
I had this overwhelming urge today, just to rave and rant about things on my mind *g*
If you don't like it, go somewhere else... today's rant is about fluff...
FLUFF: the innane drivel which usually includes too amny people announcing they are "in love" or the excess amounts of "white-light goodness" or the "huggle, snuggle, smoochie...." endings to the posts I've been recieving recently.... ARGH! What is it? Is it the time of year? It's June in the Northern Hemisphere and right around Yule/Christmas in the Southern.... Maybe that's the explaination... either that or, it's always been around me, it's just more pronounced and it's bothering me more than usual.... that could be too. I don't know, but whatever it is, it's driving me batty!
I like a good relationship as much as the next person, but I try to keep the overwhelming fluffy crap to myself & not tell everyone on each and everyone on my various mailing list how much I love and adore and whatever the person I care deeply about... My friends and loved ones understand this about me, that's one of the reasons I put up a page just for them here...
I'll admit it, I'm not currently in a relationship and that could be what is coloring my perceptions, but I don't think that's all... Hey great, these people are in love, but I don't need to know every little detail about it, ya know? It's like when I was in high school and had to pry the kissing couples away from my locker between classes...
There are just some things which are meant for the couple alone and not the general public, imo... kind of like sex in public places...
I know, now you are saying to yourselves that I am an unfeeling b****... actually I'm not, I just don't think certain things are meant to be aired in a public forum... Hey, I'm all for the beltane rituals and similar things, but they have their time and place...
I think I learned something about myself... I was not cut out for the fluffy thing... I love my friends & care for my family, but I'm not demonstrative about it... They know I care, I just don't hug & kiss & get all touchy-feely... Okay, I'm cold *g*. I don't care.
Maybe it's because I had a warped childhood, maybe I just like keeping my distance, maybe it's because I have tons of other things on my mind... Maybe all of the above & more... I don't know & right now, I don't care. If you don't like me for who I am, then why worry about my feelings on the matter?
I just ask that you keep your fluffy bunny tendencies to a minimum & I will try to keep my sarcastic comments to myself. It's as simple as that.