I can’t hurt him like that” Sarah explained with tears in her eyes.

“This is just a crush that will fade away” Sarah explained. James approached her and without telling her, he kissed her hard. He dipped his tongue inside her mouth and caressed every inch, taking in her taste and leaving her breathless. He pulled away.

“Tell me that felt like a simple crush, because every time I kiss you, all I feel is love. You gave me every reason why we shouldn’t be together and I gave you a solution for every single one. It all comes down to 3 questions Sarah. Are you willing to do everything you can to be with me? Are willing to face the world so we can be together? Are you willing to leave Jason for me? Because I am willing to face everyone and everything so I can be with you” James told her looking into her eyes. Sarah stayed quiet and the tears kept rolling down her face.

“I can’t give you an answer” Sarah told him in a whisper. James felt like I knife had gone through his chest, pain invaded his body and his heart felt empty.

“Well there you go, your decision is made, and you don’t want to be with me. I’m sorry if I sound rude, but I want you to leave. Because being in the same room with you is not something I want right now” James told her, with his eyes closed.

“I’m sorry James” Sarah said, while walking to the door

“So am I Sarah, is sad that you couldn’t see how happy I could’ve made you and that I wasn’t going to let something stupid as age get in the way of the love I have for you. Good bye Sarah” James told her, while walking into his kitchen. Sarah saw him leave, her heart was breaking and her body felt weak, she opened the door and got out. She cried all the way back to her house. James leaned against the door and allowed his body to slide down to the floor. He placed his head in his hands and cried hard, realizing he had lost the one he loved.

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Title: Age has nothing to do with Love
Dislaimer: I own the orginal characters!
Author: Amashandel
Rating: NC-17 For sex and adult content
Summary:What happens when age is an obstacle for love? especially when she is 16 and you are 26. Will love survive or break you apart.
Pairing: James/Sarah
Genre: Romance
Category: Original
Status: Work in Progress
Archieved: here, adultfanfiction, fiction press Under Amashandel

Author Note: I wouldn’t have been able to do this story without the help of an amazing friend and beta Amelia. Thank You so Much for your help and your support. Thank you so much for all of your reviews and support it means a lot to me, I’m glad you like this story. Chapter 10. Especially for meguli for reviewing.

3 months passed and James had being drowning himself in work so he could avoid think
ing about Sarah, he wasn’t attending parties, most of his time was spent at home working on a case and focusing on research, he hadn’t set foot on Rick’s house in a long time. He didn’t want to see her because he knew that if he did then he would get depressed and failed to keep working. He would see her sometimes walking to her house and had to fight the urge to go out there and kiss her. He knew her birthday was this weak and he already had her present. Rick kept telling him to come to the house but he would make up an excuse to stay away. It was the day before her birthday and he had to go to Rick’s house because of the party. He arrived and asked Rick if he was going, in that moment, Sarah came down to say good bye to Rick and found her self face to face with James.

“Hey James” Sarah told him.

“Hi Sarah” James replied.

“Hey men the party is at eight pm” James told him.

“Is Karen coming, are you guys serious now” Rick asked him.

“No she is not the one I love” James replied. Rick turned around to look for his jacket.

“You in love with someone James?” Rick asked

“Yeah the most amazing woman in this world but she doesn’t love me back” James explained, looking straight at Sarah.

“Damn that sucks men, well maybe you can have some fun in this party” Rick told him. In that moment Jason entered the house looking for Sarah.

“Hey you ready?” Jason asked.

“Yeah I’ll just go and get my jacket” Sarah told him, running upstairs. Rick went into the kitchen leaving James and Jason alone.

“When is going to be the day that I don’t have to see you when I come to pick up my girlfriend?” Jason asked James.

“Never, because I don’t give a damn if she is with you, I’m not going to give up on her and remember this kid, I will fight for the love of that woman until the end” James replied, smiling and walking away. Jason wanted to hit something but he chose to swallow his anger and wait for Sarah. They went out, had fun and got back pretty early, because the next day was Sarah’s birthday. She arrived at the house and sat on her bed; she took of her clothes and grabbed a pair of boxers and a shirt. She lay down on her bed, thinking about James and imagining for a moment what her life with him would be. Maybe married, living in a beautiful house, with a couple of kids. Tomorrow she was going to be 17 years old and somehow her life felt empty, she had tried to really love Jason but it wasn’t happening. She closed her eyes and went to sleep.

