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Feel the pain that I’ve brought to my own dying mind,
From the slits on my wrists, to my unloving kind,
If only once you could live with what’s in my life,
Then your throat would find its way to this knife.
I've come to the point where nothing else matters,
Because what would life be, if it never shatters?
Fuck what is pure, it will eventually be corrupted,
With the people all dancing like little blind puppets,
The darkness shall meet the eternal sleep,
From the time that you made your sad mother weep,
It's hopeless to live in a world of hate,
When you're supposed to give about your own sealed fate.
So to the people along the times that are near,
Living their life out of nothing but fear,
I wish I could do what you all do best,
Because if I could hide, I would never feel like this.
Fuck everything that has ever gone wrong,
We all sing along, to words in sad songs,
Only because that’s where we relate,
Just ask some poor fool who would sell his soul for a plate,
Or a man on the streets that can't make it in life,
I guarantee they would rather die on this night,
Right by my side, I give them respect,
And show them all love, because my life is wrecked,
You just don’t know how it is, to come this close to death,
And actually believe, you've breathed your last breath,
And then find out later, your still alive,
And clean up the blood, and run off and hide,
To cover up mistakes so know one can say,
That I was the one, who flipped out on that day,
That I was the one, who was found on the floor,
With the pool of blood all the way from the door,
With the bloody knife lying next to his hand,
The one that was greeted by that shadow like man,
I'm not condemned, I'm just too blind to see,
That I don't care anymore, it's just not meant to be...
-KrAzY J