You cannot feel, the pain holds itself
Single torn away from this pain like hell
Say the spell and take it away
The pain of living, grew too fast to play
It seems all my dreams are only lies
And I can’t help but say, all I want is to die
I wouldn’t cry but accept
That when I tried to help, I helped wreck
Things got torn apart from my hands
I don’t want to see that the pain still stands
My plans of the future seem nothing but fiction
The hope that I had stood burned by the friction
Against a world of loosing fights
Of hopeless dreams and perfect nights
Of the fright that I hold, I see my blood has turned cold
Wisdom comes with age? Fuck being old
All I can offer is what is already yours
My heart and my soul poured into lost words
Lie alone on the curb of these dreams of glass
The pain it stains, and I cannot last
So I spread my arms and ask for death
I suppose my punishment is to take what’s left
I can't run away from the problems I have
Cause nothing can help one that's truly sad
My heart is bad, that’s all I can seem to think
Why else would pain leave my mind on the brink
Of the void that stands between dreams and life
And holds me suspended in the dark of night
Wrong or right? I must have chosen wrong
My life fuckin hurts, just cause it's too long
So I see the door and I open it wide
To see that still, I'm alone inside
Step through the doors rusted frame
And wander the world, alone and in pain
This is my punishment for being conceived
Alone in a world with no one but me...
-KrAzY J