APRIL

4:1:00 you fool

4:1:00 you fool

its april fools day and i went to a movie with my friends james carlee and andrea. it was... hmm what was the name.. oh yes.. the skulls. and a lovely movie it was. very enjoyable if you ask me. and i know you weren't. but too bad, i'm telling you anyways. well now that i think of it, i haven't worked on my other page in a while. hmm. maybe i should work on it tonight.. no i don't feel like it... too boring. ya know what i'm saying? i sure do. :) well. the only reason why i'm staying up right now, cause i'm really tired, is because i'm doing laundry. and i wanna wait till its done so i can put it in the dryer and have clothes for work tomorrow. :) i'm really really tired. i didn't have to work today. i took the day off and my bosses didn't want me to. whoops. :( i feel bad now. i hate making people work more than that have to. hahahha..... what? i do.....well... anyways. i'm gonna go surf. :) talk to ya's all l8a.

liebe, der herrin

4:3:00 yeah

4:3:00 yeah

i get to work from tomorrow which is tuesday up until sunday. and then i get monday off and work tuesday. its cool. more money for me! i was late to work yesterday. by like fourty five minutes. day light savings through me off completely. well at least my boss wasn't mad. she asked me to work so obviously, nothing can be too seriously wrong. i've got a supervising position. and i got a raise. yay! well 25 cetns. but hey, i live in the state with like the highest minimum wage... i think. so.. yeah. anyways. onto a diff subject. i don't think theres anything wrong with doing drugs.. like once in a while or even trying them out. as long as you don't get addicted. i don't see why people are soo hard core against them. i can see limitations on drugs and stuff like that. but a one time thing is nooo big deal. anywho.. i'm gonna get goin. CHILL AND PEACE OUT. hahha yeah right. okay bye. :)

4:5:00 like for sure

4:5:00 like for sure

check it. i'm writing like every other day. where do i come up with these titles? i will never know.. i'm soo complex. you better agree with me.. lol. my stupid teacher hunted me down yesterday cause i didn't go to his class. hahah stupid jerk. anyways, i'm working every day this week. and i'm goin shopping next tuesday. yay! we have districts on wensday. :) well talk to ya alls l8a. peace out

4:6:00 i'm raging

4:6:00 i'm raging

people are soooo stupid.! God i hate everyone! okay... count to ten mel... okay i'm simmering. stupid people... really piss me off... yeah... and i'm sick of putting up with it. its kinda hard to go into detail... and i'm too tired to try... so, i'll just leave it at that. bye. :)

4:7:00 i'm tired

4:7:00 i'm tired

i went to school, then i went to work and i got off work at 10 thirty. very fun and fascinating day.... yeah right. have i ever mentioned to y'all that guys are stupid? i'm ready to die. and i want to make a noose and tie it on something. but i won't cause i'm a trooper. well okay night. love mel

4:8:00 just another day

4:8:00 just another day

i had to work today at 2:00 and got off work at 10. there were sooo many hot guys out today! good lord! well hmm... i guess i don't got much to say,, except people piss me off... but thats a well known fact.. so see ya later

4:10:00 i feel okay

4:10:00 i feel okay

had a band concert tonight which completely flopped. grr. and i'm going to go shopping tomorrow. all vinyl baby yeah! dude, i'm soo stoked. no school for the next couple days. :) i'm going to st. helens on wensday yeah.. isn't that great? great? yeah. thats great. its really great. isn't it great? yeah.. anyways.. ITS GREAT! j/k. lol. i've been at the palace a lot. i don't know why. God i feel like all my problems will go away if i could just get a b/f. ya know? yeah.. well whatever. i guess i'll get goin. see ya later. chill

4:11:00 i'm sick

4:11:00 i'm sick

i went shopping today. i got a lot of clothes. and they're cool. my favorite that i got though were some pink and i mean bright pink pleather pants. i got two posters.. a pink leopard choker.. a writing book, a sticker that says fear me, for i have the power to destroy you. and thats all i got from hot topic. then i got.. two flags from some import store. one australian and one from germany. and i got other cool stuff... from another store... and its too many to name. well for a couple.. i got leopard fuzzy sandals, and clogs with dragons on them. :) and a leopard shirt. and two other shirts with things on em.. they're weird... and lets seee.. i got a belt... hmm... and what else... i forgot but i know i got more. oh i got some jeans too. :) well anyways. i'm going to st. helens tomorrow. my stupid teacher called me a smart ass yesterday. it pissed me off. okay well see ya later.

