Ugh.
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Greenday "Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"
Alright. I'm a freakin' wreck. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm sick and tired of being so upset all the time. I need to do SOMETHING. I get upset now over the stupidest, littlest things. And I need to quit. I'm treating my family like shit, and half the time they don't deserve it (or maybe some of them do). I hide all my feelings at school pretty much and then when I get home, I just blow up.. I can't help it. Some people just make me feel so damn unwanted and I don't want to yell at them because I want them to continue liking me and not hate my damn guts. I should just give up. But I don't want to and that's so stupid of me. I can't stay sad forever. I need to lighten up, and I will, eventually. I know there's people out there that DO care about me and I need to give them more gratitude. I'm trying.. Just give me time. Sorry if this all doesn't make much sense. I was rambling on about everything and changing subjects a lot. Oh well. You guys get the point.