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April 27, 2002 - 3:32 PM Well this is day 1 of a new life, a new site, and a new future. The only thing that hasn't changed are my feelings for Heather. We can work this out babe, I know we can. ^_^ As for the site layout, well it's pretty obvious what I've done. I've taken some crap and pasted it together. Literally. I know it's bleh, but I don't care. This site is a mirror of my inner self. It is a blank page awaiting my "writing stick" or pencil for you "civilized" people. April 28, 2002 - 1:03 AM. Yep. I'm thinking about hosting my own web radio station so that I can stream non-stop techno. That'd be pretty fucked up for all you non-techno loving faggets out there. I think I'll do it. =] Anyways, I'm going to try to patch things up between Heather and I later tonight. Once that's settled, I can work on the other important things in life; my family, friends, school, you know all that gay shit. April 29, 2002 - 3:30 PM Heather and I talked a little bit during 3rd period. I walked her to her 4th period. That's pretty much all that happened today. I hope she hasn't fallen for another guy. I wonder how she feels towards me or even feels for me at all. I think she does, I hope she does. Yeah, she loves me, she's just going through a lot right now. Maybe the best thing to do is to back off and let her do things her way. After all, she's independent, she doesn't need my help for everything. I still love her and I know she loves me too. Anyways, the pictures I had taken should be arriving on Thursday, 5:00 PM. I'll try to scan them. =] April 30, 2002 - 11:17 AM I'm in 4th period right now, Honors Shakespeare Online. We have a substitute for today. I caught Heather staring at me a few times in 3rd period. I miss her so much. I wish I could just walk up to her and kiss her but she doesn't seem to want me around her. Maybe she doesn't need me. She seems happy with her friends. Ah, that's all that matters. I wish her parents/friends wouldn't have got involved in our relationship. Everything would have been perfect...sigh.. May 1, 2002 - 11:24 AM Another sub for 4th period. It looks like Heather and I won't be getting back together. I saw her with another guy. She seems happy. That's all that should matter, I guess. At least one of us is. I've been spending more time talking to Amanda again. I'm thinking about getting with her again. She seems to still have a thing for me. I'm not sure, but she's the only one who really does care. She always has been. Actually, now that I think about it, she's the only girlfriend I've ever had that met every girlfriend I've had since I met her. Amanda is special, I don't think I want to ruin our relationship again. She is so understanding... May 2, 2002 - 11:23 AM It seems like Heather wants to get back with me. She called me up yesterday from a payphone. I still have feelings for her as I had before. There isn't much to say. I'm in 4th period and I've just covered most of my sweater in safety pins. I'll add more to this entry later on. May 3, 2002 - 10:23 AM It's my fuckin birthday today. Whoo, 17 years old. Yep. I'm in 4th period. It's a rally schedule. An anonymous person told me some things about Heather that I didn't like much. They told me that she's a "slut" when it comes to NJ-guys. The NJ-guys sort of pass her around like chips and shit. That's fuckin gay. I was going to ask her out today, but I don't want to date somebody who might end up cheating on me with some NJ-guy. I see her flirting with all of them all the time. I guess Heather would rather be with the NJ-guys...but if she ever does change, I could deffinately see us together again. Anyways, there won't be any updates today. I'm gonna spend today having fun with my friends. May 4, 2002 - 4:46 PM I had lots of "fun" last night. I think we may have gotten some of it on the Materiajin Fight Club video tape. We have two tapes, a party tape and a Fight Club tape. I don't know why we recorded it on the Fight Club tape, but ah well. Anyways, I added some more feeds to the Radio Stream. I'm probably going to save my money for something big to buy with my bday monday as Amanda had suggested. Heather and I might be getting back together. Materiajin and friends