4:12:00 terrible

4:12:00 terrible

today was districts and we flopped it. it was soo bad. i ran into a person i hadn't seen for a while.. that was pretty weird... and hmm,, i wore a really weird outfit today... and got a new bra and some new underwear.. i love to spend money. :) okay.. i'm wearing my pink pants tomorrow. yay!! okay. talk to y'all later. bye

4:13:00 vinyl

4:13:00 vinyl

i wore my bright pink pants to school today. it was awesome. i was so surprised when just about everyone i saw told me they liked my pants. it was pretty neato freato...people don't exactly give me the time of day. or something. my mom is being very cold hearted today. grrr. i hate it when she's in those moods when nobody else matters except her. I can be like that, but if i hear a heart wrenching story, i totally feel for the person. i have emotion. when i need it. but boo hoo... okay bye.

4:14:00 asche's obsession

4:14:00 asche's obsession

umm this is jessie's cd and i haven't listened to it yet, i don't think, but it sounds really hella tight. PHAT BABY! ohh,,, i was just informed that you can't listen to it if its full of pictures.. so i guess thats my answer. i'll be able to listen to it in like five minutes.. well thats what i got out of it, did you? okay i thought so. i'm listening to weir al. Krista sang a song about her being a whore in a bottle you have to pay her the right way. how gay is that! well thats krusty for ya. okay, well talk to ya all later. bye love chubs

4:16:00 i'm soo tired

4:16:00 i'm so tired

i went to work today at 12 and i was really sick so my boss sent me home. i was worse than i was yesterday. my glands were completely swollen, so i couldn't move my head, and my throat hurt, and i had a bad cold. from the base of my neck to like the top of my neck it hurts to even touch it. every time i cough it sends pains all through my head. but today, it was worse, my ears were plugged too. and i'm having migrains. its soooo bad. :( theres a disease going on in portland that could kill you, and it starts out with neck pains... really weird. anyways.. my sister brought me a bunch of candy, cause i couldn't enjoy the nice day it was today. its sooo sunny. :( and i'm stuck inside. i can't even yawn, its so lame... well.. i have tons of homework, but i don't feel like doing it, so oh well....... okay well i'm gonna go. bye

4:17:00 heeeelllooo

4:17:00 heeeelllooo

i'm sicker than i was from the beginnning. and i went to the doctor. bye

4:18:00 heh heh

4:18:00 heh heh

no school for me today again. yay! i'm still sick... so lucky me... my head hurts... and i sent a bill off finally. its been due for about 3 months... so yeah. okay, bye.

4:21:00 hark, i have no head

4:21:00 hark, i have no head

i am actually soooo incredibly hiper today. and i'm sooo happy that you all can't read this anymore, so therefore, i have to carry on with myself... :) well,... mel, i stayed at home alll day, and ate food... okay bye

4:22:00 hhahhh

4:22:00 hhahhh

this is really oddi thought i added one for the twenty first and the twenty second... oh well... no one can read it anyways. this is for all you stupid people who think you know everything about me, just cause you read my rants. ha ha nyah nyah!!!! okay...... i'll forgive your stupidity. even though i shouldn't, i'll be a nice bugger..... okay,,... well bye now

4:23:00 scandelous

4:23:00 scandelous

oddly enough,, my dates were messed up because it was like 2 in the morning when i was writing last nights.. so i got it all confused. but its better now... okay so its just me now... being stupid. its easter, and i went and saw 28 days with my friend. and a guy.. who talked through the whole thing. very annoying, if you ask me. but i know you didn't... ya see i've noticed, nobody asks me anything. which is good. but the very few stupid people who do, never learn their lesson. when you ask a person something, you listen to the answer and don't call them a liar. because if you knew the answer originally, there was no point in asking the damn question... okay i'm done. bye

