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Friday, June 22nd, 2001
8:13 pm - I hate being figured out.
the personality test

Your view on yourself

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener; they'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girl/boyfriend you are looking for.

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship.

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love.

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you.

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important; find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success?

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Do not give up when you have not even started yet! Be courageous!

What are you most afraid of?

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self?

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

current mood: uncomfortable
current music: BAISER: "HOLE"

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5:15 am - The mind boggles.
Look at the prices:

http://cgi.ebay.com/aw-cgi/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=1438781217
http://cgi.ebay.com/aw-cgi/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=1438788490
http://cgi.ebay.com/aw-cgi/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=1438789481
http://cgi.ebay.com/aw-cgi/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=1438789823

Gee.. is it any surprise they didn't sell? ~smirks~ Granted I'd love to have all of them but there's no way in hell I'd be able to afford them at those prices.

current mood: amused
current music: X Japan: "Vanishing Love"

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Thursday, June 21st, 2001
4:50 pm - Well fuck me in the ass.
I can't believe some people are already freaking out about the name of Kamijo's new band, just because of "sodomy". Hello? Did you miss the bus to the 21st century? Makes me wonder how the hell they ever got past "Spread Beaver" if this is freaking them out. They're probably the same ones who couldn't take Dir en grey's "raison d'etre" video.

I have the sudden urge to do something very gay.

current mood: irritated
current music: JILS: "HOURS"

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4:21 pm - Hey DICK!
Okay.. I can understand getting spammed for porno sites.. I'm human and have a libido afterall. But penis-enlarging tablets? That makes me..

1. Think that's kinda mean.
2. Feel bad about myself.
3. Wonder how they knew about my phallic shortcomings in the first place.

current mood: thoughtful
current music: zilch: "electric cucumber"

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12:06 pm - You know you don't have a life when you post news about visual bands in your journal.
The news on Kamijo's new band was released today. ^^ It's called NEW SODMY.

This is the member lineup:

KAMIJO
MAYU
AYA (ex-Blue-B)
YOU (ex-Arege)
(no drummer)

Their website can be found here:
http://www.new-sodmy.com


And I made the mailing list for them.. please join if you're interested in Kamijo's new band. ^^
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/NewSodmy

current mood: sleepy
current music: X Japan: "Tears"

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Wednesday, June 20th, 2001
11:50 am - Okay.. I'm angry.
Some moron who never paid for the auction he won from me had the nerve to leave me negative feedback! I'll tell you the story.


http://cgi.ebay.com/aw-cgi/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=1237854360


That is an auction I had up last month.. note in the description that it clearly states the auction is for Sega Saturn GAMES, and there is NO MENTION of a Sega Saturn SYSTEM. So the auction ends (May 20th) and this guy wins it. I send him an email with all the info of the exact cost, where to send it, etc. He emails me back saying (and this is exactly as it is in his email.. I saved every one):


Hold up a second, I thought there was a sega saturn system included in this auction?


As already noted, there was NO MENTION of a Sega Saturn SYSTEM in the auction's description.. ONLY GAMES. This is something that was quite clear to EVERYONE else with the ability to read, and if he was unsure he should have ASKED me. So, I email him back and tell him:


No, re-read the item description of the auction.. I said nothing about a
Sega Saturn system.. just six Sega Saturn games as written in its title.

http://cgi.ebay.com/aw-cgi/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=1237854360

See?



So, at the time I didn't really think anything of it. But a week goes by (May 27th) and he never emails me back about it and I still haven't received payment from him. So, I email him letting him know I still haven't received his payment and that I still need his shipping address to send him the games once I have received payment. Another week goes by (June 4th), and I still hear nothing from him. That's two weeks now.. and I'm getting annoyed. I email him again:


Hello again.. I haven't heard from you in two weeks and I've still yet to receive your shipping address or your payment for the Sega Saturn games. Please give me your shipping address and send the payment soon if you haven't already.. otherwise I will have to leave you negative feedback for not paying for the auction you won. Thank you.


This time he emails me back:


The reason I haven't E-mailed you is because the auction didn't
> come with the sega saturn system in which I thought it did. So, I
> didn't really want to pay for this auction since it doesn't come
> with a system because thats only what I am looking for and half
> those games that are included in this auction I already have. But
> if you want me to buy the games just E-mail me and say so because
> I don't want a bad rating on my kinda new account.



