Give me time and I'll appear
Can’t help but hope that you are near
If you can hear me please respond
Please forgive me when I'm gone
I didn’t mean to bring you pain
And I couldn’t help but be the same
I know you say that I am perfect
But in my heart I feel I’m worthless
I cant imagine the times of tragic
When all my hope seems like magic
A forgotten trick that cant be found
Or a wilting flower on the ground
The way I feel and lives I see
Please remember this isn’t me
I don’t know what to tell you now
And I don’t know why I cant think of how
I might just find the right words to say
And think of life in a better way
I cant understand much anymore
Except I know I have a heart, cause my heart is sore
And if just once I could say all I feel
The words I express would be strong enough to kill
Confusion inside all the pain that I hide
I still want to know, who would care if I died
I don’t really think that it would much matter
If I was ever born, cause many lives would be better
This is all I can say, just mere mortal words
To show that my pain, inside is like yours
And if you feel my pain why cant you speak
And tell me what makes my mind feel so weak
I know that I’m wrong and I cannot be hurt
I cannot feel pain, because pain is like dirt
Its minute in the sense of what I am feeling
As I lie alone and stare at the ceiling
Please understand all that I am saying
That I am just sitting while my life is decaying
Too much pain and corruption is leaving my wounds
Locking me away in my secluded tombs
Bits and pieces of all my deceases
The way that I died and all of the creases
The reflections of glass, and curves in the light
The way that the stars all light up the night
Things that just cant be explained in words
Just like all the pain, the way that I hurt...
-KrAzY J