4:25:00 gay gay

4:25:00 gay gay

i don't know if i used that as a title already but oh well who cares. no one can read this. i'm happy. people are really really gay. and i watched forest gump today.well.. this is gay, bye

4:26:00 whoa... like no way

4:26:00 whoa... like no way

i didn't know i wrote one of dese yesterday. like whoooa. tubular dude... i have sooo much work to do on my research paper. and i dont' want to work on it. but i guess i will. my eyes are burning because my sis burnt too much insense. okay bye bye bye.

4:27:00 meesa sorry, meesa still luv you

4:27:00 meesa sorry, meesa still luv you

first of all, let me mention that luv and love are completely different.... and i'm sorry for what i wrote earlier... i was wrong... and it was very stupid of me to do. see its not that hard for me to humble myself and apologize.... after all you deserve it. :) lol... anyways... i actually didn't expect for you to be able to come back in here.... and i know you don't know everything about me, so i shouldn't have said that. . i'm sorry.. okay bye... i'm not good at this apologizing stuff..... kay bye..... luv mel

4:28:00 totally unacceptable

4:28:00 totally unacceptable

today was the oscars.. for school that is... and just about every person who won, was totally undeserving. it was sooo sad and pathetic. i completely realized how stupid and stereotypical the people in my school actually were. the whole thing on there was a popularity contest. i have been in class with a guy who completely worked his butt off.. everything he did was just 100% effort on his part. and he's like that in every class. i think he's going to be a validictorian or something.. he was a nominee, but then the stupid people voted for Jeff budnick. how incredibly gay is that? yeah he's smart, but this other guy has worked so much more than jeff. i have also had classes with Jeff and i know that he didn't deserve it as much as the other guy... gay!!!! then theres this chick who was nominated for the artistry stuff or whatever and she lost it to Brittney Drumheller... even more gay. Brittny's good,, but not half as good as the other person.. i'm choosing not to name names here... obviously... anyways, everyone thinks Brittney's sooo hot, so of course they had to vote for her... gay! then theres two girls who were nominees for best vocalist and they lost it to the stupid big chested harmony..... her name is no pun intended... by the way... i personally can't stand harmony's voice its tooooo... i don't know the word.. screachy maybe... she tries to jazz up every song she sings and its soo bad. she completely killed the song... anyways, the other two, i didn't even really care for their personality's but who's do i care for ... anyways,, that was besides the point.. but they all sang songs and The other two were sooooo good, and harmony's was soooo bad... gay! Then theres most original.... for guys.... My friend was nominated... he's the only one worthy in the whole school to have that title... but no, they had to give it to a stupid guy who whenever gets up in front of the school has to tell a story about a stupid duck. a duck!!!!!!!!! ya know, if i was up there, i'd go off on a duck just to make fun of him!!! stupid queer... he used to be a nice guy... anyways, he happens to be a really good baseball player ohhh and can't forget that everyone loves him.... gay! Then it comes down to what i was nominated for! i don't care that i didn't win... boooo hoooo..... but they had to give it to the one who was the most undeserving... there were four people nominated... and there was one person that completely deserved it. she worked hard for it... and the winner didn't! all these winners are popular... hmmm,,, go figure. God i hate queers! i hate my school! ohhh which reminds me best vocalist for the guys, of course the popular one had to win..... he totally didn't even do good..... one of the other guys should have... i think courage enough to sing a tom jones song was pretty good, he could have won..... or to even sing a womany song about birds and bees and love .. or whatever... totally deserved it... but this guy killed the song he sang and i think that was ...... gay!!!!!!!! lets seee what else can i complain about. ohhhhhhhh i know what i can comlain about... my teacher keeps stealing my cheetos and eating them when i'm not looking! then i tell him i'll be right back to go get food, and he tells me to bring him back something.... stupid!!!! then theres the nasty whore Carrie Johnson.... nasty whore,... did i mention.. okay,... she's getting a little baby ducky... hooray!! oh my God i wish i was her... and like when it gets older she's gonna like let it out in the wild and stuff. like isn't that soo cute... oh my God!!!!.... stupid nasty crack whore..... okay.... hmmm... this brings me down to my geometry class.... i hate being there.... i always get stuck with the stupid people... so i don't show up and fail the class... then i have to come back the next year and do it all over... this is my third year being in geometry!!!!!!! i'm already in algebra 2 and i'm passing it!!!!! i have the "number 2" teacher..... God i hate my school... its like everyone bases how cool you are by your athletic skills.... no one even cares about how academic you are.... but neither do i, but thats besides the point. the teachers are soo nice to the athletes, but they don't even care if you're ace-ing(sorry i don't know how to spell that.. obviously i'm not one of the smart ones) their class. ya know, i went to a site the other day... its called a year in the life of a nerd. it was soo cool... the guy who is writing it, has extremely good insite on a bunch of things.. its amazing. he was like 15 or something and he had i don't know how to describe it.. but he seemed really brilliant... had a great sense of humor and seemed to have a fairly good personality.. .but i think a good sense of humor makes you a great person in general... amazing no one seems to have one these day... must be why i hate everyone.... ooh well... i've gotten used to it... and so has everyone else... lol.. yeah.. i'm starting to talk in computer talk.com.....understand? ya sees... after every period i will put a com... lol.com... hahhahha see so you can laugh @ me...com.. this is hard.. nevermind.. i was gonna talk like that too... and write reports like that. and smile with my head sideways... :) like that... well when i smile anyways.... usually the only time i smile is when i'm making fun of someone. lol actually thats not true. i laugh a lot.. and i smile a lot.... its a cover up. j/k hmmm wonder how long this is going to be... oh well... i guess i'll go now... staying at jessie's tonight.. :) that'll be fun... lol okay bye

