Mood:  down
Now Playing: jame blunt
Topic: Peom
If I die today

would you care

If I cry

will you wipe away all my tears

If I scream

would you comfort me

If I got hurt

would you heal me back to life

If I was bleeding

would you let me die

or would you try to save me soul



If you die

I know I would die inside

If you cry

I would wipe away your tears

If you scream

Ill fight away all your fears

If you got hurt

I would kiss you all better

If you were bleeding

I would try to help you



If I would ever fall

would you pick meup

If my books fell

would you pick them up

If I couldnt see

would you be my eyes

If I needed you

would you be there

Unlock the Door
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: korn
Topic: Poem
Im standing there
in front of your face
but Im still blind
to your eyes.

No matter what
I say or do
you say your feelings
are still the same
even if deep inside
your lying to yourself.

So why do you cry inside
when all you have to do
is tell the truth.

We both know we can
never be together
but we can still
open up are hearts
to eachother.

Why do you kept
your feelings locked
behind a door
I know I have the
key but you shouldnt
need me.

So unlock the door
and let your
feelings flow.

Why are you so scared
all I want is for
you to let me inside.

It's hard to beleive
that you made me cry
when all you did
was make me smile.

So go ahead
close the door
doesnt mean a thing
to me because
these tears are flowing
like a river far
beyond my reach.

I opened my heart to you
all you did is ripe it out
so this is the end.

Theres no words or
gifts to use
to unlock the
door to your heart.

Bio
Hope this lets you get to know me a little bit better.

: General : .
[ .001. ] First name: Heather
[ .002. ] middle names: Anne
[ .003. ] last name: Puckett
[ .004. ] nickname(s): babyduck,angel baby,pumpkin butt(my ex bf),cellotweety, feather,mouse
[ .005. ] gender: Female
[ .006. ] age: 17
[ .007. ] birthday: 9-16-1987
[ .008. ] height: 5'5"
[ .009. ] hair color: Blonde
[ .010. ] Eye color: Green
[ .011. ] race: ?
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: Glasses
[ .013. ] do you have braces: Nope
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: long
[ .015. ] where were you born: PA
[ .016. ] current location: Las Vegas, Nevada
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: Virgo
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: two.
[ .019. ] nationality: English, Iltalian, Irish,
[ .020. ] bad habits: ?
[ .021. ] piercings you have: My ears.
[ .022. ] piercings you want: Belly Button, double ear, nose, upper ear.
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: None.
[ .024. ] Tattoos you want: one for my unlce john about his death.
[ .025. ] today's date: july 9,05.
[ .026. ] the time: 11:35 p.m.
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions?: Mother of fuck...

. : Family : .
[ .038. ] Do you get along with your parents: Most of the time.
[ .039. ] Does anyone in your family understand you: hell no
[ .039. ] Siblings: two half sisters, I don’t know them

. : Pets : .
[ .040. ] Do you have any pets: Yup. Loads.
[ .041. ] what are their names: jackly,viper,king,ashely,and mittens, I had more but they died
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: dogs,water turtle,cat
. : School : .
[ .043. ] Are you still in school: yes
[ .044. ] did you drop out: no
[ .046. ] favorite year: 10th grade
[ .047. ] Least favorite Year: this year
[ .050. ] favorite subject: english
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: math
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: I bought it.
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: No. but want to
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: Student councel(did I spell that right?) ,orchestra,color guard,theatre,amd more
[ .055. ] are/were you popular: I wish
[ .056. ] favorite dance: prom 2005
[ .057. ] favorite memory: Any day at lunch, 10th year year
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: homecoming 2005
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: car crash
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: Not sure.
. : Favorites : .
[ .061. ] Number: 16
[ .062. ] clothing brand: None.
[ .063. ] shoes: ?
[ .064. ] saying: “suck an elf”
[ .065. ] TV show: x-file,days of our lives,median,csi,xena
[ 066. ] sport: track
[ .067. ] vegetable: .all
[ .068. ] fruit: all.
[ .069. ] Movies: the 10th kingdom,lotr
[ .070. ] Magazine: None. .
[ .071. ] actor: Jim Carrey, Robin Williams, jonny depp,Patrick swayzie,and more
[ .072. ] actress: Sigorney Weaver, Sandra bullock,and more
[ .073. ] sweets: ?
[ .074. ] chewing gum: yeah
[ .075. ] scent: lots
[ .076. ] chocolate bar: cant have it
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: mint ch. chip
[ .078. ] color: black
[ .079. ] season: winter.
[ .080. ] holiday: Halloween.
[ .081. ] band: backstreet boys,red hot chilipepers,matchbox 20,sugar ray
[ .082. ] singer: Michael jackson
[ .083. ] group: same as fave band
[ .084. ] rapper: emiem
[ .085. ] type of music: all but country and blues
[ .086. ] thing in your room: where to start
[ .087. ] Place to be: with my boyfriend
[ .088. ] radio station: Mix 94.1
[ .089. ] TV channel: . all
[ .090. ] junk food: Pizza.
[ .091. ] overall food: veggies
[ .092. ] shop: ?
[ .093. ] Shoe brand: none
[ .094. ] fast food: taco bell
[ .095. ] restaurant: subway
[ .096. ] shape: None.
[ .097. ] time of day: Night
[ .098. ] country: itlay
[ .099. ] City: none
[ .100. ] boys name: nathen
[ .101. ] Girls name: chole
[ .102. ] mall: none
[ .103. ] video game: ?
[ .104. ] shampoo: ?
[ .105. ] board game: ?
[ .106. ] computer game: the sims
[ .107. ] car: none
[ .108. ] Music video: ?
[ .109. ] swear word: ?
[ .110. ] word: ?
[ .111. ] month: my b-day
[ .112. ] cartoon character: tweety
[ .113. ] Scary movie?
[ .114. ] team: None
[ .115. ] possessions: my cello

