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perfectongue4girls: I'll take it up the pooper
archlight10k: super!
perfectongue4girls: yes
perfectongue4girls: I've always wanted to know what it would be like to go with a guy
archlight10k: so perhaps youd like a bit of the boxer brief salami?
archlight10k: its like being with a girl
archlight10k: with a shooting pain in your asshole
archlight10k: and you poop cum
perfectongue4girls: nice
perfectongue4girls: I'm curious
archlight10k: lets put it to a vote...
perfectongue4girls: gee... thanks for publishing it
archlight10k: you IP address is next
perfectongue4girls: oh fun!! and why are you doing these things?
archlight10k: 'cuz God said if i do, my Mom wont die of cancer
perfectongue4girls: oh wow... well then I guess you should
perfectongue4girls: my mom died of cancer 2 months ago
archlight10k: you can blame God
perfectongue4girls: no you can't. God is awesome
archlight10k: God told me to to tell you your next buttload of semen will include E. bola

(I'm such a bastard)

Another little chat in Chicago Chat 1
varsityweng61: im Rowena & my friend Alice is here same with me loking for someone to a friend first then soon a boyfriend, you look great you know but it seems that youre younger than me, Alice is 26 & im 36 matbe youre for Alice. but you can tell me more about yourself since im the one using the u\computer unit as we are renting this in the compute rcafe & besides Alice doesnt know how to operate a computer but dont worry i can be yoyr trusted friend,ok Lance?
archlight10k: um, do I have a choice?
archlight10k: because I would rather be with the 36 year old
archlight10k: are you two in Chicago, or the suburbs?
varsityweng61: Oh really? are you sure with that? youre just 30 right?
archlight10k: 31 and a half
archlight10k: and yes
archlight10k: Im very very sure
archlight10k: no offense Alice
varsityweng61: Alice is sexy than me im petite shes tall but im sexy than her.
archlight10k: You seem nice
archlight10k: are you in Chicago?
archlight10k: or near/
archlight10k: ?
archlight10k: hey
varsityweng61: im filipina and im here in our country philippines.

(at this point, I realize I'm not getting my dick sucked)

archlight10k: ohhhhhhhh
archlight10k: is that you in your picture?
varsityweng61: yup why?
archlight10k: youre beautiful
archlight10k: and I prefer 36 to 26 anytime
varsityweng61: thanks for the compliments ,anyway havre you been in our country?
archlight10k: not yet
archlight10k: but I AM ready for a vacation
varsityweng61: oh really when is your plan to visit our country?nice to hear that.
archlight10k: not certain
archlight10k: I must ask my Lord and Master Satan to approve of our union to have you birth the Antichrist
archlight10k: are you, or have you ever, been Evil?
archlight10k: truly Evil?
varsityweng61: so you are an Evil?
archlight10k: No
archlight10k: I love Jesus
archlight10k: but Satan makes me eat little babies and creamed corn.
archlight10k: Do you like babies?
varsityweng61: why you said your master s satan?
archlight10k: Yeah
archlight10k: We all need to make a living
varsityweng61: sorry i dont like you!!!
archlight10k: Too late!
archlight10k: We must have sex to produce the Antichrist!

(Fuckin' Flips! No sense of duty. Ah, well. I guess as long as there are Bushes in politics, we've no need to birth the Unholy Spawn of Baphomet.)


ems_gavino: hello
ems_gavino: how are you
ems_gavino: were u from
archlight10k: Im in Chicago
archlight10k: you?
ems_gavino: im her in phillipines
ems_gavino: ur age pls
archlight10k: I have a profile
archlight10k: go look
ems_gavino: u look graet
ems_gavino: graet
ems_gavino: im 28
archlight10k: Thanks
archlight10k: Im 31
ems_gavino: yes
ems_gavino: wat is ur work
archlight10k: I enslave women to make Nike sneakers


(Oh well...)

Shut Up Ni66a!
Friday and Saturday, I saw Kill Bill!!! It's that good!!! You really got to like Anime. If you don't, I promise that you will appreciate it, at the very least. So it's Sunday, I got money in the pocket, not hung over at all from drinking and smoking dank last night, not much to do. Maybe I'll go take a shower. *lol* I'm getting an average of 10 stars on my mp3 page. I'm doing something right. I think. So, inswer to those who've emailed me with "what Do you listen to?", I've decided to list songs I'm listening to on my Windows Media Player:

Korn: All In The Family
Limp Biscuit: Rollin' (urban assault mix)
Cypress Hill and Roni Size: Child of the West
Tori Amos: Crucify
A Perfect Circle: 3 Libras
Portishead: Cowboys
Tricky: Christiansands
Public Enemy: Fight The Power
NWA and Aphrodite: Gangsta Gangsta (RMix)
Cleveland Lounge: Drowning (AK1200 mix)
Prong: Beg To Differ
Samhain: November-Coming-Fire
...and just about anything Sean Paul is putting out!

