SOMETIMES
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BR>The world
around me seems so dark,meek and black
what happened to the sun. Sometimes I
just want to pack up and leave but I do
not know where to run.
Sometimes I wonder why life strips
me of my joy and plays with my heart
like it is a toy. Highs and lows ,ups
and downs seem to riddle my soul
creeping away with things I once
considered mine..
Sometimes, I feel so lost ,
bewilldered, alone ,hurt and sad that it
smothers my inner being taking my breath
away and I wonder at times what is left
but to take in my hand a
Gun.
Sometimes, I do not know the reasons
why, but all I want to do is sit and
cry. No matter how hard I try weeping
hot tears of hurt,pain and sadness just
seems to invade my eyes..
Sometimes. fleeting thoughts of this or
that. stabs at my heart and my world
just seems to crumble apart.. A happy
world that once was and that is never
again to be. Oh can't you see
Sometimes
I have no reasons why , but sometimes I
just want to die.. Maybe the reason why
is that a love that once was , WAS
NOTHING BUT A DECEIVING LIE.... A love
for me that still lingers on creating
pangs of hate ,rage and jealousy
.Forever lingering just to haunt me..
Someday maybe I will be set
FREE....
Maggie 8/1/99
TEARS OF SORROW, NO HOPES OF
HAPPY TOMMORROW
MADNESS BY
MAGGIE
Elusive Love
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