tofuequalslove: howdy
AmazingDisgrace6: oh hey again
tofuequalslove: I was watchin my friends band practice @ street scene
tofuequalslove: I hate that placfe
tofuequalslove: but they have a drum machine
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah i know whatcha mean
AmazingDisgrace6: haha drum machine
AmazingDisgrace6: i *am* the drum machine
tofuequalslove: heh
tofuequalslove: word
AmazingDisgrace6: actually i'm not as technically skilled as a drum machine
AmazingDisgrace6: but i sure can put a lot more color into it
tofuequalslove: I am cooking vegetarian beans with hella garlic that I found and cut up into it
tofuequalslove: like LOTS
tofuequalslove: 5 big spoon fulls
AmazingDisgrace6: lol
AmazingDisgrace6: glad i'm not there to smell your breath
AmazingDisgrace6: but it aughta taste good
tofuequalslove: heh
tofuequalslove: I bet this is why I Haven't kissed anyone in a while
tofuequalslove: cause I eat lots of garlic?
AmazingDisgrace6: oooh probably
tofuequalslove: haha or the fact that I donm't kiss people
tofuequalslove: heh
AmazingDisgrace6: are you anti-kissing?
tofuequalslove: kissing is for romance
tofuequalslove: whyh do you ask?
AmazingDisgrace6: the phrase "i dont kiss people" sounds so definate
tofuequalslove: are you ahnti-kissing?
AmazingDisgrace6: almost like its a permanent mindset
AmazingDisgrace6: nah i dont really care
tofuequalslove: well it isn't permanant
AmazingDisgrace6: hehe ok
tofuequalslove: just lots of damage been done to the noggin lately due to kissing
AmazingDisgrace6: aww sorries
tofuequalslove: I mean I love kissing
tofuequalslove: but the people I have kissed recently have fucked me over
tofuequalslove: (brb dishing food out to friends continue talking!!!) I like talking about kissing heh
AmazingDisgrace6: hehe ok
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah i've had pretty pleasant experiences with guys recently
AmazingDisgrace6: and girls for that matter
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah more girls recently than guys
AmazingDisgrace6: but i can understand the fuckedoverness part.
tofuequalslove: oh so you are bi?
AmazingDisgrace6: yup
tofuequalslove: cool, young too
tofuequalslove: awesome
tofuequalslove: gotta get 'em while their young
tofuequalslove: heh
AmazingDisgrace6: lol yah
AmazingDisgrace6: jesus
tofuequalslove: me too
AmazingDisgrace6: yay!
tofuequalslove: I am all about the guys sometimes more than the girls
tofuequalslove: heh ...
AmazingDisgrace6: bi people rock the world
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah i know what you mean
tofuequalslove: when did you become bi?
tofuequalslove: I mean you are 15 that is way young
AmazingDisgrace6: i'm about 60-40 all the time with the leaders switching every couple weeks
tofuequalslove: what?
AmazingDisgrace6: prolly when i was in 8th grade
AmazingDisgrace6: oh i'm talking about percent-of-boylikingness vs. percent-of-girllikingness
tofuequalslove: oh
tofuequalslove: one thing I don't do though is have sex
tofuequalslove: I am extremely anti-sex
tofuequalslove: I hope everyone else in the world slowly converts to this idea
AmazingDisgrace6: ooh why anti-sex?
AmazingDisgrace6: this is interesting
tofuequalslove: hurt feelings ... and sometimes you have sex with the WRONG people
tofuequalslove: atleast I do/did
tofuequalslove: heh
tofuequalslove: how about you?
AmazingDisgrace6: well bad things have happened before and beautiful things have happened before
AmazingDisgrace6: i just generally let my opinions on that matter change from moment to moment
AmazingDisgrace6: i'm not making any sense
tofuequalslove: yeah you are
tofuequalslove: makes sense
tofuequalslove: I guess that's how I feel ...
AmazingDisgrace6: right now i have no idea though
tofuequalslove: I mean I have had sex with some beautiful people (inside --- and out sometimes)
tofuequalslove: and i'v ehad sex with people who faked being beautiful but really sucked
AmazingDisgrace6: ouch yeah
tofuequalslove: I think its been 3 months now which is a record and I am loving it heh
tofuequalslove: cause there is always the hand and you can't have an argument with yhour hand
AmazingDisgrace6: yup, 's true
tofuequalslove: I have been stressed out a lot recently so the hand has been working over time hehehe
AmazingDisgrace6: hehe... that is truly beautiful.
tofuequalslove: what?
