Now Playing: Chapter 1
You know, what I first loved about you were your eyes. How green they were, how innocent they seemed. How you studied the platform your first year at Hogwarts. It was one of the main reason I fell for you, your eyes. How beautiful they were, how I wanted to stare into them forever.
They?re dull now. Sure, they look the same, but they are dull to me. You are dull to me. Call me bitter, call me biased. Maybe I am. But I loved you, perhaps I still do. You knew, of course. They all knew. But when all the guys - your classmates - when they all liked me... you didn?t stop to notice.
When they talked about how beautiful I was, you didn?t even let it register. When you heard them say they liked me, or asked me to be their girlfriend, your face looked unchanged. Everyone around you - who all thought I was just a little girl before - are now seeing me for something more. All of them but you.
They are all laughing with me, not at me now. They?re smiling because they?re happy to see me, they?re not acting any longer. They?re not hugging me because I initiate it, they?re hugging me because they want to hold me. You.. you probably don?t even see me as a girl. You probably don?t even know I exist. The thought never registered.
I always thought your glasses were cute. That your eyes wouldn?t have been the same without them. They were cute, and they were your trademark. But maybe if you didn?t have them you could see straight. Maybe if you didn?t need glasses you could see right in front of you. You could see me. See that I?m waiting. See that I love you.
At the beginning of this I was mad at you. That
didn?t last very long did it? I can?t stay mad at you even when you?ve torn my heart into a million pieces - and not just once. Why can?t you see me? Why must you look for her, when she?s so far away? When she?s not worth your love....
I guess I?m not worth it either.
I will no longer pester you with my feelings.
Goodbye, Harry Potter.
PS: Maybe one day I?ll send this to you, along with the dozens of others that are sitting in my dresser sealed, but unsent.