And so like a god damn kindergarten school teacher I have to go through the whole your bid is a contract blah blah blah thing with him.. notice I'm clearly annoyed, but remain informative and give him all the information yet again, AND I generously GIVE HIM TWO MORE WEEKS to make the payment:


Your bid is a contract.. you can't just "not pay" for an auction you won because you didn't read what's included in it and then when you find out decide you don't want it and just aren't going to pay for it and ignore all of the seller's emails for two weeks not telling him. If everyone didn't pay for the auctions they won there'd be a lot of fraud going on and people getting ripped off for paying money to list auctions that the winners didn't pay for, now wouldn't there be? That said, here again is the amount you owe me and where it is to be sent as it was listed in my original email to you following your winning of the auction:

[Exact amount due and my mailing address as listed in my first email to him immediately following the end of the auction]

I expect payment within two weeks or negative feedback will result. Thank you.



And guess what happens? Those two weeks go by (June 19th, yesterday) and NOTHING.. no payment.. not even an email back from him. So, an entire month now after the auction, still no payment even after I let him have more time.. nothing. So, just as I warned him and with nothing left to do, I leave him negative feedback:


http://cgi2.ebay.com/aw-cgi/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewFeedback&userid=johnny_g0


Now.. should he disagree with that, he should make a response to the COMMENT. But NO, the stupid asshole goes and LEAVES ME NEGATIVE FEEDBACK!


http://cgi2.ebay.com/aw-cgi/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewFeedback&userid=visualsindrome


And you can see my response to it directly below it.


*Hopefully*, with the stupidity of his complaint flagrantly clear and with my response, it should be clear to anyone on eBay that I wasn't the one at fault here. But god.. I see people with over a fucking hundred positive feedback points and no negatives.. and just when I've barely cracked 10 and haven't done anything wrong, I get negative feedback because this guy's a dumbass, and not only that, since he didn't agree with me he SHOULD have just replied to the feedback I left him.. but no, like the idiot he is he goes and fucks me over. I swear.. WHY do I have all the luck.

~sigh~

current mood: angry
current music: Penicillin: "risou no shita"

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9:59 am
I'm really liking this band Mebius. Their vocalist is from Feria and their bassist from Azalea. They're just really good.. their live performance of "Dear xxx" on the Matina Prelude 3 video was what really got me at first.. the guitarist and bassist are hot.. even if the guitarist is ripping off Miyabi a little image-wise. ^^; HMV and Jpophelp have a single of theirs I should get soon.



On a topic that's a few months old but oh well.. did anyone else think Syndrome's "Nostalgia" single kinda.. sucked? I mean yeah, "Nostalgia" and "Realize" just as songs were pretty good but for Syndrome they were two of their worse in my opinion. Ah well. I need to get their "If ~Reflect Yourselves~" single before it goes out of print or something.

current mood: tired
current music: X Japan: "Rusty Nail"

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6:07 am - Houston, we have a moron.
Here's a few general rules of thumb to follow when you want to IM someone you know without them knowing that it's you:

1. Don't use the same font style and colours that you use in your Live Journal.
2. Don't use the same song lyrics in your SN's profile that you use in your Live Journal.
3. Don't use the same writing style, punctuation, and spelling quirks that you use normally.
4. Don't mention your favourite bands as the exact same ones you gush about in your Live Journal.

If you follow these common-sense guidelines you won't look like an idiot within five minutes of IMing me. ^_^

current mood: amused
current music: Vice+risk: "Ask"

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Tuesday, June 19th, 2001
11:09 pm - Haha. ^^
Male: Haven't I seen you some place before?
Female: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.

Male: Is this seat empty?
Female: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

Male: Your place or mine?
Female: Both. You go to yours and I'll go to mine.

Male: So, what do you do for a living.
Female: I'm a female impersonator.

Male: Hey baby, what's your sign?
Female: DO NOT ENTER.

Male: How do you like your eggs in the morning?
Female: Unfertilized.

Male: Your body's like a temple.
Female: Sorry, there are no services today.

Male: I would go to the end of the world for you.
Female: GREAT! Would you mind staying there?

Male: If I saw you naked, I'd die happy.
Female: If I saw you naked, I'd die laughing.

current mood: amused
current music: hide: "ERASE"

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3:21 pm - I really, really hate L'Arc~en~Ciel.
I really do.

current mood: sleepy
current music: Kagrra: "sakura ~saikai no hana~"

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1:26 pm - Hmm..
Got a crumb of info on that "Indies of X - Rose and Blood" CD I got that I mentioned a few days ago.. according to ViciouSparks, "This is unofficial release, rare version." Despite the briefness and bad grammar I'll take that as back-up that Yoshiki and X didn't have anything to do with it which explains all those quirks I mentioned about it. Hmm.. interesting. I would still like to know the names of those unreleased songs on it I don't know though.

current mood: content
current music: Luna Sea: "precious"

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11:24 am - Adventures in hair.
Well that was quick. A week after I had my hair fucked up, now most of the dye has faded. And so in the bleached places my hair is blondish, and in the unbleached places dark brown. Not good, needless to say. I think I'm gonna pick up some cheap blue or fuchsia dye soon and just use that every couple of weeks as needed so it'll be that and black instead of blonde and brown.. ick. Why do I have all the luck.

current mood: annoyed
current music: X Japan: "orgasm"

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Monday, June 18th, 2001
12:41 am
lol.. a friend of mine made a good point about what JrockHoundDawg or whatever said..

