Stupidity at it's Finest

Nichole's note pad

• 7/2/01~ Today was good and bad in the same day. Well it started out that my best friend was moving but no one took it seriously cuz they always said that but then the boxes started to arrive and then they were filled up left and right, no one wanted them to move, no one worst then me. I dreaded it... well the day came when everyone was helping move there stuff to PA and I found myself helping to even though I was sad inside... me and my younger bro. helped them with there last load, when Ashleys mom droped us off at home I hurried out of the car and inside, I ran to the bathroom sure no one would see me, no one see me cry... then my mom came home and said nothing to me, I cried my self to sleep . I know that I will see her again but it seems that since she not down the street when I need her that maybe she will never be there... but now all is good and I cant wait to see her.
• 7/6/01~ Good day here... Thank god... well I havent really talked to ashley but I did see her once and we talked a little over the phone.. so yes I am happy. Tomarrow is going to be great, me and my cousin ashley are goin to a movie and the mall for the day so once again all is good
• 8/3/01~ Today was...wow... my friend ashley came down from pa to visit me and my cuz ashley...we had alot of fun. Ashley and this guy brian hit it off!!..ashley (my cousin) has a boy named sam ...and I really like this one guy and he was there...I wont say his name cuz there r a lot of loud mouths that I know...I dont know when I am going to go home to visit my family ...I usally live here...well I am goin to go and think about ******* hehe only I know!!!
• 8/18/01~ Well it is only 1:45 and I am all ready bored.... there is nothing to do here at home....ASHLEY I MISS U!!! tell oma I will be home soon...jk lets see today I plan on doing....ummm nothing at all...sounds fun... I got my school schedule today and I cant wait to call all my friends and see if we have any of the same classes ....well I g2g...
• 8/19/01~ Its is 2:10 and I not yet bored...suprised me too...oh yeah I got a new shirt for school today it is soo cute...it is navy blue and in red shiney letters it says kitten....awww it is soo cute...well I g2g...I will write later
• 8/23/01~ HONK HONK...lol...I am weird. School starts soon and I do not wanna go..CMW sux...and I have to go there..well since Iam going to go there then it is going to be cool cuz I will make it cool...lalalalala...hmmmm...I ahve to go home tomarrow for a change and I have to get ready for school thats sux!!! wellg2g cuz I ran out of thimgs to say...lol
• 8/30/01~ Hey there is has been a while and a lot has went on in my life soo...a coupl eof nights ago this guy nick asked me out...and I said yes and I dunno y...I dont like him at all..well then 2 nights ago I told my friend bryan that I liked his friend anthony and he told anthony ...then that night anthony asked me out....I was SOO happy...and then last night me and ashley went to bryans house and nick and anthony was there!!!! and come to find out bryan was supose to dump nick for me and he didnt!! so when I got there I felt soo stupid but then I guess he knew and now he doesnt really talk to me that much...oh well I got me my anthony...well g2g
• 9/7/01 ~ Hey today was ok...yesterday was relly bad...anthony dumped me and I am really sad cuz I still like him very much....and I saw him today at a football game and I think that made it even more bad....and he wouldnt talk to me even it the world depended on it...geez I feel real bad!!!!