James was at the party watching everyone get drunk, while he nursed the same beer all night, his mind was somewhere else. Thinking about Sarah and what she was doing right now. He had chosen her gift with love and care and was really excited to give it to her. Maybe loving someone for real was letting them be happy even if it wasn’t with you.

“Damn it, if you only knew the power you have over me, girl” James whispered. He saw Karen approaching him. She sat down and James noticed she was drunk. When she started to touch him and attempt to kiss him, he got up and left the party. He wanted to be alone not surrounded by drunks. He got into his car and left. Mark a friend of his watched him leave, he had seen James crying in the office and saw the picture of the girl he was watching, he knew it was Rick’s sister and that she was very young. At first he though it was a simple crush but now he knew this was love, even if it was inappropriate.

The next day, Sarah was awaken by her parent’s and Rick wishing her a happy birthday; she was happy and thanked them all. The maid came in and handed her a box with a card, she said that it was dropped by a messenger. When everyone left, she opened the card and tears rolled down her face.

“You are my life and that will never change girl, I wish you the best on your birthday, here is something for you to remember me by” With love James.

She was trembling while she opened the box, inside was a beautiful locket in the shape of a heart with and emerald in the middle, she inspected it and found something written on the back

J.C & S. C forever. She smiled and put it on. She took a shower and then got dressed, she was sure the party was going to be beautiful because her mother had planed everything. Jason called and wished her the best birthday, told her that he loved her and that she was going to love his present. She thanked him and told him she couldn’t wait. She got ready and hid the locket under her blouse; she went downstairs to find craziness, people putting balloons and the music thing being settled. Rick approached her pulling her body into a tight hug.

“17 years old baby girl, I can’t believe it, it feels like it was yesterday when mom and dad brought you from the hospital and I was afraid to get close to you because I could break you” Rick whispered in her ear. Sarah laughed out loud and hugged him back. She knew how much her brother loved her; she had no doubts about that. Jason entered the house and Rick stepped aside. Jason hugged her hard and kissed her gently. He gave her a box, when she opened it inside was a beautiful bracelet with diamonds, she loved it but it lacked the passion and love that her previous gift had. She kissed him back and told him it was perfect. She went to find her dad who was reading some poems in the office.

“Hey dad, what are you reading?” Sarah asked him.

“A lot of poems about love, funny how they all say that true love has no obstacles, I agree with them” Her father said. Sarah smiled and went outside. The party was beautiful, but Sarah was waiting for one guest to arrive. He got there late because he didn’t wanted to be there; it hurt too much to see her with Jason. Karen arrived with him and Sarah felt her heart break again. She was going to her room to get a cd when she heard Karen and another girl talking. She knew her name was Beverly.

“So how are things with James?” Beverly asked Karen.

“Cold, he does go out with me but is like he is somewhere else all the time, is frustrating.” Karen replied.

“But you guys are sleeping together right?” Beverly asked. Sarah lost all ability to breathe and waited

“No and it sucks because he is amazing at it, but whoever this woman is, he really is in love with her” Karen replied, with a sigh. Sarah’s heart was pounding, she needed to get away, and she ran to her room and sat on her bed. She heard someone moving and when she turned around, she found James leaning against the door.

“What are you doing here?” Sarah asked, her voice trembling.

“I wanted to wish you a happy birthday without having to argue with your boyfriend” James replied. Sarah got up and approached him.

“Thanks for the gift, it was beautiful” Sarah whispered, looking into his eyes. James noticed the chain hidden under her top, he reached out for it with his hands bringing the locket out. He looked up at her and cupping her face, he kissed her, slowly and gently. She didn’t pull away, so he deepened the kiss making Sarah moan. He pulled away, noticing how out of breath she was.