I've accepted a position at Sam Ash Music working in thier software/studio sales dept. Ugh! It's a job! That means bosses and shit. It's gonna be fun to see how long I last not speaking my mind!

yay! Boring old text.....
I'm feeling waaaaaay too lazy to HTMHell tonight. God, I tried to, and I still will, but not tonight. Got some pictures from the photographer/graphics designer who's doing my artwork. I could do it all myself, but this guy is pretty fuckin cool. A real Artist. I'll do my other album covers myself though. Others!??! Oh, did I mention I've completed an Ambient album and am nearly dont with The Murder King DnB album? I'm really really busy. Had to hold off on the Solo album, but I have to follow my Muse. After all, she really has done so very much for me. I'm going to edit my pictures inna minute and give the drum machines and samplers a rest. And I think I'll leave my website alone for awhile so I can create Images for a New Site I'm gonna have done by January 1st.

Busy boy, busy boy...

More late, when I finally get a Life!

FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK! Ugh! I got shit to do, but I'm stuck here! I guess I really shouldn't complain, but I'm such a whiny baby, I don't care. It's a Jewish holiday today, and frankly, I could care less. Thats the Theme of today for me, or so it seems. I tried to send this HTML newsletter thing that failed abysmally. Hyperlinks and text were spot-on, but the pictures didn't. I suck at this, but i keep on because I don't trust anybody else to do this for me. I knew being so self-involved was gonna be trouble. Well, at least I'm not screaming my own name out during sex. FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK! I have nothing to say to anybody today. I know I'm boring. On a brighter note, I have a photographer coming in to do a session for my website and album cover. Yippee! FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK! I use these products and I just thought I'd show you so I'd look all cool and stuff....thank you, now go away!

