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its been ten months and it just gets worse...

falling for you was the easy thing to do.
if only somehow I could make you hang around.

today I made you a mix tape
to say exactly how I feel inside
and make you feel it to.
these are the songs that make me smile
and cry myself to sleep at night
when I'm lying without you.

I love you more than I ever loved anyone before

hey silly boy I'm begging you.
all of these songs they remind me of you
I hope that you like this song

im growing up again
im learning to accept that all good things
must come to an end
I'm growing up again...
I'm trying to understand what it's like
To let go of a friend.

heres to you my best friend
just wanna say that i miss having you around
im staring at your pictures
and dreaming that i could hold your hand
we'd walk down to the ocean
and i would right your name in the sand
they say sometimes you need some time apart
but i'v got a bad case of broken heart
you're the only one thats got the cure
and i cant live another day
without seeing you smile

and the truth
is you could slit my throat
and with my one last gasping breath
i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

your comfort on my mind
and your with me all the time
in lots of feelings that i cant explain

i know you dont believe you mean this much to me
but i promise you that i do
if i had one wish this is what it would be
i'd ask you to spend all your time with me
and we'd be together forever

tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and, so alone
the worst is over, you can have
the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling
that we won't give up

here we lay again on two seperate beds
riding phone lines to hear a familiar voice
and pictures drawn from memory
we reflect on miscommunications
and misunderstandings
and missing eachother too
much to without you let go
we turn our music down
and we whisper
say what your thinkin right now

tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and, so alone
the worst is over, you can have
the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling
that we won't give up

jumping to conclusions
made me fall away from you
i'm so glad that the truth
has brought back together me and you
we'r sitting on the ground
and we whisper say what your thinkn out loud

tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and, so alone
the worst is over, you can have
the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling
that we won't give up

we turn our music down
and we whisper
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
we turn our music down
we're sitting on the ground
the next time i'm in town
we will kiss boy

tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and, so alone
the worst is over, you can have
the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling
that we won't
feel that we can't
we're not ready to give up
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling
that we won't give up

back at school they never taught us
what we needed to know
like how to deal with despair
or someone breaking your hear

as if it happening wasn't enough
i had to go and write a song
just to remind myself how bad it sucked

This air is contagious
no one can save us
nothing this good could ever last
and tonight is a drug
that I won't give up,
this is my favorite addiction

I can't explain
what made me stay
I fall into the same mistakes
like all good things
they never last
the past is past

I'd rather be drowning
than swimming away
that's something that will never change
I swallow regret
and hope for the best
if this is all that i can do

this is why I never try
to make it seem we shouldn't leave
this is why I never try

this air is contagious
no one can save us
but I wait

I must confess, I'm not impressed
there's nothing worse than losing you
I must confess
I'm not the same like all good things

days swiftly come and go
i'm dreaming of him
he's seeing other girl
emotions they stir
the sun is gone.
the nights are long
and I am left while the tears fall.

did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
i'll find someone new

Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
my heart is crushed by a former love
can you help me find a way
to carry on again.

when everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted

why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?

I woke up from this dream to find that I was sleeping
So I went back to sleep and I dreamed I was awake.
I locked myself inside but you were on the outside
I stood outside and watched but I couldn't let you in.

..im sick of lying about not thinking of you

..nothing could go wrong anytime that I'm with you

Today I woke up alone wishing you were here with me
I wanted us to be something that we'd probably never be

don't you understand that what I say is true?
I just want you to know I have a major crush on you

I only wish that this could be Just dump your
boyfriend and go out with me

got out of bed today
i'm in love what can i say?

just cause things aren't wut they seem
it doesn't mean you shudnt dream
just dont get ur hopes too high
cause when things don't turn out right
your world comes crashing down

We agreed that it was over
Now the lines have all been drawn
The vows we made
Began to fade
But now they're gone

Put your pictures in a shoebox
And my gold ring in a drawer
I'm not supposed to love you anymore

Now, Sherry says she's jealous
Of this freedom that I've found
If she were me
She would be
Out on the town
And she says she can't imagine
What on earth I'm waitin' for
I'm not supposed to love you anymore

Oh, I shouldn't care or wonder where
And how you are
But I can't hide
This hurt inside
My broken heart
I'm fightin' back emotions
That I've never fought before
'Cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore

Now I'm writin' you this letter
And it's killin' me tonight
That I agreed when you believed
It wasn't right

And I couldn't sleep up on the bed
So I'm down here on the floor
Where I'm not supposed to love you anymore

..you're still the one...

There's a light
A certain kind of light
That never shone on me
I want my life to be
To live with you

There's a way
Everybody's sayin
To do each and every little thing
But what does it mean
If I ain't got you

Baby you don't know what it's like
Oh no you don't know what it's like
To love somebody
To love somebody
The way I love you

I can tell my life was life changing
Since the minute I met you
And if I stop, ever thinking of you,
I’ll probably choke on the words I never said
If I stop, ever thinking of you
I will bury my heart and fall back in my bed
And what a sight that’ll be

don't it always seem to go
that you dont know what you got til its gone

you're a touch overrated..
im in love, and i hate it

It's been so long
I should just move on
There's other fish in the sea
But I keep hoping that you'll swim back to me

I keep hoping you'll swim back home to me
I'm just glad I got a chance to know you
You'll forever be the one that got away

Every time I see him smile that smile
I think that maybe he had saved that one for me
Then I realize that I'm going crazy
Or maybe it's just my imagination working overtime
On a guy that's gonna break my heart
..madly in love with a guy thats gonna break my heart

