Mood:  irritated
God I hate this! I have cut everything I eat in half and worked out twice as much as ever before and what do you know... I step on the scale and I feel like I have gained a whole ton! It feels like it just keeps piling on more and more with every thought about food I ever have. I swear Im gaining in my sleep. My mind wont quit running numbers and calculating how many calories I have eaten.... thought about... and how many more than that I have to exercise off. Its never ending! I just want to not want food. I just want to cut out the part of my brain that makes me hungry. Its so not necessary. I will loose some more weight. I hope. I just want to be able to tell.