. : Private life : .
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend/What's their name: Yep. Tyvan.
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: Yep
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: Yep
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: Yep
[ .190. ] how many people of you kissed: Let's see if I can count. About 10
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: Dusty I think
[ .192. ] How many hearts of have you broken: fuck I don’t know an sorry as hell.
[ .193. ] How many people broke your heart: cant count.
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: sucks.
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: hot and sexy
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: Yep.
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: Hell no.
[ .198. ] Do you have a picture of yourself: Yep
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: No.
[ .200. ] Do you go by looks or personality: Both. personality:more
[ .201. ] Ever kiss a friend: Yeo
[ .202. ] are you still friends: Yep
[ .203. ] so moving along… do you smoke: no
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: hell no
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: Nope
[ .206. ] How about a little x: Nope.
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: Nope
[ .208. ] Beer good or beer bad: bad
[ .209. ] Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: Nope
[ .210. ] Do you like Smirnoff ice: no
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: none
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: none
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: last tues or wensday I think

. : Would you ever : .
[ .215. ] Bungee jump: no
[ .216. ] sky dive: no
[ .217. ] Swim with dolphins: Yes.
[ .218. ] scuba dive: Yes.
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: Yes.
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: no
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: No
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no
[ .223. ] cross-dress: Used to be an all out tomboy. So... Yeah.
[ .224. ] lie to the police: if I had to
[ .225. ] run from the police: no.
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: Yup.
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: no.
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: Nope.
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: Nope.
[ .230. ] streak: lol. Nope.

. : Your friends : .
[ .231. ] Best friend(s): Heather Roxanne Pollock,Levi
[ .232. ] known longest: Levi A.
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: yes
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: yes
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have:cant keep track of true and back stabers
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: Heather L.
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: good ?.
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': Nope.
[ .239. ] craziest:: ?
[ .240. ] loudest: ?
[ .241. ] Shyest: ?
[ .242. ] best hair: ?.
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: Aaron Baker
[ .244. ] best eyes: Heather Pollock
[ .245. ] Best body: umm?
[ .246. ] most athletic: Not sure.
[ .247. ] sex symbol: None.
[ .248. ] Hot tempered: None.
[ .249. ] most impatient: Tyvan
[ .250. ] shortest: Blair
[ .251. ] tallest: George
[ .252. ] Talented: ?
[ .253. ] best singer: ?
[ .254. ] Skinniest: Heather Pollock
[ .255. ] nicest: Aaron Baker
[ .256. ] best personality: ?
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: Ashely R

. : Have you ever : .
[ .258. ] flashed someone: Not that I recall.
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: Yeah.
[ .260. ] Been to Michigan: yes
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: no
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvenile: no.
[.263. ] skateboarded: Yup. Fell right on my ass too.
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: No.
[ .265. ] stolen anything: I'm not answering that.
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: Not really.
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: wanted to
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: Lol. Yup.
[ .269. ] Broke a beer bottle: Yup.
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: yep
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: yep
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: Yup.
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: yes
[ .275. ] been to a concert: yes many
[ .276. ] been to another country: No.
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: All the time.
[ .278. ] got pulled over: Don't drive.
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: Yes.
[ .280. ] broke a law: no
[ .281. ] Given money to a homeless person: Yes
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: lots.
[ .283. ] Cried: Dumb question.
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no but my best friend(close as a sister )yep lots of times
[ .286. ] Dropped something you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: Nope. That's gross. I'm too much of a perfectionist for that.

