Rantings of a dyke in therapy- Apr 98
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Rantings of a dyke in therapy- Apr 98

There's no place like home

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Sunday 26th April, 1998

Tomorrow is the first day of term 2. It's staff development day for most public schools- in NSW anyway. However, as I am only a casual teacher, I don't get paid to go- so I am having the day off. It's possible and probable that I won't get much work during this week, being the first week back and all. Then I start my block on the Tuesday of week 2. I am feeling more than a little anxious about that.

I did tell Melissa, and she was really cool about the whole thing! People's reactions have been varied. I guess some people think that we moved in together 'too soon'; others have been genuinely supportive and happy for us. What is the recommended time for 'seeing someone' before you move in together anyway?

Kate's first day back from mums was a bit of a nightmare. I guess we all had some adjusting to do to the new situation.

Friday, 17th April, 1998

Went to Bundanoon today to visit Kate and mum, and had a really good day. I am looking forward to staying at home tonight- we have been having this 'lifestyle' that I'm not quite used to lately! I have to phone Melissa and tell her that I have moved in here- I wonder what her reaction will be. I have a feeling that she will think it's 'too soon'. I guess I will just have to tell her.

Thursday, 16th April, 1998

I am typing this from my new address. I am now living with B!!! I don't know how or why, but we just fell in love with each other. I can't explain it or rationalize it, but there you go. All the time that I was saying I wasn't ready for a relationship, or even looking for one, and she just walks into my life. I am insanely in love with her! Now will come the hard part- getting used to living with each other, adjusting, compromising and all the hard work that goes into maintaining a relationship. However, it will definitely be worth it. I am so ecstatically happy!

Sunday, 5th April, 1998

Well, well. What an interesting week I've had! Last Tuesday was the first day this year that I didn't work- not bad for a casual teacher. This week I am booked for Tuesday and Wednesday, but not the other two days yet. It's possible that I will get work tomorrow, but not that likely on Thursday, being the last day of term.

I spent quite a lot of time with B this weekend, which I am feeling very excited about! I don't want to say anything more about it, except that a whole bottle of wine each is definitely too much!!

Someone rang me this morning to ask me to donate money for something (I'm sure it was something worthy) and I didn't. I felt guilty about it and I then I felt angry that I felt guilty! Maybe that's the way they get people to donate- making them feel guilty if they don't. Maybe I'm just too selfish with my money. I am very broke this week anyway.

There's no place like home

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