are going bowling tonight. Peace out. May 5, 2002 - 4:46 PM Well lately the Rekwan.com server has been crashing. I'm going to have to buy more bandwidth and get a new server to replace the current one. I'm planning on buying maybe a gig of space which means there will possible be a bigger file section, more mp3's, and just plain more stuff. I'm waiting for my dad to send me some money so that I can finally get my 510 Click Smart webcam and be the cam-whore we've all dreamt of becoming. May 7, 2002 - 2:07 PM Took a little break from the site after I had switched the site's server. It shouldn't crash anymore by exceeding the maximum bandwidth. School was okay today, we voted for President, Secretary, blah blah blah, just a bunch of crap. Anyways, I saw Lynn today during lunch. Yeah, she flipped me off from afar. Yeah, that's pretty nice. *sarcasm* I don't think I want to get with Heather, I was told by an anonymous NJ-guy that she likes to flirt with them all and is equally happy with anyone because all she wants is a guy to make her feel happy. I guess I was led on. I should have listened to Amanda in the first place, or Lynn. Ah well, they were both right. May 8, 2002 - 11:30 PM I should be getting a new web-cam today when I return home. This bit of happiness will probably be my only light that shines during my week. My life has been a bit gloomy and depressing. I have nothing to receive, nor do I have anything to give. I'm nobody important. May 9, 2002 - 6:15 PM Well I just finished the new picture gallery. My site is 100% original! Woo! Anyways, I'm on the Palace right now talking to Megan, Matt, and Fox. Eh, life is great. I think I'm gonna work on the whole cam-whore bit later. Today I ran around taking 300 pictures. Woo, asian guy with a camera, freaky. Argh, shut up Matt! lol May 11, 2002 - 4:31 PM My old hit-counter's server went down. I'm pissed as fuck because I had to switch to a new counter and start back at 0. I don't pharking care, I know you butt-holes visit my site a lot anyways so it wouldn't really pharkin matter. I'm going on Yahoo Web-Cam later tonight around 7PM PST. So be sure to pharkin add me to your list: www_dot_rekwan_dot_com. May 12, 2002 - 9:16 PM Well my mom's birthday is pharkin tomorrow & shit. I need tog et her something special for his birthday. Eh, I've been talking to Megan on the phone/webcam/chatrooms lately. She's a real cool person (and hot too!). Go check out her pictures in the Picture Gallery. Ah, Megan, you make life as a pickle worth living. =] May 13, 2002 - 11:18 AM I'm in 4th period Honors Shakespeare Online course right now. Eh, I'll be adding some new pictures and possible do the radio during lunch time. It should be interesting! May 14, 2002 - 11:28 AM I'm in 4th period again and as usual I'm bored as hell!!! I was watching Megan's webcam yesterday, she's so cute!! Okay, calm down Alex, she's just a girl...no way!!! She's so cute/sexyful/hot!! Ah well, I'm gonna do the Rek-Radio later today. Doing the radio on webcam at school was a bad idea!! The sound was terrible and there was too much noise!! Sorry people!! May 15, 2002 - 11:16 AM Woo, people in my 4th period are surfing my site!!! I feel so loved... :) Anyways, I broke up with Amanda yesterday and now we're just friends. Yep, Amanda claims she wants to become a nun and rid herself of men forever, I doubt she'll do that though! I'm going to start recording 32 bit radio shows now instead of the 16 bits since they sound a LOT clearer! Ah..forgot to bring my damn webcam to school...sigh... May 16, 2002 - 5:38 PM Strange things have been happening lately...I don't know what's going on. My head has been feeling strangely familiar and my muscles ache with the hunger for usage. I feel like I could kill an entire school or two. May 17, 2002 - 3:59 PM Well seems like today is going fairly well. I've been getting a lot of smiles from girls I hardly know. I think they think I'm hot? I don't know. Anyways, I don't know if I'll be able to update the web-radio on weekends because of certain difficulties. So sorry! May 20, 2002 - 1:36 PM I learned something today. I learned that you cannot beat the system no matter what you try or do. The system exists everywhere and anywhere. Today I was charged with