I saw her
I see her laugh and hear her sigh
It hurts me so, but I will only lie
I hide my pain behind a smile
I wear a mask of my own denial
What I heard said I should
I struggled on just how I would
Day and night spent in my head
But by the return my heart was dead
Dismayed I hid my feelings away
Everything had changed suddenly
A mask of jokes was all I’d show
But only making my pain grow
I feel locked and none can know
The game’s too long to let it go
Too much since then has changed
I’ve let too many deceptions grow
