Maybe you know how I feel.
Just rip these words from my throat
I'm done speaking.
I'm done trying to explain,
My dress ripped my dreams gone
I've lost Him to the world again.
I've finally lost Him.

Slap these tears right off my face
He doesn't know.
He only knows pain,
He doesn't know how to explain
what this feels like.
Its a fucking game to Him now.

IF ONLY I COULD EXPLAIN
WHAT THIS REALLY FEELS LIKE.

Go ahead,
beat this smile off my face.
He knows exactly what I feel like...
if I could just hold Him,
one more time,
this would be lost,
and our tears would dry.
But He wont let me.
NOT THIS FUCKING TIME.

Love is a word sometimes
I wish I never knew.