Back in Illinios, but not for long, I guess. My Mom is sick. She might die. I never imagined I'd outlive her. Or a world without her. I have no idea how to feel or act. I wanna feel something. Anything. But I don't. I'm walking through a gauzy film, and barely see a few inches in front of me. I hear voices, beeping, the clicking of pens...the sound of my Mothers respirater, with it's Vaderesque weezing. The sight of my Mother, tangled in tubing, wired to archiac machinery, grasping for a firm hold on Life, as Mortality ebbs away. It burns inside my memory, and resides just behind my eyes... There's this loudmouth fuck who's taken roost at my friend John's cybercafe. "Mr Gladhand" I think I'll call him. You know, when I see people like him, I feel old. I've known Mr. for what seems like centuries. Oh, I only just met this clown, but that's of small consequence. I've run into his kind over and over and over and over...I used to be disgusted with his sort, then openly hostile, but Time and Mileage have tempered these emotions into a kind of uncondescending pity of sorts. He's weak and craven, the way a beaten dog tucks his tail whilst bearing his teeth. Dangerous, if you bear your neck. But keep on top of him, and you'll have a nice lapdog, if you can stomach one. A backbiter for certain, but I am Old in a way that sees past this. I'm grateful I never was like that. I just don't know. I never know. That much, I DO know...Oh, it's all so confusing. I wish I had more to show my Mother than a bunch of stuff in the works. Butterflies are far more interesting than caterpillers. Please don't die, mommy. I have so much left to show you... Posted by mech/themurderking at 3:21 PM CDT Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post Sunday, 28 September 2003 It's a rainy ass Sunday. I'm on pure 100% Lj power. I notice that I lose my sense of humour when I'm on speed. I posted a RMix of Orbitals' "Halcyon+On+On" on my website. I really hope you guys like it. And lemmee know what you think of the HTML. I'm using a GUI to work on, then I sample the code... Ugh! Point is, I don't know enough about HTML to fill a midget condom. so I use a template to sorta cheat. Ah, well. Something new to learn I guess. I'm going to try posting a video for Right Now. (Not The ART version!!!) My Mom would fucking freak! And since she isn't leaving me with much, I figure I'm going to keep her around awhile. It's Sunday, I'm going to call her later. I'm Tired of shit. I'm not suicidal or anything, but I'm bored and strained. This album is taking things out of me. I can't explain it, but I listen to my rough drafts, and I feel naked. Is this honesty in songwriting? I see why people don't do it. But it IS the best sounding thing I've done. I also need a new picture. Please stop emailing me for a new one. I swear it's coming. I picked this font because it reminded me of a kidnappers ransom note. I'm kinda sad tonight. Maybe I'll go outside and get lost in the rain... <--------------------I need lots of this Posted by mech/themurderking at 7:00 PM CDT Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post Saturday, 27 September 2003 This is NOT a drill.......... This is a test for me to see how well this blog handles HTML. I'm going to link: This This This and This. This is ME. L. jason G... Really, I'm harmless:) This was just a test. In the event of an actual entry, this would be amusing and/or slightly shocking... Posted by mech/themurderking at 1:13 PM CDT Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post How much does a Holocaust? * I took some speed last night and it hasn't worn off yet. It makes me horny, and I'm around alot of girls in my line of work. I don't fuck around, but for the record: I think I've beat off like 15 times since I dropped. * I made this drink out of Red Bull, Monster, and Bawls called a Flashbang. It's tastey, but I'm not getting any sleep anytime soon. * It's the High Holidays if you are Jewish. My nephews are, and so is my "Dad" Lloyd. I feel like an asshole putting that in quotes, but you guys don't know our story. He was my Moms boyfriend for six years, and he raised me as a son, after a fashion. I love him, and want to take his last name, as his Mothers sons never had sons of their own. I would like to change my name legally to his. Although I would continue to use My given last name, my babies would bear his name. I'm not attached to the name i was given, as it was bequeathed to me by my biological father, who is, in no uncertain terms, a prick. Lloyd deserves a son to bear his name, and I would like to give him one before he dies. I love him very much. Maybe that's why I like women who have kids already. I thoroughly understand what it means to not have a Dad, and what it means to take on the sacred responsibility of Being There. Any man who loves a woman and not her kids really loves neither. Kids like me, and I like them back. I'm not hung up on having "my own". That's soooo 20th century. Your Family is wherever you find them. It starts with a promise: I will be there. * Met a complete bitch online last night. I'm glad I'm not the typical desperate male who would harbour a mass murderer if her bustline was a DD. I'm listening to her prattle for like, 20 minutes, and then, after this 20 page IM all about her stupid petty dogshit, she says "You're nice. Can I call you?" "Lemmee see....mmmmmmmmm...No!" I told her to never IM me and DO NOT Visit my website (too late on that) I took a petty satisfaction in telling her what an Ass she was. She wasn't used to hearing that, but it's a biiiig world out there. Take a look at her here: http://profiles.yahoo.com/lakefront_chick Cute, but I've had better. * I need chicken soup and sleep * Did I mention I'm really fucking horny? Posted by mech/themurderking at 12:02 PM CDT Updated: Saturday, 27 September 2003 12:01 PM CDT Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post Monday, 22 September 2003 Hot-buttered peas for the ill-at-ease... I'm eating a Jimmy Johns sandwich. It's pretty good, but nobody feeds you like Man anymore. The Day can't seem to decide whether it's to be rainy and dark, or cool and sunny. I like both, so I couldn't care either way. **A skateboarders wheels can be heard as they telegraph the arrival of Andy, this kid who's going to do a VHS-to-CDROM transfer for me.** Andy: "Hey dude. Got the tapes?" Me: (through a mouthful of Jimmy Johns) Um....shit! No dude." Andy: "Alright man, it's on you. When will you have them?" Me: "An hour and a half, is that cool?" Andy: "yeah, whatever." **Andy hits the deck, and peels out the door. I'm stuffed, and feeling stupid that He's caring more about my stupid DVD more than I do. God, I suck.** I'm drinking water like crazy. Man doth not live on Red Bull alone. This girl (xxxx) was in here earlier. You could say I had a thing for her over the summer. She liked me too. A little young for me, but I thought she was neat. We never even kissed, but I held her alot. I remember the last time I held her. It was raining and I was walking her to this cafe on the corner here. We were waiting under this eaves when I just held her close to me. The rain came down in sheets, and tucked us into our own little corner of the night. We never even kissed, but still tremble at the thought of it. It's months later now, and she has other concerns. School, work, dating new guys, I dunno. The Summer is leaving, and it's taking her away with it. I saw her today, and although I always wish the very best for her, I still feel the very sharp abscess of where she once resided in Me. But, if I live a good life, and die well......maybe I'll meet her again, in the rain, somewhere out there... Posted by mech/themurderking at 3:48 PM CDT Updated: Monday, 22 September 2003 5:08 PM CDT Post Comment | View Comments (1) | Permalink | Share This Post Newer | Latest | Older