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You know what's great? Never being over something. Or someone. Even if it's been close to a year that you've been without that person. But hey, 365 days just fly by when you want what you can't have. Especially if you can convince yourself that you're fine. It's so easy to believe it. "Hey, I'm cool. I'm moving on. That whole mess doesn't bother me anymore. Hey, look at this girl over here. She's cute, I'll talk to her." Don't worry though. No matter how happy you think you are, you're always just one minor event away from becoming a raging emotional freak. And then you realize how life is a full circle, and that no matter how hard you try, you'll always end up right back where you were.

You know what else is freakin terrific? Spending 3 years with a person, then having them not talk you. Well perhaps that isn't a complete truth. After all, there's always the occasional "Hi" or mumble in my general direction when we see each other, but that's about it. This is what best friends do, though. I can't tell you how many times I've told people, "Hey man, I still like you. You've become my best friend. So, naturally, I'm gonna start ignoring you now. But I still care." Friendship, ain't it grand?

One more thing that's just spiffy as all hell. Realizing you are a inconsequential waste of space. Nothing like being easy to forget. It's awesome, cause then you don't even have to try to make friends. What's the point, everyone forgets about you anyway. But why would they even remember? It's not like your anything special. You get up, go to work, come home... that's about it. Ever now and then you could try to take an interest in something, but that won't last long, and then you'll be right back to where you started from. This is such a fun circle. And as for personality, well, you can be funny, but that's about it. Don't try talking to people and being serious, that's not your thing. Fuck this entry. Fuck this life. I want to be done with both.