hate crimes, racial discrimination, terrorist acts, etc. I have been suspended from school for 5 days and currently pending exposition. I have removed my "Funny Stuff" section off my site as well as anything that didn't abide by the system. I apologize to anyone who I might have offended. May 21, 2002 - 7:46 PM The media has created the impression that the world consists of good and evil. This is only a matter of perspective and/or opinion when further looked into. I am not here to make people feel bad, discrimination is not my main focus. If it were, I could and would have done far worse with the pictures taken. Do they not realize that? I could have written "Mr. Nonamehere is a fag!" all over the site, but I didn't. I could have done a lot of things far worse than what I have been accused for. They call it sexual harassment? In what way did I sexually harass these people? They claimed I did it without consent. This is merely a false assumption that has brought upon this situation. They think they can control that which does not pertain to school and that which is of the media. They have taken nothing and made it into something and have stepped into our world. This world, "the world of the electron and the switch, the beauty of the baud," is a world that we have created, shaped, molded, and maintained. Site's such as hanfordhigh.com and rekwan.com were created by people like us and for us, deffinately not the faculty. They have no right to control what they have not created. They think they're doing something "good", ha! They have merely started an uprising which may lead to their downfall. Fuck authority and fuck the system. May 28, 2002 I came back to school today. Seems like a few people missed me. Finals all this week. Last week of school, bleh. Matt & the computer repair class literally tossed all of their old hardware/computers into some giant trash-cans. Katy insisted that I make Amelia the P.O.W. Thanks for the cupcakes Mrs. Dotson! May 29, 2002 I came to school late because my brothers were a bit slow as usual. Finals had begun today and I had this strange feeling in my stomach. Well, no, not really. It was a lot easier than I thought. I went to 1st period P.E. and sat there for about 2 hours. We didn't do much but play basketball or sit on the blue bleachers. The rest of the day was quite easy. I saw very few of my friends because I only went to 2 out of the 7 classes. It's a very hot day. =] May 30, 2002 Today was a good day. I signed many year books. =] I sat in 3rd period and 4th taking my finals. I got quite a few looks from the girl across the table that I sat on. Katy kept giving me strange looks! It was cute! I came to school and it seems like some sort of water-balloon war had been going on. There was water everywhere! One day left of school, Katy is going to Disneyland for a week, I'm going to Sea World, and a few of my friends are going to band uh, camp. lol. Well, my week is going great!!! May 31, 2002 It was the last of school today. I stepped on to the campus grass and a strange feeling went through my body. I felt bigger, cooler, popular... I felt like a junior! School went by fast, people gossiping as usual, the seniors weren't on campus, and life just seemed a bit different. I approached my two classes with a new sense of humor, fashion, and perspective. I signed quite a few yearbooks, layed out a few jokes, and had a good time. Life is good. June 1, 2002 Katy & I went to the movies today. We saw "The New Guy", it was good comedy. I loved the scene where the main character accidently tossed a burnt marshmellow into his father's eye. I give it 3/5 stars. Katy was suffering from some sort of headache and mouth pain due to her braces. I felt very bad because she seemed to be in a lot of pain. Right now I'm trying to decide what mud I'm going to play. Heather broke up with Chris Childe and claims that she isn't going to date any NJ guys anymore. Haha, funny, right? Well, I'm sure she'll figure something out. =] Alex Carothers & Katy are playing tennis. David is uh, I dunno what he's doing. Matt is happy because he graduated high school. I'm happy for him too. Well, it's Saturday, and there's nothing to do... June 3, 2002 Yesterday Katy came over. We went bowling with Mikey