“Happy birthday girl” James told her. Then he turned around and left her room. Sarah’s head was spinning and her knees were about to give away. She stayed for a moment recovering her breath and calming her body down. She went down stairs to enjoy the rest of the party. Rick told her James had left and that Karen was pissed because he had forgotten to tell her. James went to his place and started working on a case; he had heard from Rick that Sarah was going with Jason to his uncle’s farm and that her parents were okay with it. He freaked out and that made him kiss her thinking it was going to be his last chance. He feared that Sarah would make love to Jason while they were away, so he just wanted one last kiss to remember her by. The party was done and Sarah packed her bags, her parent were leaving tonight for a month so Rick was going to stay with a friend, because he didn’t like being in the house alone. The ride was pleasant and fast, they arrived at the house and went to their respective rooms. Sarah was putting on a shirt, when Jason knocked her door; she opened it and allowed him inside. After talking, they started making out and Jason was getting really excited, he ran his hands under her shirt taking in how soft her skin was. He went higher cupping her breast and squeezing it lightly making Sarah gasp, things were escalating pretty fast, Sarah’s shirt was gone and Jason was only in jeans. He laid her down and got on top, he noticed the locket while he was kissing her chest, and he tried to take it off and that when she reacted.

She pushed him away.

“I can’t do this Jason” Sarah told him.

“Is fine, I can wait” Jason told her smiling.

“No I mean I can be your girlfriend anymore” Sarah told him looking to the ground. Jason felt pain invading his body and then it all made sense, the locker, the weird attitude, it was all because of him.

“James” Jason said and watched Sarah nod.

“Damn it Sarah, he hurt you and he is still the one you love, I was nothing but a toy you used to get over him” Jason shouted.

“I’m sorry……..” Sarah tried to say but Jason interrupted her.

“I don’t want the sorry speach or the we can be friends one, because that is not what I want from you, get out, go and find him and I hope he doesn’t hurt you again because I wont be there this time” Jason shouted.

Jason’s mother came into the room after hearing the shouts.

“What is going on here” She asked.

“What does it look like mom, we are breaking up, make sure someone takes Sarah back to her place because I don’t want to se her right now” Jason told his mother. The woman went to find someone to take Sarah back.

“I didn’t want to hurt you Jason” Sarah whispered, crying.

“Well you did, good bye Sarah” Jason said, walking away. Sarah gathered her things thanked the family and left. She got into the car and saw Jason watching her from his bedroom window. On the way to her house she told the man to leave her somewhere else. She got down and placed her stuff by her side. She knocked on the door and waited. James opened the door noticing how broken she looked. He was about to speak when Sarah placed her finger on his lips and spoke.

“Yes I’m willing to do everything so we can be together. Yes I’m willing to face the world so we can be together. Yes I just left Jason for you” Sarah told him, looking into his eyes. He pulled her body to his and captured her lips with his in a passionate and loving kiss. It was sweet, long, delicate and sensual, making sarah feel lightheaded and completely weak. He pulled away slowly, caressing her face and lifting her up into the air, she wrapped her legs around his waist and he carried her inside.

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Title: Age has nothing to do with Love
Dislaimer: I own the orginal characters!
Author: Amashandel
Rating: NC-17 For sex and adult content
Summary:What happens when age is an obstacle for love? especially when she is 16 and you are 26. Will love survive or break you apart.
Pairing: James/Sarah
Genre: Romance
Category: Original
Status: Work in Progress
Archieved: here, adultfanfiction, fiction press Under Amashandel

Author Note: I wouldn’t have been able to do this story without the help of an amazing friend and beta Amelia. Thank You so Much for your help and your support. Thank you so much for all of your reviews and support it means a lot to me, I’m glad you like this story. Chapter 11. Especially for meguli for reviewing and encouraging me to write this chapter. I was stuck!

Dreams come True

They walked into the living room and James sat down on the couch with Sarah on his lap, she was holding on to him and had her head pressed against his shoulder, inhaling his cent and felling his warmth. James was brushing her hair and then looked down at her.

“Are you sure about this Sarah?” James asked touching her face.

“Absolutely James, I love you and I want to be with you no matter what” Sarah told him, looking up into his eyes. James smiled and kissed her softly on her lips.

“Good because I’m not loosing you again” James whispered against her lips. Srah smiled and kissed him.

“I’m sorry for been such a coward before, I was just afraid that you didn’t love me enough” Sarah told him brushing her hand on his cheek James smiled and kissed her.

