Egg first? or Checken?
Where could be the “Why” brings me to?
What is God? Where the God came from?
How God exist? And why we even exist?
Below are just my personal dialogs, I don’t intend to convince anybody, but before you read below, pls try stop first for a while take a deep breath, close your eyes, feel & hear your breathing, breath without controlling, breath naturally….
…now…
pls try to think & ponder this questions below before you continue reading…
What was your original face before you were born?
What are you before you remember things?
And what are those things that you still can remember the first time that you remember?
What if you were born not from your mother, not from your place, not from what you’ve accustomed?...Try to imagine what could be your mind?...your thinking?...your way of living?
Now…Try to comprehend this. What are the sounds of one hand clapping? ….Pls try to clap your one hand
The only permanent thing in this world is change!
What if you changed your mind for while just for a minute or an hour? Pls try to do so…
Think of your left brain thinks of an Egg, & the right of a Chicken? Which one goes first?
Start now…
1…
,,,,At fist there was an egg! ~ and ~ then a Chicken hatched.
2…
,,,No! A chicken first! ~ and ~ then the chicken lays an Egg.
3… ,,,No, there was an Egg first …
4…
,,,No, a Chicken first…
I don’t exactly know!
Now, think of this:
If everything will return to “ONE”, where does the “ONE” shall returns to?
Now below are the starts of my dialogs; ( Note below are just original from my mind, I never learned this from reading materials this just my own experiences out of nothingness & voidness of my mind)
Why do I always waste my time?,
I ought not, for I know that the time spent was not of relevance as to what is really important of this world.
Why do I always scatter my effort?
I ought not, for I know that one cannot master of two at same time.
Why do I have always looked for another thing & not contended with what I have?
I ought not, for I know that one has unlimited wants, & only ends up when one achieve enlightenment.
Why do I always fell mad when being attacked by insult & prejudice critics?
I ought not, for I know that when one (the attacker) gives a gift of insult & I don’t accept the gift. To whom that gift belongs to?
Why do i need; to talk, to convince, to make believe, & to show off to others?
I ought not, for when we talk it only uncovers what’s in one’s mind. I know it just leads to nowhere. I’ve known that one doesn’t need to talk so much if one’s just contented deeply within himself. For I know as one know thyself knows how to; react, respond, act, & put life in balance.
Why do I’m writing? Why do I have to make a word?
I ought not, For I know that writing is just explicit preconceived notion & insalubrious expression of “Ahh this!” & “Ahh thus!”. That could blinds us to “What-is”, And it confined us from perceiving to connections & process of “How things work”. That it draws us farther apart from realization of God. For words & writings are just merely commentaries that is like a pointing finger that points the moon, in order to see the moon, one must stop pointing at the finger.
Why do I’m always asking question now?
I ought not; May
When one is with the “Self”. One will be draws closer to God, or better understanding of “How things work”. When one is enlightened, he discerns “how things work”. For he discerns it, therefore he knows How to elucidate.
I just perceive that most of those who arrived upon there had draws shed light on; namely – Jesus, Mahatma Gandhi, Lao-Tzu, Plato, Socrates, Rizal, Confucius, Gautama Buddha & etc. they are just few of the examples who drew out from the self. The universal self-that if you want to define it through meditation, based from my own experience also, will draws you closer to “Nothing” & commentary conclusion of “I don’t know”.
When you will be with the self it’s like seeing & acquainting a complete intimate familiar stranger.
So, again, go back to the heading - Where could be the “Why” brings me to?
Simply the response is – “Nothing”
So, if you ask me question what is God, my answer is – “I don’t know”
