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The water on the river reflects the stars in the sky,
And a single tear falls to the ground as I die.
Passed on to a world of no fears and no hate,
Finally I'm the one that has surpassed his own fate.
A clean slate, so I know my rights to heaven are granted,
Or so I was told, lying cold as they chanted.
Ranting and raving about the life I was saving,
But not knowing what I held was too deep past the craving.
So I stood alone and faced my fear,
And now I lie alone with no one near.
Bleeding away slowly in my own sorrow,
And dead to a world with no hope for tomorrow.
Can you borrow my feelings and tell me what I need,
And surpass the normal thoughts of average corruption and greed.
I can't bleed any blood of a pure heart,
My blood has been darkened since before my start,
I can part with the flesh and take into the soul,
To confirm that my life is overwhelmed by the whole,
World as it twirled and spun in my mind,
So I could feel all the hate and the pain that I find.
Line for line I searched for the perfect words,
To explain how I felt to the whole fucking world.
My plan unfurled and I found that no words can be perfect.
And no soul can be pure if they were born as a human.
I can’t tell you what I feel if it wasn’t felt by you,
Cause you wouldn’t understand why I do what I do.
I left with no clue to what the world has dealt me,
And simply stated to you all that not one fucker felt me.
I've spoke of what I’ve felt and you've all said you see,
But what I feel deep inside can only be felt by me.
I suppose that's why I speak of the words of the meek,
I'm too bad to ever loose, and to sad to ever speak.
So take me away, I’m not wanted here,
And my life is fuckin' worthless if nothing is dear.
Too near to the death and too close to the life,
So I decided to take myself out on this night.
Raise the blade and insert, I feel a little better when I hurt,
The pain drives insane so I lie down to the dirt.
Blood on my shirt from my wrists, wrapped and numb,
And my head's too light as the blood drips from my thumb.
I feel too dumb to realize the words spoken through light,
So from the shadows they come and pull my soul in the night.
The pain is gone from my wrists and the blood has been vanquished,
And the demons fall around me from a dark gloomy mist.
So I kissed my soul a final farewell,
And welcomed my death, eternal life lived in hell...
KrAzY J