AmazingDisgrace6: the hand has been working overtime
tofuequalslove: sorry if i am giving too much info
AmazingDisgrace6: nah its ok
AmazingDisgrace6: really youre quite modest compared to a lot of my buddies
tofuequalslove: talking about sex is just about as normal as talking on the phone about what I did today with me ...
tofuequalslove: sex isn't something to be ASHAMED of neither is masturbation
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah i'm not that open but i'm trying to be
AmazingDisgrace6: exactly
tofuequalslove: you seem pretty much forsomeone being 15
tofuequalslove: when I was 15 I still hadn't kissed a girl or a guy
tofuequalslove: not until like last year this month ...
tofuequalslove: er not much I mean you seem pretty mature
AmazingDisgrace6: i've had just really weird boyfriend/girlfriend situations in the past
tofuequalslove: yeah same
tofuequalslove: I didn't even lose the V card until last august
AmazingDisgrace6: i dont feel like i'm as sexually mature as a lot of people my age
AmazingDisgrace6: lol but 3 months is still the record :p
tofuequalslove: and I wish I still had it ...
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah i know, hugs to you
tofuequalslove: [:(]
AmazingDisgrace6: i lost the V card to this boyfriend i didnt really know, and who didnt know me, and it was one of the most stupid things ever in the world and i still feel bad about it
AmazingDisgrace6: most peoples first time means something... mine was like... blah
tofuequalslove: when was it?
tofuequalslove: I like hearing bad v card voiding stories
AmazingDisgrace6: hehe
tofuequalslove: cause mine was beautiful I thought
AmazingDisgrace6: almost 2 years ago
AmazingDisgrace6: i was waaay young and stupid
tofuequalslove: wow yeah
AmazingDisgrace6: i'm talkin seriously
tofuequalslove: how was it? I mean I have had some better experiences afterwards cause I didn't know wtf I was doin
tofuequalslove: at first I mean
tofuequalslove: now I do heh
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah it was bad and i was embarassed because i'm not like the most secure person
in the world with my body anyway... i just felt so sick
tofuequalslove: why are you insecure about your body if you don't mind me asking
AmazingDisgrace6: pshhhht. i've just always felt really ugly, thats all
tofuequalslove: oh, I could say that youa ren't (cause you aren't) but i'm sure people tell you that all the time and don't mean it?
AmazingDisgrace6: mmhmm
tofuequalslove: same here
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah its just a thing right? and no matter what anybody says i dont think i'd ever change my opinion
AmazingDisgrace6: dyou feel like that?
tofuequalslove: well not as much as I used to
tofuequalslove: cause I think I have gotten cuter as i've gotten older
tofuequalslove: :P
tofuequalslove: heh
AmazingDisgrace6: thats cool
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah you didnt look ugly to me honestly
tofuequalslove: (and now that i've had timke to build up my self esteem again)
AmazingDisgrace6: woo... self esteem... goood.
tofuequalslove: oh well thanks ...
AmazingDisgrace6: lol
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah yeah you're cute :) you look like such a person
tofuequalslove: *blush* ...
tofuequalslove: such a person? heh
tofuequalslove: I look much normal now
tofuequalslove: I lost the hat I was wearing in that picture
tofuequalslove: and I am always wearing a hoody now to cover up my punk rock shirts heh
AmazingDisgrace6: heehee
AmazingDisgrace6: hoodies are my favorite
tofuequalslove: yah totally
AmazingDisgrace6: i have a pretty red one with a big pocket that i always take when i go do my own kinda shopping type thing
tofuequalslove: so you shoplift eh
tofuequalslove: heh
AmazingDisgrace6: not something to be particularly proud of
tofuequalslove: why?
tofuequalslove: i'm proud of it
AmazingDisgrace6: but handy and good for a laugh
tofuequalslove: I shoplift things that I NEED
tofuequalslove: not things that I WANT
tofuequalslove: I don't believe in the commodification of any goods ...
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah you're definately cooler than me
tofuequalslove: why do you say that?