and some other people whom I didn't know. We came back to my place with Mikey. We went on webcam and did a few things. Megan saw what we did and didn't like it. I feel bad. Amanda was right. She has always been right. I would end up with Katy just like she said. She always predicts the truth. lol, a lot of the band dorks assumed Katy was dating Alex Carothers and not me. =[ Oh well! lol My parents won't be home for a few hours. What should I do...? *evil grin* June 5, 2002 Sorry for the lack of updates! I was at a huge party last night at a friends house! I crashed there, (along with 20 other people), and it was crazy! God I miss Katy so much! Anyways, last night was very fun. Some very funny shit happened! Haha, Richard, you're the coolest man! My azn brotha! Anthony rocks too! Azn pryde! lol, he slept in the bath-tub... very funny shit! Ahh...... good days, good days... June 6, 2002 - 3:48 PM Well, today is going to be one heck of a day. I can feel it. Matt and I are going to Blockbuster to pick-up a multiplayer shooter for the PS2. We have the shit ready to go! I was only able to spend 15 minutes with Katy today because she had to go to the bank and her mom wanted to spend some quality time with her. She's going to Disneyland which means I won't get to see her for a week. *sigh* Ah well, I hope she misses me! She better! lol Anyways, matt should be coming over in about 3 hours or so, I'm just modifying the site a little bit for now. =] June 8, 2002 - 3:18 AM I decided to give the site a new look. Something a bit easier on the eyes I guess. Not much eye candy, maybe a few pieces here and there will be implemented in the future. Yesterday I witnessed my very very good friend, Anthony, during his darkest hour. I hope Anthony is okay. Don't worry, Materiajin has your back 100% of the way. Don't let them get to you mentally like they did with me. June 11, 2002 - 8:56 PM I havn't updated my site much. I decided to take upon the task of creating a 2D RPG. Currently the game engine I'm using is a few years out of date. I've been mudding on Sael's mud which is extremely addictive. I believe I'll post a telnet link to it on the Godwars section of the site. The GW2K mud is extremely new. It's so new it doesn't has a name yet! I talked to Katy on the phone last night and today. Summer school begins on Thursday, won't you all be happy to see me? =] Anyways, I've been spending long nights mudding, chatting, and programming. I don't think I've been eating enough according to my family peers. Ah well, another day goes by. June 13, 2002 - 5:56 AM Yesterday was a horrible day. What started as a normal and supposedly soon-to-be-happy day became a horrible nightmare. Yesterday I had broken up with Katy. For what reason? She was was supposedly being a "bitch" at the time. A stupid reason, huh? She had came back from her 5 day vacation and from a 5 hour long drive. She was a bit grumpy and I didn't take it very well. For several hours we sat chatting, back and forth, after I had dumped her. I wanted to say I was sorry, and I did, but it "sorry" doesn't fix the thing that I had broken, the line the I had crossed, and the hearts that I had just broken. I hurt her, I hurt my Katy. As time passes, this pain that I have summoned on her grows on me. I have always felt like I was a part of Katy, we share the same emotion sometimes. When she is sad, I feel sad. When she is angry, I feel angry. I never told her this, I thought it was irrelevant. The pain is like being stabbed directly into the gut upwards and then being thrown into a casket of Australian Funnel-web spiders. I don't like this feeling. It hurts. I want my Katy back. June 14, 2002 - 6:15 AM Feeling a bit better than yesterday, summer school was kinda fun. Richard wasn't there because he was at some festival so Anthony, Kristine, and I had to entertain ourselves. Anthony and I were laughing as some nigger tried to hook-up with Kristine, tsk tsk. She's a pretty nice senior chick whose genre of people I can't quite put my finger on. Not that I would or care or anything. I didn't get much sleep today as I hadn't yesterday. I took a long nap after watching a few episodes of Family Guy. God that is an insanely funny show. The weekly "Friday Pizza" should be coming