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This is one of the incessant ramblings but due to its special nature and meaning it has been given its own page... enjoy.
*~this page is dedicated to my demons & my late uncle: Russel Privett, Sr.~*

at the end you are the light. the best of them all. a fight to the finish is the reason so many live.But what is this "finish"?Is it death?Is it another life?OR have we even been born yet & this "finish" is the moment the good doc hangs us upside down & slaps our ass?what if this "life" we are living now is only an elaborite dream?How would we know?If we are still in the woumb of our mothers, then what are we seeing?Is it a dream?Is any of this real?...thats the problem!Can't you see it?we'll NEVER know if any of this is real.does that spark ANY question in you?ANSWER ME DAMN IT! DOES IT?Do what you love in this "life"!don't follow orders!think for yourself and doubt the statistics!Ask questions and don't be afraid to contradict someone!Authority is only in place to supress genius!Don't let the doubt's of your mind ruin this pre-life dream!Live how you want, doing what you wish to do, & "die"/be born doing what you love!My uncle lived by the sea and died by the sea!He lived his life doing what he wanted to do & he died doing what he loved!Even though he's gone, he lives!My heart sheds a tear for him and all my demons!for they cannot see the truth as I do.They may not be mainstream but, still swept away by the river thay are!Gabriel knows what I mean & agrees (I think).As the tear from my heats runs the ink on the paper I'm writing this on & I raise this pen to start the next letter, I realize that it was/is a dream after all.one we shall never wake up from.So the fight we are in, that fight to the finish is entirely usless.but in some way we need it to survive this life like dream.

…keep fighting…

In loving memory of Russel Privett, Sr. 1945-2000