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"In no one I will confide. My pain I will hide. These tears are no longer visible. There's a fake smile on my face and not a tear in my eye. I will wear this mask of happiness until the day I die. If you were to ask me how I feel Inside I'll look at you and Lie. My feeling towards life is something I will deny. No matter what, I will never show what I hide."
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"Through pain and tears I'll face my fears. I'll hold my head high and put a smile on my face. I will let on to no one about the way I feel. It's who I am and what I do. I'm bull headed and strong. I will make you laugh even if I want to cry. No matter what I'll be the best I can be til' the day I die."

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You built me up to watch me fall.

I did so much and gave my all.

The love you said you had for me

is no longer there so leave me be.

If I meant so much to you then loving

me wouldn't seem so hard for you to do.

I know I was always true and no matter what, I'll always love you.

I'm sorry that's just something you couldn't see but at least I can say this pain you feel isn't because of me.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~As the tears start to roll down my face

I wonder how i got to this place.

A place so dark and dreary..

There is no color just black and white.

It's so familiar, til now I wonder..

Will I ever see the light?

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I've been here for quite a while..

I don't see help coming cause

it's probably not..I think everyone

just simply forgot..I needed them, but

not no more..I've learned to cope with

my problems.. That's why I sit here in the

dark trying to figure out if I still have a heart..

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You are everything.

When I see your face my heart starts to race.

You make me smile when I want to cry.

When I'm with you I don't want our time to end.

It started out as just hanging out and Now..

I find it almost impossible to be away from you for even a second.

If I was asked "If you could have anything in this world,what would it be?"

I'd simply answer with "nothing" because baby you're all I want and

will ever need.

You are wonderful in everyway and I just wanna hold you and tell you I love you 15 million times a day.

You're always on my mind and loving you is something I can not deny.

So believe me when I say I don't wanna lose you because the day I no longer have you in my life is the day I'd die.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~We came together.

we fell apart.
I loved you from the start.
It was to much to be someone
I'm not.
The anger and hate is what
we exchanged & now that's
all changed. We are no more
& that's a shame.One day you'll
think of me and wonder where I am &
About that time you'll find out
that it never was meant to be and that now someone else is holding me.

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build you up.

You tear me down.
I wipe away your tears.
you cause mine.

I put your heart back together.
You tore mine apart.
I calm you down.
You make me just wanna drown.

You found love.
I found hate.
You push me away.
I pull you closer.

By the time you realize what you had
with me and the love I had for you,
It'll be over. </3

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She thought she could handle it.

She thought she was strong.
She held back all the tears.
She put a smile on her face everyday.
She thought that if she pretended long enough
one day the pain would just go away..Til that last night..

She gave in.
Drawing was her passion and she drew her last drawing that night.

The razor knife was the pen
The paper was her wrist.
She drew a line for all the harsh words on her list.

The more she drew the deeper the lines..
After all drawing isn't a crime..

By the time it was over she was completely sober.
With the red color all over the floor she laid there by the door.

The picture she titled as Suicide and dedicated it to family and friends
Because with that picture,her body was all that remains.

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