AmazingDisgrace6: i still live with the folks and theres no way i can get out
AmazingDisgrace6: and they always get me the things i need
tofuequalslove: sometimes that's nice I suppose
AmazingDisgrace6: so i shoplift for fun and profit
tofuequalslove: I mean when I go back to my rents place for thanksgiving they are gonna get me food probably
AmazingDisgrace6: hehhee
AmazingDisgrace6: of course theyll get you food
AmazingDisgrace6: thats so sad that you added the probably :p
tofuequalslove: you donj't know my folks heh
tofuequalslove: I'd rather steal the food anyway
AmazingDisgrace6: true, but you told me you pretty much get along with em
tofuequalslove: yeah I do but when it comes to food man heh
tofuequalslove: I hate them buying me food
AmazingDisgrace6: i dont know what i'll do when i'm 18 and can get out of here
tofuequalslove: cause I am so used to dumpstering my food or stealing it
AmazingDisgrace6: i could never be cool like you, i just dont know how to
tofuequalslove: or getting it for free from hare krishna's or food not bombs
tofuequalslove: stop the sarcasm :P
AmazingDisgrace6: no its true
AmazingDisgrace6: i dont think i'd have the skills
AmazingDisgrace6: know what you are
AmazingDisgrace6: you're a samana
tofuequalslove: a what?
AmazingDisgrace6: have you ever read Siddhartha?
tofuequalslove: is that a hare krishna thing
tofuequalslove: I mean dumpstering is hardly a skill
tofuequalslove: you just need to know where to look and when
AmazingDisgrace6: its kindof a buddhist/hindu thing and you are one
tofuequalslove: a samana? what is it ... ?
AmazingDisgrace6: they travel around and they dumpster
AmazingDisgrace6: but theyre all buddhist and holy
tofuequalslove: hehe
tofuequalslove: well i'm not holy
AmazingDisgrace6: and they dress in little loincloths
tofuequalslove: and i'm no buddhist
tofuequalslove: and I dress in rags heh
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah you in a little loincloth... fun
tofuequalslove: bet yooud like that huh
tofuequalslove: my mis shapen body in a skimpy loin cloth
AmazingDisgrace6: hehe
AmazingDisgrace6: lol misshapen
tofuequalslove: I like smart girls who are young and open minded
tofuequalslove: well the young part sounds kind nasty
tofuequalslove: so minus the young part
tofuequalslove: sounds like I pray on young girls
AmazingDisgrace6: hehe
AmazingDisgrace6: i love how the words "prey" and "pray" are the same
tofuequalslove: heh
AmazingDisgrace6: its truly something i noticed how much i loved a few days ago
tofuequalslove: prey is the religious one right
AmazingDisgrace6: nope
AmazingDisgrace6: pray is
tofuequalslove: oh haha
AmazingDisgrace6: and prey is the predator munch munch munch pedophile one
AmazingDisgrace6: see how easily confused?
tofuequalslove: so I was just praying on a young girl to god
tofuequalslove: knees on the girl head towards heaven
AmazingDisgrace6: hahaha
AmazingDisgrace6: still sounds somewhat predatorial
AmazingDisgrace6: better quit while youre ahead
tofuequalslove: heh heh ...
tofuequalslove: I guess nits ... I guess.
AmazingDisgrace6: nits... ha
tofuequalslove: lice eggs [;)]
AmazingDisgrace6: yup
tofuequalslove: heh heh
AmazingDisgrace6: had em before
tofuequalslove: I call people nits all the time
tofuequalslove: aaaah pins n needles in my left foot
tofuequalslove: left foot asleep ...
tofuequalslove: must move left foot
tofuequalslove: moving left foot now
tofuequalslove: ok much better
AmazingDisgrace6: has your whole leg ever fallen asleep?
tofuequalslove: yah
tofuequalslove: I use to make the lwoer half of my body fall asleep when I was in 9ith grade in first aid class
tofuequalslove: I would situate myself so both my legs would lose circulation
tofuequalslove: (i'd tighten my belt and lean over)
AmazingDisgrace6: and have you ever been an idiot like me and tried to stand up while your leg(s) were asleep?
tofuequalslove: BRB RICE!!!!
AmazingDisgrace6: ok!!
tofuequalslove: yes haha
AmazingDisgrace6: mmhmm. we rock.
tofuequalslove: we rock? you rock maybe not me heh
AmazingDisgrace6: nah you rock so much more than m
AmazingDisgrace6: e
AmazingDisgrace6: you're the one who hops trains
AmazingDisgrace6: that sounds like the best thing ever
tofuequalslove: haha whatever
tofuequalslove: I think staying in one place and building a community is way better
AmazingDisgrace6: yup i just dont have enough balls to do that
tofuequalslove: well you don't have ANY balls actually
tofuequalslove: but I know what you mean
AmazingDisgrace6: 's true [:(]
tofuequalslove: I am leaving in a week anyway
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah i'll miss ya
tofuequalslove: no you won't
tofuequalslove: long been forgotten after a week probably
AmazingDisgrace6: nope
AmazingDisgrace6: i'll remember you, undoubtedly
AmazingDisgrace6: even if you forget about me!
tofuequalslove: *blush* ...
tofuequalslove: I wanna meet you ..
