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The current mood of rose240@hotmail.com at www.imood.com

 

It's been five and a half months since I've been here to update. I've been busy with Senior year and life in general. I update my journal pretty much everyday so read that for insight in my life. (If you care, that is.)

Here's a quick breakdown of the recent events since October 8:

My Marine friend made it out of boot camp and through his training. He's leaving for Japan VERY shortly and I'm broken up about it. I love him tremendously and I know that if this is what he wants then he needs to do it. But the problem is that I love him tremendously. :-) He turns my insides to jelly and makes me fel wonderful. But I won't be seeing him for over a year. School has been a pain in the ass because I want OUT. I'm 4th in the class for now and I'm getting my Gold Key in April. The school musical, Guys and Dolls is going on in 8 days. I'm "Aunt Arvide", complete with lines and one solo and one trio. My friend Amanda got the part of Adelaide that I wanted so much but because I love her so much and she's so wonderful at it I don't feel bad about not getting it. It's HER turn to shine. :-P I've had 2 romantic "liasions" since October, ending my self-proclaimed 'dry spell' that I'd had since July. While neither litte tryst was that involved or leading to anything in the future (though I wish that they were) it was still awesome and could happen again. My love for two other guys grows deeper everyday but I think that one is oblivious to my feelings and the other is a little caught up in his own life currently. Graduation in just about 2 months away. I'm going to Bethany in the fall. I'm on the search for a new job. I have a prom date and a dress just no real plans to go with it. I'm officially 18 and loving life, yet feeling lonely and insecure at other times. Welcome to the world of me.

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Last Updated on: October 8, 2001