The abundant intercourse in the beginning got less and less until she had me begging for it. When it happened it was only after I had earned it by having been very obedient. Sometimes sex was a reward after I had spent a day doing housework and sometimes after I had submitted willingly to her sessions of discipline and torture. Eventually she stopped sex with me altogether and she just let me masturbate and then only in front of her. She enjoyed seeing me lick up my own cum from the floor or from her hand on the rare occasion that she helped me. Such masturbation was rarely without pain, to my balls or nipples or with her cane since she had decided that I should not get too much enjoyment out of it…

When she had no work for me to do around the house, she used me as her pet, having me on the floor at her feet or doing tricks, wearing collar and leash. In order to further humiliate me she had me also wear a bra and panties quite often, but for the rest I was normally naked in the house. I was not allowed to speak without permission or even look at her. Mostly I used a note pad to write down what I needed to say, except when she had me tied up and then only for urgent things. She found, that I rarely had anything to utter that was of any interest. 

All this started out as play, but over time I grew used to it and it became rather normal for me to worship her, be degraded and i accepted her control gratefully. 

She eventually dismissed me for reasons that she did not say and ever since, I regard women as superiors that I like to obey at the snap of a finger.