anytime soon, my family has kept that tradition for ages. I don't know why they insist on eating pizza every friday, but hey, I won't argue. =] Although, I do sometimes get sick of it, (ie. I just heated up 2 corndogs.) it has became a weekly ritual in which I sit down on my computer and grease up my keys. June 16, 2002 - 7:14 PM Woo! Happy day! Well looks like I'm going to Pismo with the family on June 28th. Today Katy came over! It was fun, =]. She's gonna play hard to get it seems. O.o Ah well, lol. I can play that game. I just won't ask her out, ever! lol, j/k! I'll just wait for the right moment, eh? Anyways, I have school tomorrow and yeah, that sucks. Hopefully Katy and I will be able to spend some more time together! I'm going to work on the site a bit and maybe add a game or two. =] June 17, 2002 - 1:30 PM Yesterday I went for a walk to Hanford East High School. I met Katy and Mikey there. We played around, sat in the middle of the bowl, it was fun. Katy was at my house all day yesterday. I asked Katy out, I guess it wasn't the right time because her answer was no. Ah well, Katy wants to be friends and that's totally cool. She still loves David and, well, you get the idea. As long as she's happy and everyone's happy. I know some of you are probably thinking, "Aww, Alex, why are you letting her walk down that same road again?". Well, Katy is smart, very smart, she'll figure things out soon enough. Anyways, Katy and Amanda talked on the cell phone all night. They're good buddies now lol. Hopefully Amanda will come down to California, that'd be pharggin cool! Sigh.. I still can't get over Katy. Maybe someday she'll see clear again and realize there's a sexy asian guy standing right in front of her holding his heart out. Bleh, who am I kidding? I'm one ugly fuck, lol. June 18, 2002 - 12:54 PM Gah, another boring day, lol. I owe Blockbuster for an over-due Quake 3 PS2 game. Today we talked mostly about bands and this Friday's concert. It's only $11 admission so I'm probably going to go and take some good pictures! It'll be at Adventure Park in Hanford, California 93230 on 6-21-2002 from 6-11 PM. Be there! You'll see me in the crowd! lol, why else would you want to go to a live concert? $11 bucks gets you in plus a Wristband for all outdoor attractions free! lol, why am I plugging this in? Oh yeah, they're paying me to...uh huh, right.. lol. Anyways, I think Lynn and I are "friends" now, she seems to be okay with that. I've never seen her with makeup or perfume on before...why a sudden change? Did she change for me or does she always do that now? Maybe she's trying to prove a point? I don't know. I liked her without the makeup. Sigh... I wish I were a "hot" guy. June 19, 2002 - 1:10 PM Looks like I'm deffinately going to the Livin Loud 2 concert. Richard invited me to go to Kimber's party. Woo, gonna have some fun, lol. It better be fun damnit! Time goes by so fast, doesn't it? I think I might add some more manga on my site IF I get requests. I'm going to allow people to send me their pictures. I'm glad I'm friends with LiquidX and he has graced me with his wonderful server. Thanks Drew (LiquidX) you rock!!!! I think I'll go do homework now or something, bye! June 20, 2002 - 7:27 AM Throughout the past 4 or so years, I have had a friend. This friend whom which is Amanda. Amanda has always been a bestfriend for countless occassion and was always there for me when I needed her, even though I sometimes wasn't always there for her. She always has been right and hopefully this time we'll both be right. Today Amanda and I are officially going out. Today is a happy day. =] I luff you babe. =] June 22, 2002 - 11:50 AM The Livin Loud 2 Concert was great! Halocrine rocked the entire place with their hardcore metal. Stupid niggers attempted to ruin everything. My brother Mark got first place in the C-Walking contest and one of the niggers spit on him. He danced against the other blacks and I guess they didn't like that. A group of them surrounded Josh and almost got into a huge fight with a bunch of rockers. It was all cool at the end. Some girls tried to steal my bracelets! The nascars were fun, I only went on them once however. I added a huge picture gallery of Halocrine. June 23, 2002 - 10:26 AM