(Sank-Yo "TheChineseRiceBoyee" << meebadboi~ ~  lol~ fo da songz ~ill put it up nex time~* and thaNk yOu Sunil fo diz song "Only Hope","Everytime" and "Where's The Love" >///< UR dUper nicesT~!) nEwayz lol back to >> ~jiNgle bellz, jingle bellz ~~ jingle all da way~ o wat fun it is to ride on a~~ on a~~i fogot... -___________-lll  hmm BUT WEN ish chRistmas cOming~~??!!...12/25 i kno..-__- ...lately ish been so *scratch heads* hmm cold, buh i like it~~ i wish it waz colder, caz I WANT TO WEAR BIG FAT COATS and and and and i dunno scarfs, hats, mittens, sweaters, jackets, and go walking LIKE a BIG PUFF BALL on da streetz  heehee~~ so fuNNi i lub da coool weather at nite ish so fresh and I WANT TO GO CHRISTMAS >WINDOW<-shopIng~~~ *sigh and YAY wen da T.V. startz putting ChristMAs COMMERCIALz and CHRISTMAS MOVIEZ yAY~~~ *sigh buh durz stil another long LONG month *Sigh~~ so long~~~ OooOoh~im not goin to make anotha entri, I HopE, until cHRismtas eve. or CHRISTMAS Or CHRistmas breAk until then *88~->.^y-

                            [[ P u D D i n G ]]

>///<~~November 1st~!!~~Christmas iSH NEAR~~~!!! >///< I can't wait fo da christmas litez, christmaz decorationz,  christmas treez, da snow, and da mountain tip'z wite snow, and FAKE Santa Clauzez~~(i can wait to pull his fake beared hehee) and "real" Santaz of coz (buh im stil gonna  be checkn if ish a real beard), and christmas windo-shopin <<yes windowshoping, and nice cool air at nite~~ I CAnT wait~! buh ish gonna b so hard to get up n da morning caz ish soo coldd~~wel~~I CAN't WaiT fo da>> HOT COCOA~~~!! I lub da Christmas spirit~~!! AND I LUB CHOCOLATTE~~and im reday fo CHRISTMAS~!

...I was grounded this week for sleeping too late T~T...sometimes late like 1:00am-4:00am or maybe even 5:00am-6:00am, or not sleeping at all......I have a problem falling asleep...   I just can't fall asleep unless there was a day that can completely drained the strength out of me.  Well, I was studying for my history test on Monday around 12:00 and my dad got so mad at me, Oh! I mean real mad  so scary.  Actually, I'm glad that they grounded and yelled at me because they really care for me and I really need to get more sleep or else I won't be healthy and won't grow...maybe that's why I'm so short.  I've been having this bad sleeping late habit for almost 4 years.  (I stll sleep of course, it's just that I sleep TOO late)  Haha yesterday my mom caught me reading my book AGAIN (more than 50 times) around 1:00am...and said, "You're grounded again T~T."  I said, "Ok," and tucked myself back into my bed.       = ="....yup just like that, mind you my mom's face was fierce *tremble*  And then I would day or more like nightdream about the story I just read and fall nicely asleep.  I love reading.  *Sigh* just when I thought I would be free, I was grounded again.  This Monday was my first time I ever heard them officially saying "You're grounded."  Most of the time they just say if you do that again I'm taking you're lamp away or your door or just yell and yell and yell, lol no not yell yell yell, it seemed more like it  that's all, and I would just be all quiet till they finish.  What am I doing so late you say?  Reading.  I love reading or listening to music (ear phone) to make myself fall asleep (at least Im trying...a bit ~><~).  For some reason I don't read alot in school.  But at mid-night, where I don't have to do homework, worry about eating, doing anything, and most of all no one to bother me.  At school I can't concentrate.  I just want to hang out with my friends.  When I come home I have to sometimes go out with friends, then homework, chinese, xcersise, eat, shower.  So I don't know. I don't have time.  Or maybe cause I move too slow.  I'm trying to change this BAD BAD BAD habit for my own good but it's so hard.    Ah~! I got to go downstair because Trix is down my garage waiting for me.  88~

                        [[ grounded ]] [[ fo ]] [[ life ]] [[ BoBa ]]    

bad day~ LOl heh  ishoK~ ill juz stoMp back out of my lil'hole and live my life...wiTH smileZ~~~  heehee  tAnk ya AMY T. fo cHeerN' me up >< i dun kno wat i would do witout ya dur fo me dat day~ 

                                       [[ BoBa ]]

QUESTIONZ

Have you ever... 01. Fallen for a friend? no
02. Made out with JUST a friend? no
03. Rejected someone? no
04. Been in love? no i wish~ ->.<-                                 
05. Been in lust? *chokez
06. Used someone? tas a beri bad ding to do
07. Been used? *scratch headz* ppl say i hav ben haha
08. Cheated on someone? i dun flow that way
09. Been cheated on? i dunno haha
10. Been kissed?  never n a real way                           
11. Done something you regret? yez alot