4:30:00 someday

4:30:00 someday

my favorite song i think is that song.. umm its like The way you look tonight. ::someday, when i'm awfully low, when the world is cold, i will feel a glow, just thinking of you, and the way you look tonight. oh but you're lovely, with your smile so warm, and your cheeks so soft, there is nothing for me but to love you, just the way you look tonight. With each word your tenderness grows, tearing my fear apart. and that laugh that wrinkles your nose, touches my foolish heart. lovely, nevern never change. keep that breathless charm, won't you please arrange it, cause i, i love you, just the way you look tonight...just the way you look....tonight. great song... i worked today. and i'm really.... i don't know... pathetic... i'm a pathetic wretch. i'm just... i dunno... kind of living day after day, and for what? for whom? nothing and no one. i also like that song its like... i'll never fall in love again. i'll type it out. :)

What do you get when you fall in love, a guy with a pin to burst your bubble. thats what you get for all your trouble. i'll never fall in love. oh what do you get when you kiss a guy. you get loved turns to catch gnemonia..(however you spell it)after you do, he'll never phone ya, i'll never fall in love again. don't tell me what its all about, cause i've been there and i'm glad i'm out of those chains i remind you that why i'm here to remind you. what do you get when you fall in love, you'll only get lies, pain and sorrow. so for at least until tomorrow. i'll never fall in love. out of those chains. remind you that is why i'm here to remind you, when you fall in love, you 'll only get lies, pain and sorrow. so for at least until tomorrow, i'll never fall in love again...oh i'll never fall in love again. oh i'll never fall in love.

i was just listening to the "my best friends wedding" soundtrack.... *sings*i say a little prayer for you. My darling believe me, for me there is no one but you... please love me too, i'm in love with you, answer my prayer, so love me too.... la la la la... okay i'm done singing. get an ugly girl to marry you... la la lala.. okay... anyways.. i'm sick of just sitting here.... so... umm. bye.... too bad its not forever..... It all ends by the rope... so my friend says....k bye

time to go to sleep (home)