Yesterday was fun. Richard came over and we hanged out for a bit. He brought his guitar and we recorded some of his music on to computer. It sounds pretty good. Later we went to the Mall and played some video games. We hanged out with my friend James and walked around the mall doing stuff. We came back home and Richard left a little bit after. I went to James's party, it was quite fun. Shea was the only girl there so she must have failed quite awkward. Well, I did too, I rarely go to any of my brother's friend's parties. I took some pictures. Everyone went to the dance except James, Shea, and I. The 3 of us went to Movies 8 where we watched "Minority Report". It was great hanging out with Mr. Green Lantern and Cat-Woman. June 24, 2002 - 6:55 PM I woke up to the threatening suicide call of my ex-girlfriend Megan. I guess she read my journal and was severely hurt. I personally feel suicide is stupid and anyone who attempts it or threatens to do so loses total respect from me, no matter who they are or where they're from. Anyways, I kicked it with Halocrine mostly today. Anthony, Josh, Richard, and I. I'm their roadie! I get to hangout with them and go to their parties/concerts. It rocks. June 26, 2002 - 12:39 PM I keep forgetting how early summer school ends. I'm not sure what I'm going to spend my time doing today. I'll most likely work on my site. Halocrine may be playing again sometime this July. I'll be there. =] I took some new pictures today. A fat ass was the highlight of my day. I took a test today, it was long and boring. I want some black bondage pants. Badly. June 30, 2002 - 10:29 AM Sorry for the lack of updates in the past few days! I went to Pismo Beach, California and camped there! It was PH4RGG1N K-K00L!! I saw Shea there, met a few hot girls, played arcade, went shopping, and took some good pictures. Probably the most exciting moments were: The car alarm going off around 12am in a RV/Tent Camp full of sleeping tourists and not being able to find the car key to turn it off; getting lost in the sandy dunes and finally reaching the beach; and meeting a few girls from LA within the first 15 minutes of arriving at Pismo beach. Pismo beach is fun. July 1, 2002 - 2:20 PM Richard and Anthony left after break today during Summer school. I really need to get back into martial arts. I can feel the fire burning again. I decided to add a weekly proxy listing on my site as a response to Ishwar's request. I still can't decide whether or not I should add mp3's or files to the Rekwan Dot Com server. I don't want to reach the maximum bandwidth, that wouldn't be nice. LiquidX has already given me a lot and I am very greatful to him and the Hanfordhigh.com team. This server r0x'eth. =] July 2, 2002 - 6:52 PM Mom yelled at me in the morning so I walked to school. School was good. Anthony Holland gave Jeramiah, Sarah, and myself a ride to Tyler's house. We kicked it there for a while. Richard messaged me on MSN through Tyler's computer and later picked me up at Tyler's house to pickup a birthday gift for Anthony Martinez of Halocrine. We went back to Richard's house after picking up some food from Rallys. Went to Kimber's house to go swimming for a bit. Now I'm at home, waiting for Richard and Mindy to come over. Probably going to the moves later. I know I used improper grammer in this entry, but I don't care. I had fun today. =] July 3, 2002 - 11:55 PM Summer school was kinda boring. We didn't really do anything. I took a few pictures here and there. Jasmine thinks I'm gorgeous. =] Aaron, Travis, and I walked home. A lot of things happened today. I'm sorry for what happened to Aaron after what happened. I'm sure Aaron and Alyssa will fix things. Richard and Anthony came over later today. Anthony got some new shoes with red laces. Their pharggin awesome. =] I was supposed to spend the night at Richard's house but I didn't due to certain reasons. =] July 5, 2002 - 4:20 PM Yesterday was pharggin awesome. My friends picked me up and we went to Enzo's house for some good food. Fireworks, friends, and new people made it awesome. A blonde chick named Krystal hit me. I wanted to kill her but some people held me back. Stupid blonde bitch. It was an amazing 4th of July so I decided to include the pictures in the Gallery. 