“Is okay don’t worry, are you hungry we could order in?” James asked her, pulling his phone from his jeans.

“Yeah I’m starving, let’s get pizza” Sarah told him. James laughed and pulled his phone out and ordered a large pizza with mushrooms and extra cheese.

She was happy and had nothing to worry her parents knew she was away with Jason and wouldn’t bother calling and Rick was out of town. She could be with James day and night.

“So how is work these days?” She asked feeling a little nervous.

“Work is fine beautiful and stop acting like that, there is nothing to be nervous about we have known each other for years” James told her bend over and kissing her lips. Sarah smiled and blushed.

“Sorry is just we’ve been apart for so long that I have no idea what to talk about” Sarah explained.

“Is okay, did you liked your party, your mom was so happy everything went according to her plan” James exclaimed walking to the kitchen to get some soda.

“Yeah the party was great, I loved it, hey you want to watch a movie?” Sarah asked looking around.

“Yeah the DVD’s are under the TV, pick anything you want” James shouted from the kitchen. He was getting some glasses and the soda. Srah went through the collection and found The Notebook; she smiled and put it on. James came and placed the soda on the floor along with two glasses, there was a knock on the door and he went to answer it. He paid the pizza and closed the door when he returned he saw the movie starting. His mother had given him that movie telling him it was a great romance movie, he had never seen it but for Sarah he would do it. He sat down and placed the pizza in front of them she grabbed a slice and moved it close to his mouth, he smiled and took a bite, she sat in front of him leaning her back on his chest and eating some pizza. He liked this having the woman he loved with him, enjoying a movie and some food. The movie was good very romantic and the characters were great. She would grab his hand and kiss it once in a while and he would kiss her neck or brush her arm gently.

“Do you think that kind of love exist James?” Sarah asked. James smiled and turned her head a bit to kiss her lips.

“Yes it does I feel it for you” James replied, kissing the tip of her nose. Sarah laughed and turned around to continue with the movie. It was beautiful and it was making her cry, he held her tighter so she would feel safe and just enjoyed having the warmth of her body near his, the phone rang and he turned it off nothing would ruin this. The movie ended and Sarah was crying, he smiled and kissed away the tears.

“They ended up together, you should be happy” James told her.

“You’re not a girl, you don’t understand” Sarah told him, drying her tears and picking up everything and turning off the TV. Once everything was fixed, the dropped the glasses on the sink and went up to his bedroom. They sat down on the bed to talk about everything that had happened during the time they were apart, James grabbed he foot and started rubbing it, then he tapped his fingers on her skin making her laugh, he realized she was ticklish so he started to tickle her everywhere she was laughing so hard and moving on the bed. He loved having her here and been able to behave like a normal couple. He pulled her to him and kissed her quickly then pulled away.

“I have to take a shower, I’ll be out I a little while” James told her getting up and going into the bathroom. Sarah was biting her nails sitting in the bed she heard the water and sighed, then an idea came to her mind, it wasn’t something that she had experience with but she wanted to do this. She got up and went to the bathroom, took all of her clothes and approached the shower, she opened the door and James had his back to her, he figured she needed something and turned around only to find her completely naked and blushing. He didn’t want to question her actions all she did was pull her inside with him. He moved her body under the spray and kissed her. She felt so nervous and vulnerable in front of him, he grabbed some shampoo and put some on his hands then began massaging her scalp and washing her hair. She closed her eyes and he kissed her forehead. Once he was done with her hair, he turned her around, then rubbed some soap on his hands and started to wash her front, taking his time, he cupped her breast and played with her nipples, her knees went week and he placed his hand on her hip holding her in place, he kept rubbing the soap all over her body while his lips were kissing and licking her neck. She whimpered and threw her head back.

“James please” Srah whispered, placing her hands on the glass in front of her to support her body. He moved his hand to her thigh and then between his legs, he ran his finger up and down her slit making her moan, then he stroked her clit faster while his lips were leaving a wet trail on her neck. Sarah was panting, her breaths coming out in short, hard bursts. Her legs were trembling and ready to give away.