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah i wanna meet you too
AmazingDisgrace6: you should find a way to chhs and come to my classes with me
AmazingDisgrace6: and you could see jenny too!
AmazingDisgrace6: dexter did it once..
tofuequalslove: I can go to your classes?
tofuequalslove: dexter sucks
AmazingDisgrace6: actually i dont think that would actually happen but it would rock
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah he was going out with my friend megan
tofuequalslove: heh
AmazingDisgrace6: and she was grounded so we snuck him over here as a treat for her
AmazingDisgrace6: and he just sat there like an ass for several hours and talked with us during lunch and left
tofuequalslove: haha
tofuequalslove: you should sneak me over to chhs to see you ...
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah i'm sayin'.
tofuequalslove: don't lie heh
AmazingDisgrace6: what?
tofuequalslove: nuthin
tofuequalslove: I think if I met you I would probably develop a crush which isn't healthy for me at this moment
AmazingDisgrace6: i'm not lying at all i really want to meet you... you're about the most worldly person i know
AmazingDisgrace6: oh well no crushes then?
AmazingDisgrace6: just fun friend time?
tofuequalslove: i'm a crush slut [:(]
AmazingDisgrace6: lol me too
AmazingDisgrace6: prolly wouldnt be the best thing
tofuequalslove: why not? heh ...
AmazingDisgrace6: well for you i mean
AmazingDisgrace6: just cause of wht you just said
tofuequalslove: well it would be alright but like ...
tofuequalslove: I would want to see you more if I de veloped a crush and well I couldn't
tofuequalslove: you're 15 --- i'm not --- you live at home --- I don't have a home ...
tofuequalslove: well age doesn't matter
tofuequalslove: it just has to do with that you live at home
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah
AmazingDisgrace6: man i suck!
tofuequalslove: nah yer cool dude
AmazingDisgrace6: 2 1/2 years from now
AmazingDisgrace6: come back and i'll be living somewhere else and we'll party like its 1999
tofuequalslove: heh
tofuequalslove: how about we party like it'sw 1999 next week
tofuequalslove: get a lot of drugs and shit and get some sluts and have some crazy rave sex
tofuequalslove: haha I am out of breath I was humping my friend
AmazingDisgrace6: oh yeah lets do that too... lol
tofuequalslove: (as a joke) haha I had her pinned to the floor and was jumping her leg
AmazingDisgrace6: haha. beautiful
tofuequalslove: it was great
tofuequalslove: she was screaming and I was tickling her
tofuequalslove: ah fun
AmazingDisgrace6: oh god tickling
tofuequalslove: heh
tofuequalslove: don't like it?
AmazingDisgrace6: i'm just the most ticklish person alive
tofuequalslove: *makes mental note*I
AmazingDisgrace6: lol
AmazingDisgrace6: sometimes its just not the best thing in the world to be thats all [:)]
AmazingDisgrace6: but its really funny and i love to laugh
AmazingDisgrace6: so its all ok in the end
AmazingDisgrace6: dyou laugh a lot at things?
tofuequalslove: yah
tofuequalslove: usually
tofuequalslove: I was just out on the deck humping myu friend again haha
AmazingDisgrace6: lol she seems great
tofuequalslove: yah she is nice
tofuequalslove: I have a crush on her
tofuequalslove: we made out when I First met her but we've never done anything like it again just cause we're friends now
tofuequalslove: she is an amazing person
AmazingDisgrace6: yay... whats your record for most crushes at one time?
tofuequalslove: jeez
tofuequalslove: like 6?
tofuequalslove: yours?
AmazingDisgrace6: i dunno i forgot
AmazingDisgrace6: prolly not quite that many
AmazingDisgrace6: but close
tofuequalslove: heh
tofuequalslove: well I think I am developing a crush on you and I haven't even met you arg ... this sucks heh I have never had this happen before
tofuequalslove: damn you for being cool
AmazingDisgrace6: lol!
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah i sure am cool and all :p
tofuequalslove: you are!Q
AmazingDisgrace6: youre the coolest then if i'm cool at all
tofuequalslove: aaah no i'm not
tofuequalslove: shush!
AmazingDisgrace6: hee :p
tofuequalslove: ah friend from houston is on
tofuequalslove: that is comin to visit on sat
tofuequalslove: I can't wait to see her
AmazingDisgrace6: awesome!