4th of July brought my friends and I closer together. Good shit. July 7, 2002 - 9:53 AM Sorry for the lack of updates people. I've been extremely busy with my friends lately. Congratulations to Anthony and his 18th birthday on July 6, 2002. It was an awesome party hosted by Josh's mom. Richard & I got Anthony a toy guitar set with microphone, headset, etc. It had real strings! We went to the mall later, everyone seemed to stare, and we looked at some of the piercings. Kristin (Anthony's girlfriend) was hit in the head by Richard, lol. Josh's dog ran away constantly and later ended up at home with a bloody nose. We watched space-balls and I got to meet Josh's crappy 360 Mhz, 160mb of RAM E-Machine, lol. Anyways, we ended up at my room and recorded Richard & Shawn playing the guitar. Maybe next time we'll have them both play at the same time. =] July 9, 2002 - 2:31 PM Jeebus. How the heck do I keep forgetting about my journal entries!? I'm dealing with a few dilemmas in my life which consist of friends, family, and that of the opposite sex. Anyways, I finally got my classes fixed and now I'm where I should be. The system doesn't always work you know... I'm going to the Kings County Fair this friday with my friends. This will include the entire Halocrine band (hopefully), Cookie, Alyssa, Aaron, and few other people. I hope to see you all there! I'll be taking pictures. =] Sigh..breaking hearts sucks. Anyways, I took some pictures today and added it to the galleries. Have fun. =] July 10, 2002 - 7:30 PM Today God punished me by sending me to hell. It's very hot in hell and I'd like to get the fuck out very soon. Other than the rediculous heat waves that are penatrating my house even amongst the later hours of the day, I sit here on my computer half awake. The gratuitous indecency that have poisoned my vision seems to be appearing everywhere lately. July 13, 2002 - 11:03 PM Last night's Kings County Fair was awesome. I met about 30-40 girls that night. I had lots of fun with Shea Brown today. She's awesome. I'm sorry for wandering off constantly like that. That's just me. I'm a wanderer. ^.^ Anyways. I took a lot of pictures, got a few pole dances, dirty chair dancing, piggy back rides (yes, they let me climb on their backs),  fatiqued as fuck, raped by my male friends, whip-lashed by bumper cars, and about 20 or so people followed me around that day. No, I'm no pimp. I'm just Rekwan. Plus Halocrine wasn't there so all their hunnies had to come to me since I dress/act somewhat like them. I had an awesome time though. I met a lot of people and gave a few the evil guy. Guess who I saw? Melissa's ex and Shawn's ex. Together! Oh. $2.00 bottles of water was a rip-off. Everything was a rip off. I didn't get asked out by any girls. That's probably the only downside. Oh well. Maybe new chances will arrive in the future. My last ride ended with the beautiful Cookie on the uh, giant spinning thingy with music. It was my first and last ride with her. I kind of feel bad for neglecting her when I was supposed to go on quite a few more rides with her as promised. Sorry for the long entry. Lots of fun stuff happened. =] July 17, 2002 - 1:03 PM Sorry for not writing in my journal for a while. I've been extremely busy. Last night was awesome. Richard, Anthony, and I played Hunter: The Reckoning for hours until we came across a foe who we simply could not defeat. It was quite an awesome game. Today I worked like usual. Richanne had my web-cam taken away! Dumb bitch! Anyways, I was able to get it back. (Woo, lucky me) and now everything seems fine. It's Richanne's birthday today. I wonder what she wants? Richard's birthday is coming up soon! I saw Mindy in a car on the way home from school. She waved and stuck out her pierced tongue. She's awesome. Right now my mom & Luke are at Burger King getting us some food. Yummy. Something special happened July 14. Mmm, cookies are yummy. I should wait for my food. July 21, 2002 - 11:11 AM In the last few days, I've partied at Jasmine's house, went to Midnight Madness at AP which went on from 11pm to 6am, and to a concert at the mall where I watched Crazier than Winfield and Killing Isaac. There was also some teen modeling going on in the food-court around 5pm. I ate some cookies during the movie, Mr. Deeds. It was a C movie. It was okay. Adam Sandler is one funny guy. When he wants to be. Anyways, after the movies, I played some Street Fighter. Ken is one badass mofo. He's my favorite. =] I met this girl named Julia. She wrote her number on my right forearm. I think she likes me. But I dunno. ^.