“God James, don’t stop” Sarah gasped, trying not to fall, the pleasure coursing through her body was too much for her. Her body was vibrating from the ecstasy she was feeling. Sarah started to whimper softly when his fingers entered, filling and stretching her, then withdrew.

"Tell me what you want girl?" James whispered.

“Go Faster, James!" Sarah told him. She couldn’t take it anymore.

His fingers began a frantic rhythm, thrusting in and out.

"Yes! James don’t stop, God I’m so close!" she cried.

His pace quickened and Sarah screamed his name when she came. Wave after wave of intense pleasure cascaded through her body as she clenched her muscles around James's fingers.

Her body was shaking from the final throws of her release; James pulled his fingers out and turned her around to kiss her. She was still breathing harder; she had never felt that way.

“I love you James” Sarah whispered against his lips. He kissed her deep and hard.

“I love you too Sarah” James told her, he was hard but would ask anything from her, he just wanted to please her. They finished washing off and got out, he wrapped a towel around her body and carried her to his bed, he turned around grabbed a shirt and a pair of boxers and gave it to her. She dressed and got under the sheets, he pulled a pair ok boxers and put them on, the got under the sheets too, pulling her body close to his.

“There were nights I would dream about having you here in my bed and holding you in my arms” James told her, placing her head on his chest.

“Now you don’t have to dream anymore, I’m here and not going anywhere” Sarah told him. She closed her eyes, the shower and what James had done left her tired.

“Night beautiful” James said kissing the top of her head.

“Night” Sarah whispered, letting sleep take over.

Title: Age has nothing to do with Love
Dislaimer: I own the orginal characters!
Author: Amashandel
Rating: NC-17 For sex and adult content
Summary:What happens when age is an obstacle for love? especially when she is 16 and you are 26. Will love survive or break you apart.
Pairing: James/Sarah
Genre: Romance
Category: Original
Status: Work in Progress
Archieved: here, adultfanfiction, fiction press Under Amashandel

Author Note: I wouldn’t have been able to do this story without the help of an amazing friend and beta Amelia. Thank You so Much for your help and your support. Thank you so much for all of your reviews and support it means a lot to me, I’m glad you like this story. Chapter 12. Especially for meguli for reviewing all my chapters and encouraging me to write this more.

Time We Shared

They had spent 2 weeks with each other, James had worked from home and Sarah was happy, still worried about Jason but she knew he would be better without her. Rick had been calling but James had told him he was busy and would meet him in a few days. He got up from his computer and went to search for Sarah he found her cooking some pasta in the kitchen; she had music on and was dancing like no one was watching her. He leaned against the wall and watched her smiling. She kept dancing and cooking, making the sauce and everything else, he approached her from behind and wrapped his arms around her waist kissing her neck.

“I like the way you dance” he told her, smiling. She leaned against him and grabbed a bit of sauce and told him to taste it.

“It’s great I can’t wait for the whole meal” he said and turned her around, dancing with the rhythm of the music. She wrapped her arms around his neck and looked at him, he had dreamed about this for so long, that sometimes he couldn’t believe she was there.

“I’m going to be sad when you get back to your house” James told her, his lips searching hers. She kissed him softly and slowly letting her lips brush against his, he dipped his tongue and liked the inside of her lower lip.

“I’ll come to your house every day and you’ll get bored of me” She whispered with her eyes closed. He held her close and didn’t let go. He kept thinking of what would happen if her parents or Rick found out, they would take her away and he would never see her again. He couldn’t let that happen, she needed her by his side. The light touch of her hand on his cheek brought him out of his thoughts.

“Are you okay? You zoned out” Sarah said looking up. He kissed the tip of her nose and nodded, then left so she could finish cooking. He went to check on his case and make a few calls, people at work asking him if he was okay and why he hadn’t showed up. He just told them he wanted to work at home and would be back in a few days.

Sarah set the table and made all look really nice, she walked to his office and peaked inside, he turned around in his chair and looked at her.

“Dinner is served” She said, walking inside and sitting on his lap. He wrapped her arms around her and smiled.

“You are going to spoil me, making dinner and fixing the house, I wont be able to live without you” James told her laughing.

“That’s my plan” Sarah said kissing the tip of his nose. James laughed and placed his head on her shoulder. Sarah was happy in his arms but remembered the food.

