Today is actually Thanksgiving eve.... also known as Novemeber 23rd. and,,, this is to you JUSTIN. not my brother... but Justin.. umm sorry, forgot your last name, hold on, let me look it up, or ask you, because you are whom i am talking to right now, as we speak, i mean i speak, on icq. JOSLIN!!!! thats your last name. okay boyeee., i believe in no life on other planets, which i just told you.. i believe in other galaxies just like ours... many other earths... that about sums it up... i can't elaborate on that, because i don't think about stupid crap like that... i figure,... we'll all die soon, who gives a crap whats going on outside of this world, when we barely have control of this world...
now as much as i can say about this crappy life,,... yes i have plenty to be thankful for... but it doesn't mean i can't bitch and moan about what i dont' have, ay?yeah. i feel like i have nothing... i come home from school, or work, and be by myself... i have few friends,... which i am thankful for... whether it seems like it or not. ummm, i am lonely 99.9% of my life, and the oner .1% of my life i spend playing video games... so... now that you know i suck... lets talk about other things. ummm, such as... I hate when people act like they care, when they don't. i will elaborate. my teachers pretend they care what happens to me.... as soon as i graduate, i am another statistic in america. nothing but someone to tax for money. i will be doing nothing for the good of the country, but why would i want to anyways? this country is going to hell!. I plan to live no longer than 28. i never want kids.... that would be torment... cruel and unusual punishment. yes.... well hmm what else can i say. about fake people.... umm they suck. yes they do. suck ass.. num num num. ooo ooo, another example. i hate when people say they love you, when THEY REALLY FRICKIN DON'T. and they don't even know what love is. WHAT IS LOVE BY THE WAY? hmmm... i wouldn't know.. nobody would... oh, temporary happiness ring a bell? silly boy. its okay, you're still a cool guy, but dont' tell me you love me, please.... and i know its not a love like, will you marry me love, but its not like, a love as in, i would do anything, even die for you kind of love. its not like a brother loving a sister over protection love either..... you barely know me enough to have any of those kinds of loves for me.. and i'm not a damn animal, so you can't love me like you would a pet. :) well i will finish chatting with the few peeps on my list. and happy thanks giving. :) auf wiedersehen.
liebe, mel