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Pain...

Written by:DeMoN

i'm in the darkness once again
i'm lonely, and i feel like shit...will this saga ever end
i once had the light close to me, but i let it go
whoever thought i would i need it so much, cuz that feelin', i nevered showed
but now, i'm here once again, wat should i do
should i ignore the pain, or iz this shit i ain't never goin' get through
should i just leve it alone
or should i try to get back, like a dog and his bone
withoutthe light, it just don't feel like home
so i roam lookin' for somethin', but i know wat it iz
from now on i'ma stick to myself, tellin' noone my biz
truthfully, wat iz it that i miss?
have a whole bunch of questionz, and findin' the answerz iz my goal
i don't know watz goin' on inside me, i just don't feel whole
a part of me iz missin', but i don't know
wat....should i know, will i ever know
i feel like the answerz i will never find, and the truth i will never know....
will all this shit goin' on, my darkside iz wat i have to show
and matter-fact it ain't even dark, but depressed, and full wit pain
i seriously think, if i don't get my shit 2gether, i'ma go insane
but know i won't, i'm lost in my own mind, in my own head
all i do iz wonder in my thoughtz, layin' down in bed
so i continue to search
should i asked god 4 help and go to church
or will he just let me feel pain, by myself like i've alwayz done..
i'm thinkin' suicidal, so i'ma grab gun
iz thiz life worth the pain i have, or should i just take it
!!BOOM!!...now i'm never goin' know if i would've made it...