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I am spreading my wings and flying...

I am a 32 year old survivor of childhood abuse. I am hoping to give a voice to myself and showing other survivors that they have a voice too.

This page is dedicated to all the abuse survivors out there and for the innocent children out there for their protection.
This page is going to have links to other places for others to get help. I hope you can find something to help you within these links.


The Voice of The Victim

I am seeing time fly by, where has it gone?
I am grown but still so alone.

Where is the girl once happy and free?
Iam grown but not the same me.

Where were the words, I longed to say?
If I had spoken, the pain would go away.

I am seeing the pain, why now?
who will wipe my painful tears now?

Mom and Dad did they ever know?
The creep is gone, to where I don't know.

He is dead could this be true?
My family says we have news for you.

He is not dead-HOW DO YOU KNOW?
His niece wrote and told us all so.

How is this possible? Did they all lie?
When this hit my heart I cried.

Why is he alive--who else did he hurt?
Ever since I have been on alert.

His Family has found us-why now?
I don't want to see them, I feel guilty somehow.

Healing is slow and I am so sad.
Being abused makes me bad.

Those were the thoughts he put in my head,
thoughts that make me wish he were dead.

My heart is heavy, what do I do now?
I must try to go on somehow.

This creep stole my childhood and my will,
all for glory of a pedophile's thrill.

Will he ever pay for this crime?
I hope in judgement he will get double time.

I will not charge him for me its too late,
I have to get rid of this intense hate.

I wish courage for all and loud voices to you,
so you will tell if it happens to you.

by GSulli4261@aol.com
2/18/99 copyright all rights reserved

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