STILL!

Still I fail to medicate myself

Still I continue to devastate myself

By doing what I know to be a sin

Have I been given a guarantee that in the end

I will win?

Just because I’m still alive and have an easy living

Doesn’t mean that I’ve been forgiven.

Yes I’m still alive, but how can I expect to survive

Life in the displeasure of Allah!?

I say I “love Allah”, but does Allah love me?

Let’s see, just how real is this so-called

“Spirituality” that you profess to possess

But when you’re alone you digress and don’t confess!

Thought that you could fool ‘em with that beard

And that hijab

Not realizing that at your own heart you have

Taken the deepest stab.

Thought that you could fool them with that thaub

And veil over your face!

How dumb you must have looked in front of the One

Who’s knowledge, hearing and sight pentrate every place!

Why do you fel so secure that Allah is going to forgive you

Everytime?

Do you really feel secure as you drive home from

The scene of your crime?

How do you know the wrath and punishment of Allah

Isn’t waiting for you around the corner?

Don’t you know that the Angel of Death stikes without

A warner?!

How long do I think I have to make things right?

By Allah! If I knew the reality of my sins,

I couldn’t sleep at night!

Afraid of closing my eyes from fear

Of dying in my sleep!

Only to wake up in a grave so dark, lonely and deep!

-Who’s your Lord? my own desires...

-Who’s your Prophet? my own desires...

-What’s your religion? following my own desires...

-Well welcome to the Fire! -Welcome to the fire!!

What an awful place to retire!

By: Aaron ‘Br.Haroon’ Sellars