Mood:  special

                                          Hi i was online and stumbled across this website www.kintera.org and it is for the walk for Lupus of America and I was really touched by it so i created a group to raise money for this event. if you would like to join my group or just want a little more info about Lupus please visit that website. my groups name is J.E.C which stands for  The Journey The Effects The Cure, and yeah JEC just happens to be my sons initials. the direct like to my groups page where you can join the group is http://gawalk.kintera.org/christin or http://gawalk.kintera.org/JECteam i am not sure which one lets you join the group so try and look at both of them. and if you know anybody who you think would be interested in this cause please feel free to send them to the site and have the join the group. I asked for upto 50 group members but if i am lucky enough to exceed that i will go through and change it. Thank you and please please please if you cant donate 5 dollars give 1. and yeah the event will be at

Piedmont Park
400 Park Drive NE
Atlanta, GA 30306

check out the site for the date. LOL

Mood:  accident prone

               Well, if you know mw you knew this would be really hard for me to do. I for one have not even been tring to lose any weight or even diet. I signed up for the Discovery Health challenge 2008, but okay I signed up. I really want this but i have not been putting any effort towards it. I feel like Pepa right now i want a quick fix. Unlike Pepa i couldnt afford it for just ten pounds!  My goal is to really put the pedel to the medel and Push it. I really want to be Healthy and look good but its so Hard!

Mood:  sad

                 Last night he broke my heart! I knew he would since our disfunctional relationship started but i went with it. it was fun while it lasted but i just cant do it any more. Tears help but the time is killing me. I am in love with him but he doesnt want a relationship or does he just not want a relationship with me? hello to high and dry right? He is the most perfect guy I ever met. After a year he touches me and i still get butterflys. My phone rings and i wont answer it if its not him. If we were to be girlfriend and boyfriend nothing in our relationship would change, except our titles. That is all i am asking for is a title.

Is that too much?

Mood:  hungry

               At 155 pounds I am not the most comfortable person so today i have made up my mind to lose the weight. My goal is to lose 30lbs. by July. I know i can do it but it is gonna take a lot of work and determination. so here is my pledge to the world, I no longer want to be the fat girl in the group.