“Common the food is going to get cold” Sarah whispered, pulling at his shirt. He nodded and she got down so he could get up and go with her.

They had a great dinner, talking and laughing, the food was great and James was filled with joy and didn’t want this to end. After the food they danced and went to bed, it was hard for James to be close to her and not touch her the way he wanted but he kept remembering that she was young and he had to respect that.

Sarah knew that James was trying hard not to touch her so she turned around and looked at him.

“James I want to be with you, I’m ready” Sarah told him, placing her hand on his chest. He smiled and took her hand and kissed it, shaking his head at her.

“No girl, you are not ready and I’m willing to wait, I don’t want to pressure you and there is no need to rush it. When we finally do it, is going to be because you want to and feel comfortable and I will make it special for you, I’m perfectly content with just holding you” He whispered, brushing his nose against hers. She gave him a tender kiss and rested her head on his chest closing her eyes. James kissed the top of her head and turned off the lights.

Weeks had passed and they were still together, it was hard keeping their relationship a secret. James felt weird with Rick but he knew what would happened if Rick found out. Sarah had showed up at Jason’s house, to see if she could talk to him and return the bracelet but Marilyn told her he was gone. Had accepted a scholarship on England and wasn’t going to come back in a long time. Marilyn went to her room and brought a letter for Sarah, gave it to her explaining that Jason wanted her to have it. She went to the park and sat down; her hands were shaking as she opened the letter.

Sarah cried, reading the lines, she didn’t want to hurt him, but she couldn’t love him. He had been a great friend and boyfriend and now he didn’t even want to see her. She folded the letter and placed it on her back pocket and left. She got home and went to her room, placed the letter, in a safe place and started to do her homework only a few weeks before her prom and she was excited but very busy. Marilyn didn’t talk to her at school but she had other friends, she was getting good grades and her parents were happy, James would leave work early to go and wait for her, she would climb on his car and they would go to eat or hang out in his house. Rick showed up once and Sarah hid on the closet, listening to them talk, it was weird and she felt bad for hiding this from him but it was necessary.

It was time for her prom, she had picked out her dress and had won all of her exams, she and James were great the relationship was better that ever, she was planning on going to his place after prom, to see him and make love for the first time, she was so excited, had been on the pill for a while and knew that it was time. She had everything planned. Her mother showed up and cried looking at her little girl in her prom dress; she was going with a friend, who didn’t have a date, so everything was great. She hugged her mom and went down to meet Jake; they posed for the photos and listened to Rick threatening Jake. The prom was great, nice music and good times, but all Sarah could think about was James and what she had planned. Once the prom was done, she told a friend to drop her near James house and then walked there, she knocked and he opened the door with a confused look on his face.

“I wanted to spend prom with you” Sarah told him. James pulled her to him and kissed her, she looked gorgeous. They went inside and Sarah ran to his room, James laughed and followed her, when he got there, he found her standing near the bed and her hair was around her shoulders, he was about to ask what was going on, when she let her dress fall, revealing the black underwear and said two words.

“I’m ready”

Title: Age has nothing to do with Love

Dislaimer: I own the orginal characters!

Author: Amashandel

Rating: NC-17 For sex and adult content

Summary:What happens when age is an obstacle for love? especially when she is 16 and you are 26. Will love survive or break you apart.

Pairing: James/Sarah

Genre: Romance

Category: Original

Status: Work in Progress

Archieved: here, adultfanfiction, fiction press Under Amashandel

Author Note: I wouldn’t have been able to do this story without the help of an amazing friend and beta Amelia. Thank You so Much for your help and your support. Thank you so much for all of your reviews and support it means a lot to me, I’m glad you like this story. Chapter 13. Especially to the girl who always reviews as Anonymous and to meguli.

James couldn’t breathe; he approached her and cupped her face. He looked at her feeling really nervous, she was only 17 years old and he felt like a pervert, but her words changed his opinion.

“James I love you and I want you to be my first, please, make love to me” Sarah whispered, looking so happy and lovely. He kissed her slowly and looked into her eyes.