Still the days and the weeks and the hours go by
and the minutes they just fade away
And I'm missing you every second in time
And it hurts cause you're so far away
All tears that I cry when you're not by my side
And those nights I dream of kissing you goodnight
Are on my mind

If I could tell you one thing
Then I'd tell you everything
I'd probably say that you've been on my mind

And now I think that you should know
That you've got everything
That I've wanted for so damn long

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder.
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could jst see you tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder if you ever think of me

Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your precious memories
And I don't want to let you know
I drown in your memory
I don't want to let this go

These break-up songs make sense again
And i really wish they didn't.
Sinatra's singing summer wind
And i'm thinking of the night we met.
Just one last time
Can i hear you say?
"You're my little boy
I never want you to go away"
Where are you?
Please believe in me.
I'm not hanging up the phone
'til i hear you say,
"I love you.
I need you near."
Just give me one last chance
And i'll never let you down again.
Oh and what i wouldn't give
Just to kiss your lips again
To hold your hand next to my heart
And wake up with you in our apartment.
Just one last time
Can i call you my sweetheart?
My best friend
Why do all good things come to an end.

stars are out tonight
and you're the brightest one shining in my sky.

will you be my best friend
if I offer you my heart?
'cause it's already yours.

I've saved..
a thousand other memories of you.

I'm commited to insecurity and you.
and love is overated.
it leaves you devistated
heart ripped in two

but still I need you here, whats new?

so long my friend, don't say goodbye
just give me one last kiss beneath this glowing sky.
we'll go walking through the park
and hang out in the rain.
tell a joke and watch me smile
as we drink away the day.

and know the next time that you
make a wish upon a star
I'll be wishing on the same one that you do
and every night I'm all alone
in some burn out highway town
I'll be thinking of the day that I met you.

hello again, it's been to long.
what happened to our love
since the last time I was gone?

I detach myself again
and lose something everytime.
the solutions in the problem
temporarily alright.

and know the next time that you
make a wish upon a star
that sometimes it might actually come true.
our conversation can't consist of hello and goodbye
and the silence between saying I love you.
and sometimes I wonder 'bout that too.

You're better off without her, don't call her...

And I'm still here waiting there
To catch you if you fall.
I don't know why I care so much
When I shouldn't care at all.

Why do I never seem to learn?
That love is wrong and girls are fucking evil.

I heard your voice again today
I'm scarred by all the lies that were once promises you'd made.
I lie in bed awake at night
And wonder what went wrong or even more just what went right.

..but you say i'm just a friend

I hear you're taking the town again
Having a good time.
With all your good time friends.
I don't think that you think of me.
You're on your own now.
And I'm alone and free.
I know that I should get on with my life.
But a life lived with out you could never be right.

As long as the stars shine down from the heavens.
Long as the rivers run to the sea.
I'll never get over you gettin' over me.

I try to smile so the hurt won't show.
Tell everybody
That I was glad to see you go.
But the tears just won't go away
Lonliness found me.
Looks like it's here to stay.
I know that I ought to find someone new.
But all I find is myself always thinkin' of you.

As long as the stars shine down from the heavens.
Long as the rivers run to the sea.
I'll never get over you gettin' over me.

No matter what I do.
Each night's a lifetime to live through.
I can't go on like this.
You're the only one I ever loved

And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens.
Long as the rivers run to the sea.
I'll never get over you gettin' over me.

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

as the days go by it seems that i
love you more than i did the day before

if it was up to me...i'd never have to miss you*

i want to save you
i need you
to save me to

Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
Washed away a dream of you
But nothing else could ever take you away
'Cause you'll always be my dream come true
Oh my darling, I love you

Even though I feel alone inside,
sometimes I find it hard to hide.
It's hard to keep my feelings in,
I just wanna express myself again.
I'm gonna speak my mind.
You should speak your mind
I wonder how I'll tell you how I feel,
and how do I know if this feeling's really real?
I don't understand the reasons why instead of
speaking your mind you don't even try...
you don't even care.

I really wanna call you, but I know that it's not right.
I probably shouldn't tell you but I dreamed of you last night.
I guess I'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again
Until next time that she goes away.

You told me that you loved me, I started tearing down those walls.
I really started to trust you but you set me up to take the fall.
I guess I'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again

Until next time that she goes away.

I guess that I'm wrong for falling in love,
But you're still the one that I'm dreaming of.
I guess that it's you I want to hold onto,
But you're holding onto someone else.

..I quit pretending you were in love with me

my days are cold without you
but im hurtn while im with you

As I sit here all alone,
I wonder how I'm suppose to carry on when you're gone.
I'll never be the same without you,
I love you more then you will ever know.

So maybe now you finally know.
Sometimes we're helpless and alone,
But you can let it keep you weighted down.
You must go on.

And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the girls of summer have gone

Now I don't understand what happened to our love
But babe, I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of

I thought I knew what love was
What did I know?
Those days are gone forever
I should just let them go but-

If only i had more time, I'd take you where you wanted to go.
It isn't the same without you here.
If only I had one wish, I'd want a million tillion lifetimes
that I could spend with you...
Fall in love with you again and again.

now looking back it was made for me and you.

yeah, I know I don't deserve you..

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
And I'd do anything for you

I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you

Oh, I can't help myself
I love you and nobody else

I need you
More than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up, oh
Don't break my heart

i'll always love you forever..