Who was the last person... 12. You touched? myself *scratch *scratch               
13. You talked to? mommy and lil' bro
14. You hugged? mommy
15. You instant messaged? jenny (Ur Da best)
16. You kissed? janet'z cat
18. You yelled at? myself
19. You laughed with? jenny (ur  a Great wonderful cheer n'up friend, im glad i met ya diz summa)
20. You had a crush on? bad memori *snif*snif
21. Who broke your heart? *criez 

Do you... 22. Color your hair? nope 
23. Have tattoos? nope
24. Piercings? yup one on each ear
25. Have a boyfriend? flow'n single
26. Floss daily? of coz...ok mayb sumtymz i foget
27. Own a webcam? nope
28. Ever get off the damn computer? yez                                                   29. Sprechen sie deutsche?  nope -^^-
30. Habla espanol?  nope -^^-

Have you/do you/do you have... 40. Considered a life of crime? of coz no
41. Considered being a hooker? too scary
42. Considered being a pimp? too scary to b in a crowd of boiz                                                                
43. Are you psycho? yez...no..yez...no...                     
44. Split personalities? yes                                          
45. Schizophrenic? hah?
46. Obsessive? mayb                                                    
47. Obsessive compulsive? hah?
48. Panic? haha yez til i cry haha, no sumtymz im calm too
50. Depressed? yez lately
51. Suicidal? no, i dun wanna runaway fom problemz but a vacation would do -><-
52. Obsessed with hate?  nope
53. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? no, but itz scary to *tremble                               
54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? hah?? o! no
56. What would you be doing? watchin da sunset at da beach w/ somone very very special -><-
58. What are you listening to? *whoosh* da wind fom my window
59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? huh?                                                                                   
60. Chicken or fish? fish, chickenz yummy but fish makez u smarter
61. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be? no lame animalz, i juz lov kittiez or puppiez

Current...
Current Clothes: grey t-shirt & blu jean shortz      
Current Mood: tired, wanna hurri and finish diz
Current Music: *whoosh* wind                            
Current Taste: chocolat~*droolz
Current Hair: down lyk alwayz
Current Annoyance: book report                              
Current Smell: cool sunshower
Current thing I ought to be doing: book report
Current Desktop Picture: um island w/ palm treez, boatz, beautiful cloudz, and blu blu sea
Current Favorite Group: non
Current Book: bloody jack & the house on mango street 
Current DVD In Player: notin
Current Refreshment: a bath,i wish
Current Worry: *ruffle headz* alot alot ALOT   
Current Crush: no one and havnt fo 2 1/2 yearz
Current Favorite Celebrity: non

ARE YOU...
Understanding: can b...                                           
Open-minded: yez and no
Arrogant: terz notin fo me to b arrogant about                               
Insecure: i gues.                                                                          Interesting: haha im kind of, no im a VERY dull person (seriously) i can't even make a good conversation without scratching my head
A lil hungry: nope
Friendly: u tell me
Smart: *scratch headz
Moody: yes
Childish: can b and caNOt b 
Hard working: yez                                       
Organized: yez
Emotionally Stable: ...iunno
Shy: yez                               
Difficult: yes                            
Bored Easily: sumtymz yez sumtymz no caz dingz amuzez me ^^
Thirsty: COLD ice water pleaze
Responsible: yez  
Happy: not really...
Trusting: ppl say i trust too much...T~T                                              
Unique: evryone iz unique
Lonely: i guess...

On Dating... Long or short hair? short
Dark or blond hair? dark
Tall or short? haha alot taller than me...im veri short...5'0 i dink *snif *snif
Pretty but dumb or Ok looking but smart? smart                                                                            
Light skinned or dark? n between
Pierced or no? im ok w/ nE
Freckles or none? non                                            
Skinny or pudgy? not skinny and not pudgy, a slight built                                                                          
Thuggish or sporty type? both, not too much of anything

On preferences... Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? summa fo chocolat milk winta fo hot cholat milk
McDonalds or Burger King? put a smile on put a smile on everybody come on~                                                                            
Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? highschool swtheart~~~actually tat answer iz hard to answer caz i havnt luv yet and relly dpends                                                                            
Sweet or sour? both                                                    
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? nE Sappy/action/comedy/horror? i lyk all  wel i dink i dun lik to watch horror  xpecially ol by myself !! too scary! by da way waz sappy?                                             
Cats or dogs? botH, meow , Ruff~                               
Ocean or Pool? both
Cooler Ranch or Nacho Cheesier? BOTH
Mud or Jell-O wrestling?  jello wresting. it seems fun
With or without ice-cubes? with ice *crunch*crunch                                                                      
Shine or rain?  lov tem both Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? ALL~~~~!!~I Luv Ol seasonz
Vanilla or Chocolate? chocolat~~~*crave fo chocolat
Snowboarding or skiing? snowboarding wel i wana tri both
Cake or cookies? i lyk both
Cereal or toast? i lyk both
Gloves or mittens? how nice fo winta
Eyes open or closed? closed when im asleep .. open wen im awake? *scratchheads                                                                                            Fly or breathe under water? both 
Bunk-bed or waterbed? waterbed
Chewing gum or hard candy?  uhmm both.