This is my page to post wack shit that i've randomly wrote up in my free time, like this next "poem" that i wrote while i was half asleep at 4 AM. Anyway if u have anything you've written up and u feel like it's cool enuf to be on my page then email me it and i'll copy and paste it.
Reality Bites
Hidden by a bright personality, cheerful laugh, and shining sense of humor lies a deep, passionate depressed girl. With needs far greater than a 'normal' person, she yearns for more than her life can give her. Craving love and acheiving nothing her soul plunges farther into a black world where smiles don't don its inhibitants and sarcasm is a virtue. Dark thoughts and serious faces were common and in this world the girl stays by night and seeks solitude to soul search...one pill here, another there; the cloud of uncertainty lifts and a floaty, comforting feeling overcomes the body of the girl. She seeks this comforting, temporary high to lift her spirits and take her mind off the troubles she deals with. In the end, she ends up with false dreams, a pile of pills and still no solution. That girl is me.
I had always yearned for some sort of sympathy and affection. I once had that affection and a shoulder to cry on, then one day it disappeared, as if erased off a chalkboard. Crying in dispair for what I'd lost, I wallowed in depression masked by a fake smile, forced laughter. Sitting alone in my room late at night I'd put on sad songs in my stereo, turn off the lights, lay down and just cry...Not only because of the words but because most of the memories that were somehow sung out in the songs. It seems as if all those sad songs somewhat relate to my life, oddly enough. Some people think they have it all bad but they don't know what I've gone through and I don't feel like typing it all right now.
Jake's story was on here, but this page was getting too long so click on the URL to see his story:
http://angelfire.com/mb/fallenangel69/jake.html