“I love you Sarah and I will make you happy until the day I die” He whispered against her lips and then moved his hands to cover her eyes and moved his lips to her ear. “Keep them closed” He whispered. He moved behind her and started to leave a wet trail of kisses from her neck to her shoulder blade on each side. His hand were tracing every curve in her body, been very gentle and loving, he wanted this to be special and unforgettable.

She was nervous her body was trembling and shivers were going up and down her spine, every time James kissed her or touched her, her knees would go weak and her eyes would close, she was moaning softly feeling his wet tongue on her neck and his strong hands on her waist. She leaned back against his chest and smiled; she felt safe in his arms and knew she had made the right choice. James was been gentle and tender, kissing every inch of her skin and letting his hands roam all over her body, he couldn’t believe she was his, he had dreamed with this moment for so long and couldn’t believe it was coming true.

He moved his hand down the front of her body and went between her legs, he rubbed her slit slowly making Sarah gasp. He moved a little faster and bit her neck while one of his fingers went inside of her, moving in and out just preparing her.

“Oh God James” Sarah managed to say. James, took her body in his arms and carried her to the bed, he laid her down and stripped off his own clothes. He looked at her body and couldn’t help but see a young girl lay there waiting for him to make her happy. He sat at the foot of the bed and grabbed one of her legs, kissing her skin and moving up to her knee and the inside of her thigh, going closer to her core. She looked down at him, her eyes were half closed and her breathing was so hard, she couldn’t even form words but managed to whisper his name, he smiled at flicked his tongue against her clit making her hips buck and her hands grip the sheets. She threw her head back and he started to lick her slit slowly, swirling his tongue around her clit, making her moan out loud. She had never felt like, her whole body was shaking and the heat between her legs was burning her. He kept licking and sucking each of her lips then he inserted a finger in her moving it in and out of her slowly going deeper each time, this was new to her and he loved seen the way she reacted to his touch.

Sarah was lifting her hips of the bed, arching her body and pushing herself closer to James. “Please James don’t stop” Sarah said, looking down at him. James didn’t stop he went faster and didn’t stop until he felt her walls clenching around his fingers and Sarah screaming his name. She was shaking and panting, he kept moving until her orgasm was over, and he pulled his finger out of her and licked it clean. He moved up to look at her.

“Are you okay?” James asked, concerned he knew this was her first time and wanted her to be comfortable. Sarah couldn’t even speak, her head was still spinning and he body felt numb. She just nodded and looked at him smiling. He let his hands explore her body, gently; he wanted her to be calmed for what was going to happened. He replaced his hands with his lips, covering every inch of her skin with a kiss. He was on top of her and feeling nervous, he used his hands to spread her legs, he looked into her eyes and started to kiss her.

James eyes were questioning. Sarah smiled up at him, giving a faint nod. His hands found hers, fingers entwining with hers and holding on tight. She shivered as she felt him brush against her. He was hot and hard, and it hurt at first, when he entered her. Not as much as she’d thought it would, but it was still a little uncomfortable, like a stinging sensation her body unused to being filled that way. James was so gentle and sweet; she didn’t care about any pain, all she could think about was finally been with the man she loved. His lips brushed over hers, pressed small kisses against her face, and Sarah could think only of him.

As he slid further inside her, going deeper, her body tightened around him. She saw his eyelashes flutter, and the look on his face made her feel warm. She closed her thighs around his hips, she lifted her body against his for the first time, curious to see what would happend. James moaned at this, and lowered his head to kiss her.

“I love you” he murmured against her lips, his voice breathless and ragged. It was all he could manage to say.

Sarah sucked gently at his lower lip.

“You feel great,” she told him.

And he did. Even with the bit of ache, she liked the feeling of him inside her, moving making her feel safe and loved. James began a slow, careful rhythm, pulling out and then pushing back in, his eyes on her face the whole time. At first Sarah was clumsy in meeting him, she was inexperienced and didn’t know if this was good for him or bad but he was so patient. He kept up that steady rhythm until she could bring her hips up to meet his, waiting until he was sure she was ready before moving faster.