. : Yes or no : .
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: No
[ .325. ] do you like cows: Yes
[ .326. ] Are you a bitch: Sometimes.
[ .327. ] are you artistic: I like to think I am.
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: yes
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: yes
[ .330. ] can you ski: No.
[ .331. ] are you British: no
[ .332. ] do you want to spear Britney: no
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you : sometimes
[ .334. ] did you ever give Barbie a haircut: no
[ .335. ] would you eat Mac &cheese with hot dogs in it: Fuck Yeah.
[ .336. ] Do you think Disney creators were on acid when they made fantasia: Yup.
[ .337. ] are you straight: yes
[ .338. ] are you stupid? Insane? Physically handicapped?: Sometimes, Sometimes, no.
[ .339. ] are you fat: Shit no.
[ .340. ] are you skinny: Shit yes.
[ .341. ] are you short: yes
[ .342. ] are you tall: Nope.
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: Nope. Light pink.
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: No.orange and blue
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: Only when I watch the Wizard of Oz…
[ .346. ] are you evil: On the inside.
[ .347. ] Did you ever know someone who had a mullet: no
[ .348. ] is Britney a whore: High class.
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: no.
[ .350. ] am I annoying you: No.
[ .351. ] do you like Marilyn Manson: yeah.
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: no but I think so
[ .353. ] Did you ever touch someone else's private parts: Yeah and it touched me too.
[ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: Sometimes.
Some more stupid things.
Favorite Food - salad
Favorite driink - water
Favorite Alcohol - none
Favorite colors - black,green,pink
Hair Color - *See above* Blonde
Eye color - Green
Height - 5'5''
Weight - 115lbs
Right or left handed - Right
Favorite car - ?
Favorite Horror Movie - ?
Favorite romantic movie - ?
Favorite drama - ?
Favorite Sci-Fi - Aliens
Favorite Friday the 13th movie - ?
Favorite Freddy movie - none
Favorite haunted house movie - ?
Favorite book - fun house
Favorite War Movie - ?
Favorite classic movie - ?
Favorite comedy movie - all jim carrey
Favorite place in Vegas ?
Favorite Cartoons - all
Favorite Cartoon Characters - tweety
Kids - no but want one boy and one girl
Marriage - yes but not now.
Night or day - Night
Biggest Turn on - Kissing my neck or tummy
Opinions on soul mates - I believe in it
Religion - none
Silver or Gold - Silver.
Diamonds or Pearls - Diamonds. .
Sun set or sunrise - Both .
Best advice given to me - ?
Phone or in person - In person.
Hugs or Kisses - Both
Biggest Regret - Losing my virginity when I did and to who I did.

Mood:  happy
Now Playing: june22.05
Tyvan just returned from guard yesterday Im so happy. I suprised him by telling him I had to work that day and couldnt see him till saturday,and I hideed in my friend Aaron's bedroom and then when Tyvan got to Dales I sneaked out of Aarons room and up behind Tyvan and covered his eyes and bite his neck. He was so suprised and I also brought him a necklace its a heart tha say He who holds the key can unlock my heart I wear the heart as he wears the key that fixs in the spot of the heart that looks like a key.

Mood:  happy
I started my babysitting job on wensday.
My boyfriend will be back in town on wensday I can't wait.

Great Day
Mood:  celebratory
Yesterday was a great day because I graduted from High School,also it was the day that me and my boyfriend Tyvan has been together for 8 months,thats not all... The Backstreet boys came out with their new cd after 5 years! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XENA WARRIOR PRINESS
Mood:  cheeky
Topic: June 2005
hEY GUYS, Are you a fan ofthe show xena if so you should go to http://www.xena10th.com/ and check out the Xena 10th Anniversary Sword & Armor Collection. There is Xena 10th Anniversary Gabrielle Katana ................................ Xena 10th Anniversary Final Episode Katana ................................ Xena 10th Anniversary Callisto Sword ................................ Xena 10th Anniversary Original Chakram ................................ Xena 10th Anniversary Cleavage Knife and more. So check it out today a.s.a.p.My SongHearts are hurting

Tyvan being gone
Mood:  sad
Topic: June 2005
It's been 5 days since my boyfriend Tyvan lefted for gaurd in New Jersey. It sucks I miss him so much the good thing is I get to talk to him on the phone everynight.The big thing that sucks the most about him being gone is he won't be here for my Gradution and plus that same day it will be 8 months that him and I have been together. I shouldn't complain he could be in Iraq,I just glad he isn't.