AmazingDisgrace6: i wish my friends would visit me... sniff
tofuequalslove: heh
tofuequalslove: I visited her like 6 months ago
tofuequalslove: been a long time since i've seen her
AmazingDisgrace6: thats the best
AmazingDisgrace6: reunions [:)]
tofuequalslove: heh well she hated me when she met me
tofuequalslove: but I have gotten her to forgive me for some things that I did when I was there
AmazingDisgrace6: alriiight
AmazingDisgrace6: this should be cool then
AmazingDisgrace6: make sure and tell me how it goes
tofuequalslove: wed-friday I am gonna be at my parents
tofuequalslove: so I can't see you durin that time which sucks
AmazingDisgrace6: how bout tuesday?
AmazingDisgrace6: thats not a school night
tofuequalslove: hrm
tofuequalslove: tues sounhds good
AmazingDisgrace6: fun fun
AmazingDisgrace6: shall i try and see if jenny can come?
tofuequalslove: if you want but I would rather just hang out with you if that's okay?
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah i think that'd be the coolest
tofuequalslove: awesome
tofuequalslove: where do you wanna meet
tofuequalslove: and when
AmazingDisgrace6: i'm thinking i could get a ride somewhere after school if i pestered someone
AmazingDisgrace6: yeahhhh
tofuequalslove: heh
tofuequalslove: when is school out?
AmazingDisgrace6: gets out at 3:35... could be down there probably around 4?
AmazingDisgrace6: i'll work out details on monday if ill see you that night?
tofuequalslove: yah I can be down there at like 3:30 or 4
tofuequalslove: or 4am
tofuequalslove: whenever
tofuequalslove: I don't have shit to do heh
AmazingDisgrace6: lol
tofuequalslove: where do you wanna meet
AmazingDisgrace6: ibooks was cursed but thats my favorite place on franklin
tofuequalslove: how ab out the post office
tofuequalslove: haha just kidding
tofuequalslove: ibooks is fine
AmazingDisgrace6: ok
AmazingDisgrace6: ok like 4ish or a lil after at ibooks
tofuequalslove: not 2 hours late this time okay
tofuequalslove: heh
AmazingDisgrace6: i'll show you the place to climb on top of Sutton's!
tofuequalslove: what's suttons
tofuequalslove: wait suttons grocery
AmazingDisgrace6: i'm sorry :( i didnt know when i'd get off work
tofuequalslove: I wanna see it
AmazingDisgrace6: mmhmm
AmazingDisgrace6: my friend showed it to me
AmazingDisgrace6: its awesome
AmazingDisgrace6: you climb up all these air conditioners and shit
tofuequalslove: haha
tofuequalslove: sounds good
tofuequalslove: almost like getting on the starbucks roof in sacramento
tofuequalslove: you have to climb up the wall with these weird bolxes on the side of it
tofuequalslove: like electrical boxes
tofuequalslove: and then you swing over on these two poles to the ladder
tofuequalslove: and pull yourself up haha
AmazingDisgrace6: lol
AmazingDisgrace6: its not that hard
AmazingDisgrace6: but that sounds like fun
AmazingDisgrace6: you just have to jump a little if youre short like me
tofuequalslove: haha iot's hard to do with a sleeping bag
tofuequalslove: i'm not short
tofuequalslove: i'm almost 7 feet
AmazingDisgrace6: what?!
AmazingDisgrace6: are you serious?!
AmazingDisgrace6: your pic just made you look short thats all [:)]
tofuequalslove: haha no
tofuequalslove: i'm like 5'8"
AmazingDisgrace6: phew
tofuequalslove: average
AmazingDisgrace6: woo
AmazingDisgrace6: tall people scare the crap outta me
tofuequalslove: same here
tofuequalslove: they are scary
tofuequalslove: make me want to slit wrists
AmazingDisgrace6: ack well theyre not that scary
AmazingDisgrace6: only my parents are that scary
AmazingDisgrace6: no slitting wrists because people are tall and creepy. i wont allow it.
tofuequalslove: hehe
AmazingDisgrace6: i'm like 5'4"
tofuequalslove: showt
AmazingDisgrace6: yeah kinda lol
AmazingDisgrace6: but i'm ok with it
tofuequalslove: gotta go
AmazingDisgrace6: alright
AmazingDisgrace6: seeya later cutie!
tofuequalslove: blush ...
tofuequalslove: *Ismooch*!!!
AmazingDisgrace6: *ditto* night night
tofuequalslove: heh ...
tofuequalslove: night.
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