Now I'll step into the shadows, hide from your sight
Grab your fuckin soul and take off in the night
Place it in my body cause I live off your pain
And I can't stand to see happiness, you must be insane
Do or dain, I could really give a fuck what you feel
You can't imagine the hell that I know is real
Like cold steel that’s been heated to a thousand degrees
You could never compete with the demons in me
Hear my plea, PLEASE GOD I DONT WANT TO LIVE
Is there something wrong or are you too fucked up to give?
I know I’ve done wrong, but shit,dont we all?
And how can someone's happiness be due to my fall?
In pain I crawl to the church to plead for forgiveness
But realize I'm at home and haven't had time to begin this
It's my search for sanity, and can't no one try helpin me
I’m the sickest of them all, I’m the rape that kills virginity
I’m the blood that’s on the wall, as you slit your fuckin wrist
Can't you take my hand, or are you scared of all of this?
Reach for salvation, don’t give up hope
Cause once I take your hand its up to you not to choke
I give you visions of dying, maggots on the willing
People bleeding freely as they're hanging from the ceiling
My minds compelling, telling me to kill
Am I still seeing things or is this life what is real
I can’t tell what is real and what's a dream
So I lie alone, on the floor and scream
As the men all approach and strap me down
And lock me a way in a secluded town
Far from the world, where I can't even hurt me
Can’t hurt anyone, white is all that I see
The rooms are closing in as I sit in my sadness
The straight jacket that I’m locked in secures my madness
The badest of the world, dies in a cell
And wakes up to realize, that he was already in hell...
-KrAzY J