Look at Me... Who Do You See?
Look at me... Who do you see?

"L o o k .. a t .. m e .. n o w,
I m .. b r o k e n,
I n h e r i t .. m y .. l i f e."
One Winged Angel
Memorial in Washington D.C...

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So this is my site...

So this site exists because I guess I always used to feel like no one really knew who I was. So I wanted people to be able to realize who I really am. I guess you can't 'know' me by reading about me, but you can definetly learn.

So, do you want to learn?

My name is Margaret Mary Cahill, but people call me Maggie. I have a million nicknames [mags, mag, magsamillion, magret, margaret, maggo, maggus, magger, magpie...] but who cares. Right? I go to Falmouth High School, and I guess it's okay. I love writing, it lets me let my feelings out. Which helps me a lot. I write mostly poetry and songs, but I write stories too, I am starting a book. But I also love singing and drawing. I like the rain, im not sure why, but I just like being outside when it rains. I love being lazy and just laying around and watching movies, my favorites being: The Crow, Ice Age, Gone in 60 seconds, Donnie darko, boondock saints, the matrix, lotr, star wars, and resivour dogs. I love listening to, writing, and singing along to music. my favorite band of all time is The Goo Goo Dolls. But I also love: 311, trapt, rage, eminem, tool, and a perfect circle. I like reading, I like the book redwall, and a tale of two cities. I play the keyboard, or at least try. I guess you could say I am alright, I have been teaching myself. I play DDR, and I think I'm pretty damn good, I suppose people would agree with me. I think its fun. I like going bowling too, although im not that great, but I have fun with it. I also like hanging around with my friends, mostly my two best friends, [Beckie and Joe]
I have the BEST friends in the world, they have been here for me through all the shit I have been through. So heres an 'I love you' to the ones who have been here the most, Beckie an Joe. All my other friends though have been here for me too, so thanks to Roy, Chris, Reuben, Caitlyn, Nikki, Jess, Dan!, Greg, Gen, Mallory, Josh, Jason, Shandra... and anyone else!
I guess if I had to describe myself, I'd say I was fun, shy, loving, creative, and unique. Although everyone calls themself unique, so I guess in a way we are all the same. I am REALLY shy when you first meet me, I am not one to open up to new people quickly. but once you know me, I am pretty damn crazy. [ask beckie] I think I am fun because I am almost always up for what people want to do, and I just like to have a good time. I have a big heart, or so people tell me. My mom says you can see it when I smile, haha. But I think I am pretty loving. Everyone tells me I am creative,and I think I am as well. I love to write, sing, and draw. I'm just all kinds of creative! I guess I would say I am unique because no two people are exactly alike in every aspect. I have my own ideas and my own beliefs, thus making me unique. I guess that's all I really have to say.

This is me and my best friend Beckie on the left. We have been through so much together, and no matter how long we dont see eachother for, we never grow apart. She is the best friend I could ever ask for! I Love You beckie!!
[and yes, I know I look goofy.]

"Some friends become enemies,
Some friends become your family,
Make the best with what your given,
This aint dyin' this is livin!"

[Be Happy!]

"And I'd give up forever to touch you,
Cause I know that you'd feel me somehow,
You're the closest to heaven
that I'll ever be,
And I don't want to go home right now..."

Boondock Saints.. The Best Movie Ever..

The Boondock Saints Speech

'Everything I have in me
Is so in love with you.'

Its funny how things change... You think you know everything you want and you think you know where your life is going. And BANG, things change just like that. I never believed things could hurt so much in my life, and I never believed I would have the power to let go of anything I have held onto for so long. But I suppose we live this lfie to change and be changed, and we look for new things and we try to live in happiness. I guess it's time to look out for myself instead of holding onto you.
The world will change
And this broken heart will fade.

It doesn't interest me what you do for a living, I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.

It doesnt interest me what planets are squaring your moon, I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by lifes betrayals, or, have become shrivelled and closed from fear or further pain.

I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.

I want to know if you can eb with joy, mine or your own. If you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of our toes, without cautioning us to be careful, realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human.

It doesnt interest me if the story you are telling me is true.I want to know if you can disappoint another, to be true to yourself. If you can bear the accusation of betrayal, and not betray your own soul.

I want to know if you can be faithful and therefore be trustworthy, I want to know if you can see beauty, even if its not pretty everyday, and, if you can source your life from gods presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and stil lstand on the edge of a silver lake, and shout to the silver moon, yes!

It doesnt interest me to know where you live, and how much money you have. I want to know if you can get upafter a night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done for the children.

It doesnt interest me who you are or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the bire with me, and not shrink back.

It doesnt interest me where, or what or with whom you have studied, I want to know what sutains you from the inside, when all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself, and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.

I want to tell my closest friends what you mean to me, so here i go

Beckie: You are my best friend in the world, and honestly I dont know what i would do without you. You can make me smile, laugh, even cry. but sometimes thats just what I need. We have been through hell together, and i made it through because of you. We have also had some of the best times! "hungry man vs. boston market" remember that? hilarious. And looking at pauls ass, lol. there is so much stuff i could write that makes me smile or laugh that has happened with you, but i think you remember most of it. so just thanks for always being there, i love you hunnie. and dont forget im having your babies! 200! I LOVE YOU.

Joe: I don't know what to say to you anymore. I used to really believe we would be together forever, and I do still love you. But I suppose the road stops here.
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
You know how I feel. But the world does change, and this broken heart will fade. I am sorry this is the way it is, but Im done crying. It's time to do the impossible.

Gen: although ive lost you yet again to the hard corners of life, you will always be my friend. because you were there when i needed you. i hope you and mitch make your relationship better.... i hate seeing you sad and mad all the time. i love you.

Josh: Joshua! So me and you became like best friends over night, lol. And you are better than me at ddr, just admit it. lol. although I can beat max 300 and standard and YOU CANT. and what now i can beat dynamite rave on heavy so you got nothin! But thats okay. Im so glad you are my friend still and i hope we stay friends.

ROY: HI ROY!! lol you are great =) thats all i have to say i guess... bye bye.

all my other friends mean a lot to me too. But these are the ones who have been here for me and are here for me now. thanks to everyone who has been here for me at one time.

Dancing in the Snow

I dreamt of you once, I remember
It was so long ago
It was set... mid November
We were dancing in the snow

My world spun round
The trees passed by
Nothing could compare to you and I
...As we danced

You held me closely
And looked into my eyes
There was so much I began to realize
...As we danced

I wished that we could dance forever
Just you and I alone
Stay there in mid November
Just dancing in the snow

You kissed me softly
And gently spoke
But suddenly my mind awoke
...As we danced

I wished to dream
Wanted to dance one last time
But nothing could bring you back to my mind
...As we danced

I dreamt of you once, I remember
It was so long ago
I've found you now, please stay forever
We were dancing in the snow
*Maggie Cahill*

Shes praying to Jesus. Shes pulling the trigger.

Myths of Reality...

FAMILIARITY, the first myth of reality: What you know the best, you observe the least.

DEVOTION, the second myth of reality: The faithful are most hurt by the objects of their faith.

CONVICTION, the third myth of reality: Only those who seek the truth can be deceived.

FELLOWSHIP, the fourth myth of reality: As the tides of war shift, so do loyalties.

TRUST, the fifth myth of reality: Every truth holds the seed of betrayal.

And when its all over, at the end of the day, your still gonna have to look at yourself in that mirror.
Will you see who you want to see...?