Sarah forgot about even the faint ache. His movements caused such a heat inside her that made her body tighten around him. She reached up and pulled his mouth down to hers, parting her lips at the first touch of his to let his tongue slide up against hers. James’ hands stayed clasped with hers the whole time, his fingers tightening as his pace increased. Each thrust made her moan, first softly, the sounds slowly building along with their rhythm. James pulled his mouth away from hers, listening as her cries grew louder, and the look on his face one of pleasure and pride.

She couldn’t muffle her cry when she came. James didn’t either. His moans were softer than hers, but she heard them clearly as her body shuddered and tightened around his. She let out a soft sigh and closed her eyes, letting the aftershocks pass by. James rolled to his side taking her with him and holding her tight.

“Are you okay girl?” he asked kissing her head. She looked up at him; the tears were rolling down her face.

“I’m so happy James, you have no idea how much I love you” Sarah whispered feeling tired. James held her tighter.

“I’ll never hurt you girl, sleep, you are safe with me” James told her, looking down at her face. She closed her eyes and fell asleep. James woke up in the morning and got up without waking her up; he sat on a chair near the bed and watched her sleep. She was so young and naïve, he had taken advantage of her and this was going to ruin her life. Her parents would find out and send her away, he would end up in jail and they would make sure he never saw her again. What the hell was he thinking, he should have never slept with her, it was wrong and it was going to cause so much pain. He had to leave, it was for the best, she would move on, forget about him, and have a life away from all this drama. He got dressed and felt tears in his eyes, he dried them up and kissed her lips softly, she mumbled something and he smiled. Walked out of his house called his partner telling him he would go on a trip and that he would be back soon. He couldn’t help but cry as he got into his car and drove away leaving happiness and love behind.

Sarah woke up feeling great, she searched for James on the bed but didn’t find him, she sat down and looked around, noticed some of his clothes on the ground. She wrapped the sheet around her body and searched for him around the house. She started to get scared and her body was shaking, she looked outside and saw that his car wasn’t there.

“This can’t be happening” Sarah whispered as she picked up the phone and called James. The first time he didn’t answer and then he turned off the phone; she dropped to her knees crying.

“How could I be so stupid? He only used me” Sarah said, crying. She felt dirty, ashamed and broken. She got dressed feeling like a whore and called a taxi to get her home. Once she got home, she ran to her room and into the shower, she let the water relax her and wash away the make up and sweat, remembering his words made her cry; she fell to the ground and curled up in the floor crying. She came out of the shower and laid on her bed, she couldn’t stop crying, she noticed some thing on her night table, papers for a transfer so she could go study in another country. She dried her tears and signed the papers, went outside and told her mother she wanted to leave; Lillian was surprised and looked at her daughter with worry.

“Honey what’s wrong, you look like you have been crying” Lillian asked. Sarah told her she was sad because of Jason and wanted to go away for a while. Rick was watching from the house he knew something was wrong with his sister; he waited until Sarah went to her room and showed up.

“What’s wrong with you baby girl?” Rick asked sitting next to her sister. Sarah told him about Jason and the letter, Rick believed part of the story but not all of it, he knew she was hiding something and felt sad that he didn’t trust him enough.

“I can’t believe your leaving us, leaving me Sarah, you know how much I like playing and hanging around with you, why are you doing this damn it” Rick shouted.

“I need a change Rick, you know I love you, I just want to go away and concentrate on studying and forgetting Jason” Sarah told him. She got up and hugged him.

“I don’t want you to be mad at me, please Rick I just need to do this” Sarah whispered against his chest.

“Fine but you better call and get back soon okay, I love you baby girl, get ready I’ll drive you to the airport” Rick said, kissing the top of her head and walking out of her room.

Sarah packed her stuff and ripped the necklace off her neck, throwing it on the floor and walking out of her room. Rick helped her get the bags to the car and drove her to the airport, she wanted to cry but it would upset Rick and make him ask questions. They got to the airport fast and everything was ready, she said goodbye to Rick and told him she loved him and would miss him. Rick kissed her cheek and made her promise to call and write, and then he let her go. She waited for a while and then got into the plane, sat down and looked out the window crying, thinking of James and all the lies she had believed.

“I hate you James, how could you play with me like that, I gave up Jason a great guy for an ass hole like you, I hope I never see you again, you have ruined my life and I will never forget that or forgive you” Sarah whispered as the plain took off leaving her life behind.