Hello and welcome. My name is Gretchen and I'm a survivor of childhood and adult abuse and I have Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), formally known as Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD).

This page is dedicated to helping survivors of child abuse, and those with MPD/DID.

Our goal: To educate as many people about the results of abuse, and about MPD/DID specifically as we can before we die.




These are links to places to find excellent information about child abuse, MPD/DID, or places to just go and relax.
Information on Multiple Personality Disorder Yesican, Abuse support Soaring on Enchanted Wings
The Teddy Bear Project
 Oasis of visual sanctuaries
 MPD/DID information pages

*I would like to make a notation about Yesican. This is a good resource for information about abuse. It has a chat room, and a bulletin board, etc. Yet, I do not recommend this site to anyone with MPD, who wants to chat about the subject or be recognized as seperate individuals.


Jessi's page


These are links to other places on my page.

My Story Our inside World *My Buggies
Buggie quotes
 MPD pick-up lines
 MPD is everywhere
Sometimes I hate MPD
 My Favorite Holiday
 My Tiger Page
What does MPD stand for? Our Writing Do you know my buggies?
The Truth about Cooperstown The problem with Diagnosis Favorite Poetry
February Dedicated to my Love Jessi Self Injury

*My Buggies is a full list of my alters and some information about them.


These are pages by or about specific Buggies.

Eva Jacob Darwin
Erika

As of late I've been having quite a few new memories. I thought that it would help me, and help some of my friends to understand what I'm going through if I wrote them down instead of holding them inside. That is how the following page came about. A gentle warning, please be careful. Most of my new memories are very negative, and violent in nature.




For a friend I lost



Warning:

 Because this is a venting page a lot of anger will be expressed here. If you have difficulty expressing your own anger, or hearing others then you may want to consider not reading this page.




Words of inspiration for abuse Survivors

If you are thinking of harming yourself and think you are along please read this, because I care, and so do others. Be Strong

If you are suicidal or know someone who is please get help. I have been there many times, and I have found that somehow, with the right support that things do get better. Please don't give up. There are battles to be fought. People to be educated, and stories to be told.

Suicide Hotlines



Just so people know. I put my new e-mail address here. I know there was atleast one person who was looking for me. So you can find me now. Atleast on this page. Not all pages are update though, so please use the e-mail on this page only, thank you. Sorry it has been so long. Life has been hard as of late. And I don't expect it to get much easier, but I will be updating more in the future.Send us mail.