Why do u piss me off
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: 30 Seconds to Mars The kill
I don't seem to understand why do people like to piss me off pissing me off isn't the hardest thing to do either I just have a way to not show it. I'm to young to be dealing with the stresses of my life. I know that everyone has there own problems but damn does it have to be this hard. I guess some people are just here to suffer and have no purpose. There's only one person that makes me happy. What do yall think about this question. Why do you think your on this earth for? are you destine for something greater or are you destine to fail?

U got a good girl and don't even know it
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Simple Plan Your love is a lie

I thought this whole time that you was only for me and yet I seem to find out that your doing things you have no business doing. I don't know what to do and I'm so confused. You said that you wanna keep going and start over AGAIN. I feel kind of stupid cause I put my heart out on the line again and yet you took it and wrung it out. I guess my heart is really bleeding. I've been put through things and if it wasn't for that I wouldn't have been able to keep my composure. Damn girl why do you do these things to me. You got a good girl and you haven't seen it yet don't worry. I'm so fucking fustrated I don't know if I more fustrated at you or myself but I did say that I was going to give you another chance. I pray to god that you don't disappoint me again cause if you do I don't think my heart can take it. I just wanted to get this off my chest. Commiting is not that hard to do if it's with the right person and I believe that I am that person you can commit to if only you let me in your heart and let down that wall. I don't know how else can I show you that I love you and only you. Can you just please please just open up and let me in I know that its hard but it's been harder to trust you again and I don't make you feel gulity but I feel like crying hearing you say that you've been playing me all over again how much more do you think I can take. I feel like your love was just a lie. I pray to god that I don't start building up a wall around my heart and once it's up your going to have hell to pay trying to take it down again. I want you to show me that you really love me and it seems to come out of your mouth so easily and it scares me.

Madly Truly Deeply
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Leona Lewis Bleeding Love

How I crave for your touch, your kisses, you whispering sweet nothings in my ear Craving for you kills me and saves me at the same time My love for you go's beyond the understandings of this life and people I never knew what love was until I met you and ever since then my life has changed for the better I'm not so much bitter anymore You envade my dreams and my thoughts When I think about you I smile I can't wait to make you mines for all time and never let you go until you tell me too You have all of me and don't even know it I try to keep my excitment to myself yet I want to shout it out to the world and make them understand the love that I feel It get's stronger and stronger with each touch and kiss that you bestow onto me When I look into your eyes all I can think is how can god make something so beautiful Your my weakness yet my strength. My knees become weak upon seeing your smiling face There were times when I thought that I might not get to see it and it might of been my own fault Being selfish and only asking you for things that you haven't quite got yet but your there now and that's all that matters Life is too short and I want to spend it all with you When winter comes in summer when there's no more forever that's when I'll stop loving You'll never have to cry in front of me I'll be your everything you'll need for nothing These are the things that are always on my mind it's something I can never control How can I prove to you that I'm the only one for you? Whats wrong with being selfish when I just want something like you in my life. I'm just truly madly deeply in love with you