They can't even spell >growl< How in the fuck can one who cannot spell get into college? Then again... accidents DO happen ;)

lol ^^

current mood: amused
current music: L'ysenore: "tarot"

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Sunday, June 17th, 2001
7:49 pm - e.e
Can you believe they're still arguing about how to pronounce "Malice Mizer" on that ML? UGH! GET A LIFE DAMMIT!

current mood: annoyed
current music: Zephyr: "St. Memories Avenue"

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3:39 am - ~yawn~
I'm thinking to partially make-up for the soon-to-be lack of MP3s on my visual rock site to add a CD review section.. good idea? Lame? Anyone? Odds are I'm probably not gonna do it until I get really bored or inspired but it's something I'm considering.

current mood: bored
current music: Sleep My Dear: "Ask For Eyes"

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3:00 am - And people wonder why I find them annoying.
JRockLapDog: Yanno, no matter how good you look, I have a feeling if you act anything near the way you act to the people online, yer gunna be sad and what your gunna do now is block me because I spoke the truth. Your FAR to snippy about things, your gunna be one lonely boy.
visual SINdrome: judging from your position in life you're really one to talk.
JRockLapDog: Well I have a job, I'm going to college, and I think I'm doing pretty well, but that's not what I'm talkin about. What I am saying is this: You take everyone apart and if they have one flaw they are nothing to you after that. You keep doing to to everyone your gunna lose jobs, friends, and respect. I had a great deal of respect for you and I gave you the benefit of the doubt. I told everyone you couldn't be that bad, but I was wrong, you were worse. And yanno, I know I don't know a whole from what you told me, but some people you were close to told me about somethings, and well, just move on, and don't be so bitter. Honesty speaking right there.
visual SINdrome: it's funny how cocky some people can become to give advise after they've heard only one side of stories.
JRockLapDog: I'm not cocky about this at all, Sin, but you haven't done one thing to prove them wrong, so what do you expect? Me to think your perfect?
visual SINdrome: maybe to stop poking your nose around in places you know only half about of what you think you do.
JRockLapDog: Like I said, beauty is only skin deep, I feel sorry for you.
visual SINdrome: and I'm not surprised to see my point goes completely past you.
JRockLapDog: There you go again, yanno, you might be able to live well if you live under a mountain.
visual SINdrome: and there you go ignoring yet another point only to further play an insulting contradiction without merit.
Previous message was not received by JRockLapDog because of error: User JRockLapDog is not available.


This is why people should learn to listen.

current mood: amused
current music: Mebius: "Dear xxx"

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12:09 am - Don't you just hate it when..
..you've known someone online you think is pretty groovy.. and then you finally see a picture of them and "Oh shit it's Ricky Shroder!" Not that I like have a problem with having friends who look 'Nsyncishly trendy.. but after you've thought for awhile that they're kinda cool it's just kind of a downer. e.e

current mood: cynical
current music: DAS:VASSER: [that song on the Matina Prelude 3 video I don't remember the name of]

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Saturday, June 16th, 2001
7:15 pm - Aww..
That thirsty icon of the little pink thing is cute. ^.^

current mood: happy
current music: Shazna: "Love Is Alive"

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7:01 pm - Oh yeah..
Just a reminder.. i-drive's shutting down on Monday, which means this is the last few days you'll be able to download MP3s from my visual rock site.. so download what you can now before they're all gone!

http://geocities.com/glamoursuicide/mp3s.html

current mood: thirsty
current music: Rouage: "VICE"

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4:29 am - Orgy sucks.
I'm getting really sick of all these people IMing me asking about The Crow and crappy EBM bands.. do I have to write "NOT A GOTH" on my forehead? Jeeze.

I heard a comment from one a few days ago that amused me..
"I used to listen to only goth music.. but now I listen to industrial too."
Wow.. you're really branching out there kiddo. Start listening to electro and EBM too, then you'll really get that generic taste going full-swing.

And what I don't get even more are all these j-rock fans who also listen to American mainstream crap-rock bands like Orgy.. that's like parking a Yugo next to a Porshe. I have no respect for a band whose vocalist constantly sounds like he has a cold, who use the same synth effects in every song, whose guitarist can barely fucking play the thing, and whose bassist looks like a caveman with a bad dye job wearing Brittney Spears' makeup. It's the whole fucking Brian Molko thing all over again.. I don't know which is worse.

current mood: bitchy
current music: With Sexy: "With You"

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