Now Playing: Chapter 1
You know, what I first loved about you were your eyes. How green they were, how innocent they seemed. How you studied the platform your first year at Hogwarts. It was one of the main reason I fell for you, your eyes. How beautiful they were, how I wanted to stare into them forever.
Theyre dull now. Sure, they look the same, but they are dull to me. You are dull to me. Call me bitter, call me biased. Maybe I am. But I loved you, perhaps I still do. You knew, of course. They all knew. But when all the guys - your classmates - when they all liked me... you didnt stop to notice.
When they talked about how beautiful I was, you didnt even let it register. When you heard them say they liked me, or asked me to be their girlfriend, your face looked unchanged. Everyone around you - who all thought I was just a little girl before - are now seeing me for something more. All of them but you.
They are all laughing with me, not at me now. Theyre smiling because theyre happy to see me, theyre not acting any longer. Theyre not hugging me because I initiate it, theyre hugging me because they want to hold me. You.. you probably dont even see me as a girl. You probably dont even know I exist. The thought never registered.
I always thought your glasses were cute. That your eyes wouldnt have been the same without them. They were cute, and they were your trademark. But maybe if you didnt have them you could see straight. Maybe if you didnt need glasses you could see right in front of you. You could see me. See that Im waiting. See that I love you.
At the beginning of this I was mad at you. That
didnt last very long did it? I cant stay mad at you even when youve torn my heart into a million pieces - and not just once. Why cant you see me? Why must you look for her, when shes so far away? When shes not worth your love....
I guess Im not worth it either.
I will no longer pester you with my feelings.
Goodbye, Harry Potter.
PS: Maybe one day Ill send this to you, along with the dozens of others that are sitting in my dresser sealed, but unsent.