^ July 25, 2002 - 7:27 PM Today was the last day of summer school. I woke up a little late. I was so tired today. I didn't get to see my friends Shea & Shea because they went with some guy Blake to somewhere. I took a nap after school. I didn't wake up until around 7. I was supposed to go to the movies with some friends today. Something came up & it was called off. Oh well. People today were a bit wild during break-time. They threw food. Somebody threw a cookie at me. It fell to the ground. I could have eaten that. Oh well. Maybe another day. There was a lot of crap thrown around. Blah. Boring Thursday. July 28, 2002 - 2:44 PM For the past few days. I've done nothing but mud. Mudding. Yes. My true addiction. I am not a druggie. I am not an alcohoilic. I am a mudder. I need to work more on the site. I added an elaborate Highlander section to the Godwars section. Some people beg to hear me on Rek-Radio because I'm "funny". Well. Maybe I will tonight. =] Yesterday, my dad, my mom, my brothers, and I went to the Fresno airport. My dad and brothers are in Maine now. It's just my brothers and I. I feel so good being the single child. It's weird but fun! Shea Brown leaves to South Dakota tomorrow around 3. Have fun Shea! July 29, 2002 - 11:34 PM I realized something today. No, it's not that I kick ass on Tekken. No, it's not that I have very very cool friends. And no, it's not because when I do the radio, everyone tunes in. I realized we of Rekwan Dot Com have something special here. We have a community. A place where people can hangout, chat, or post messages. It's awesome place. Besides me realizing that, I finally got off my lazy ass today. I went to the mall with Richard and Anthony. They had to leave at 4PM to take senior pictures. Damn. I'm only a junior. *tear* Oh well. I kicked ass on Street Fighter. Until an old tekken buddy wearing a white wife beater came and nuked my ass with Akuma. I need more practice. I'm out of shape. In more ways than one. I walked around the mall today. The cookie store was closed today. No cookies for me. Oh well. I had chinese food instead. Yum. =] Bah. I have lots of work to do now. August 2, 2002 - 5:55 AM Fixed my computer yesterday. Went to Dennys with Richard and Anthony. We met a cool waitress who knew what true hardcore rock/punk was. We left a tip of $3 and 2 plates of mustard/ketcup/fries messages. "Thank U" and "Asian". Richard beat Bruce Lee for Xbox yesterday. I've been spending a lot of my time with Richard lately. He's a cool guy. But now that I have my computer back, I need to work on my site. It's a Friday woo! Tomorrow Richard & I are going to Pismo beach. lol. I really need to work on my site today. I'm kinda hungry. I wish I had some cookies left. I've been eating them every night around 1am. There's a lot of variety! M&M's, chocolate chips, etc. Yummy. Rekwan Dot Com is growing. My baby is growing up. *sigh* August 3, 2002 - 5:06 AM I decided that I wouldn't sleep at all today a few hours ago. Nod, I am aware of the consequences that I may endure during today's 2 hour drive to pismo beach. That is, if I fall asleep while in the midst of a self-indulging conversation with one of the members of Halocrine, (Richard). Today, Rekwan Dot Com, my baby, stepped back into frames. It isn't much. The navigation is still somewhat similiar. Maybe a bit easier. I dunno. I'm tired already. I need to stay awake. I need to go do something to take my mind off the thought of closing my eyes and falling into a deep...deep...sleep. Good morning. August 4, 2002 - 11:16 PM Well I messed around with the website again. I fixed a few things and added a few things. Pismo beach was awesome. I added those Pismo beach pictures under the Pismo beach 2 section right under Pismo beach 1. Anyways. I decided to make the new message board very simple for the computer-stupid people. I'm having trouble accessing the server right now for some reason.