"The
Awakening"
The following
is my abridged personal
testimony, and the amazing Wonder that revolutionized my life. As a child, I
accepted Jesus Christ as
my personal Lord and Savior, but
as time went
on, I
fell away from
the Lord. May 13, 1988, I was struck by a car while bicycling
on a road where we lived. I was injured severely; my
most serious injury
was a compound fracture to
my leg, which lost a great portion of bone and
muscle. I spent a long
time in the
local Shock Trauma unit,
undergoing many operations.
During my stay I was administered morphine for my pain, which developed an addiction in
my life to narcotics. After my
recovery, some years later, I got married to a beautiful
woman, in the years to come, we would have four precious
children together.
Eventually we found
ourselves residing in Pennsylvania..
In the fall of 1997, I began
visiting my doctor for the pain in my nerve damaged leg. I was administered
narcotic
pain pills,
which in a short period of time, I became extremely addicted to
and they became a great ball and
chain in my life.
April 6, 1998, I was traveling to my place of
employment, when suddenly all
went black.........The next day
I opened my eyes to see
my lovely wife gently washing my
face, I was in a familiar place, Shock Trauma, again for the second time in
almost ten years. I soon found out what had happened the previous day. Under
the influence of my pain medication, I blacked out
at the
wheel of my 4x4 truck. Horrifically, crashed head on into a
mini-van occupied by a family of five. The driver, which was the
precious father of
the family, was fatally injured on impact, the others were
injured severely. My whole life seemed to have become a
dreadful nightmare, and so it had. After I was released from the hospital, I awaited my court
date. January 5, 1999, I found myself standing before the Circuit
Court Judge who found me
guilty on the charge of vehicular manslaughter.
March 1999,
I was sentenced to ten years in State Prison. Consumed by regret and
guilt, I began to turn my life over to Jesus Christ, this time
my experience with Him would become something awesome.
Through persistent study of
God's Word, the Holy Bible (KJV), I began to find out just who this God was as I quickly learned of all He
had actually done for a wretch like me.
I discovered I could and would
be forgiven for all my sins, even
though I knew
of this as being brought up in a Christian home, I
never truly took. it to heart, under my circumstances, I desperately
needed some wholesome
direction for my life. As time
marched on, I
began to discover what being a Christian was all
about. I found
that God deeply loves me and
through His grace, I
could live a wonderful life. Soon enough, I began applying His
will for my
life after I seriously re-dedicated my
life to Him.
Peace unspeakable, began to overwhelm me in wondrous ways,
an intense love
began to fill my heart, and an unexplainable joy began to fill my mind. To keep this long story short, I
found myself truly experiencing God in ways I never had before.
God allowed me to come to the end of myself to find the beginning
with Him. Today, my life has been revolutionized, by the
love of Jesus and my new found love for Him. I
realize the
free world's perception of prisoners finding "religion" behind walls,
but it
is not like that in my case. For I didn’t find
anything, Jesus found
me, lost, broken, and finally
ready for a real relationship with Him, He
called, I answered. Now my path is
not hectic anymore,
because a divine transformation
has turned
my life around,
and now I continue to flourish in my daily walk with Jesus as Jesus
walks with me, heart to heart.
Jeffrey B.
Quante IV