"The Awakening"

The  following  is  my abridged personal testimony, and the amazing Wonder that revolutionized my life. As a child, I accepted Jesus  Christ  as  my  personal Lord and Savior, but as time went

on,   I  fell  away  from  the Lord. May 13, 1988, I was struck by a  car  while  bicycling  on a road where we lived. I was injured severely;  my  most  serious  injury  was  a compound fracture to

my  leg,  which  lost a great portion of bone and muscle.  I spent a  long  time  in  the  local  Shock Trauma unit, undergoing many operations.  During my stay I was administered morphine for my pain,  which developed  an  addiction  in  my life to narcotics.  After  my  recovery,  some  years later, I got married to a beautiful woman, in the years to come, we would have four precious

children  together.  Eventually  we  found  ourselves residing in Pennsylvania..   In  the  fall  of 1997, I began visiting my doctor for the pain in my nerve damaged leg. I was administered narcotic

pain  pills,  which in a short period of time, I became extremely addicted  to  and  they became a great ball and chain in my life.

April  6, 1998, I was traveling to my place of employment, when  suddenly  all  went  black.........The next day I opened my eyes  to  see  my lovely  wife gently washing my face, I was in a familiar place, Shock Trauma, again for the second time in almost ten years. I soon found out what had happened the previous day.  Under  the  influence  of my pain medication, I blacked out

at  the  wheel  of  my  4x4  truck. Horrifically, crashed head on into a mini-van occupied by a family of five. The driver, which was  the  precious  father  of  the family, was fatally injured on impact,  the  others  were  injured severely. My whole life seemed to  have  become  a  dreadful  nightmare,   and so it had. After I was  released from the hospital, I awaited my court date. January 5,  1999,  I found myself standing before the Circuit Court Judge who  found  me  guilty  on  the charge of vehicular manslaughter. 

March  1999,  I was sentenced to ten years in State Prison.  Consumed by regret and  guilt, I began to turn my life over to Jesus  Christ,  this  time  my  experience  with Him would become something  awesome.  Through  persistent study of God's Word, the Holy  Bible  (KJV), I began  to find out just who this God was as I  quickly  learned of all He had actually done for a wretch like me.   I  discovered I could and would be forgiven for all my sins, even  though  I  knew  of this as being brought up in a Christian home,  I  never  truly  took. it to heart, under my circumstances, I  desperately  needed  some  wholesome  direction for my life. As time  marched  on,  I  began  to  discover what being a Christian was  all  about.  I  found  that  God deeply loves me and through His  grace,   I  could live a wonderful life. Soon enough, I began applying  His  will  for  my  life after I seriously re-dedicated my  life  to  Him.  Peace  unspeakable,  began to overwhelm me in wondrous  ways,  an  intense  love  began to fill my heart, and an unexplainable  joy began to fill my mind. To keep this long story short,  I  found  myself  truly experiencing God in ways I never had  before.  God allowed me to come to the end of myself to find the  beginning  with Him. Today, my life has been revolutionized, by  the  love  of  Jesus and my new found love for Him. I realize the free world's perception of prisoners finding "religion" behind walls, but  it  is  not  like that in my case. For I didn’t find

anything,  Jesus  found  me,  lost, broken, and finally ready for a  real  relationship  with  Him,  He  called, I answered. Now my path is  not  hectic  anymore,  because  a divine transformation

has  turned  my  life  around,  and now I continue to flourish in my daily walk with Jesus as Jesus walks with me, heart to heart.

 

Jeffrey  B.  Quante IV